As I sit on my couch tonight all alone watching random TV shows, feeling an urge to be useful to someone. I don’t want to be loved but I want to love. I don’t want to be sucked but I want to suck. I don’t want to slap but be slapped. It is one of those nights where I question if I am even worthy of any girl.
It is one of those nights when I want to cook for someone, when I want to make a drink for someone, when I want to be slapped for doing a bad job, when I want to be pinned down to the floor at her feet and feel the amazing feeling of being useful to my girl’s feet.
It is one of those nights when I want her to say that I belong to her, I am her property and she will do what she pleases to me. I want to be her dog and do whatever a real dog can do for her. Sit at her feet, play with her flip flops, walk on a leash. Yes, I will do all that and a lot more for her.