Ok I’m writing this for people who look at my profile and I don’t have to explain myself over and over.
My first sexual experience was with my best friend when I had just turned 15. It was summer holidays. She went interstate to stay with her cousins. When she got back she came and stayed with me at my grandparents house. There weren’t enough beds so she slept in with me. When she arrived she couldn’t wait to tell me about the boy she had met and fooled around with, hand jobs and fingering, and then 69 the last time.
This made me feel real funny. I was turned on, yes. But soooooo jealous. I didn’t know if I was jealous because she got to do that and I was way too shy to do that, or jealous at the thought of her with someone else. Anyway one thing led to another, and in response to my question, when offered to show me what it felt like to be gone down on. I loved it! Even though I didn’t cum. We spent the next week crawling all over each other’s bodies, learning how to make each other cum. She hadn’t cum with the boy so I was happy about that. We decided we were bi or pan or whatever, even tho until then I’d only been interested in boys. We started hanging out with other queer kids at school. We were quite open, holding hands and stuff. My mum was cool about it too.