I practiced everyday what my sister taught me. Each night when everyone else went to sleep, I went to work. I always started with a shower and shaving myself all over. I used female body lotion to keep my skin smooth and soft.
I then sat in front of the mirror and worked my makeup routine until it was muscle memory. I tried on all the outfits and I practiced walking, sitting, and even speaking in my girl voice. I brushed out my hair and even experimented with a flat iron. I was more confident than I had ever been and felt more feminine than I ever have in the past.
When Jax told me what time he could come over that weekend, I was excited. I planned it perfectly. When he range the door bell to come in, I left the door unlocked so he would eventually just walk in. I stood a few away in the entry way hallway, my arms draped along the walls, my hips bent, and my chest lifted. I wore black stockings, black panties, a black satin bra and a black garter belt attached to the tops of my stockings. I wore a black secretary pencil skirt and a loose white off the shoulder blouse. I relaxed my eyes and pouted my red lips when Jax walked in.