Now that I look at my life, it is possible that I always knew that I’m was little different when it comes to sex. And when I started to enter this world I discovered that I’m really not.
I discovered that, because I try to control everything in my life, in sex, that really doesn’t happen. In sex I don’t want to control. In sex I want to be used. I want to give everything I can to my master. I want to be his. I want my hair pulled, my ass red from his hand and to see a grin on his face. I wanted, more than anything, to be desired.
But then again… I’ve never met someone who looked at me that way. Someone who desperately had to have me. To be at his service, at his every call. I’ve never met someone who could make me wet just by touching my hand and looking at me.
Don’t get me wrong, I’ve felt horny before. But not like this.