I was gorgeous, a gorgeous girl. My first thought was "If I'm as sexy a girl as I was a boy, I was a lot better looking than I thought". But then maybe its easier for a girl to be attractive.
I had average sized breasts, but they were well shaped and round and the the nipples were the perfect size. My legs were long and shapely, but thick thighs met a thick ass. My ass was amazing, I would have fucked my own ass if I could.
My dark hair reached below my shoulders, and it framed my attractive but not stunning face well. Brown eyes, brown skin. I was a gorgeous Indian girl, the type I would have lusted over in a second.
I touched myself all over, but it was unsatisfying. I was sexy, but I couldn't access it. I wanted to fuck myself, but even masturbation felt unfulfilling. I wasn't great at finding the sweet spots on my vagina. "I must have been terrible in bed" I thought to myself, wondering if my fingers were as clumsy with the girls I had played with.