Continuing my journey into kink…

On Sunday, we went to a fet event which we go to every month. The most we’ve done there in terms of play is have a little touchy feel in the hot tub (which was super-hot!) This time, he had other plans.

I knew he was bringing some toys with him, he’d told me that I could choose some but that for every one I told him I wanted him to bring, I had to tell him one that I wouldn’t want him to bring. So he laid them all out for me and took a photo so that I could tell him. I tried to think tactically and knew anything I said I didn’t like to him would realistically be something I don’t mind, but also I have to bear in mind he knows what I like and don’t like overall so didn’t want to be too obvious that he’d figure me out. So I said yes to a strapless dildo (this was more a joke as he’s in charge right now so I knew I wasn’t going to be allowed that, even though he knows I’m dying to use it on him) and said no to two floggers. The floggers he bought at an event we went to together and hasn’t used them yet. They’re quite big so although I wouldn’t have minded him trying them on me I thought it was realistic to him that I wouldn’t want him to use them. (Oh the mind games we play!)

Anyway, off we went and we sat with a drink just watching a few people play. We watched a couple of Domme’s play with a couple of guys and one of them had to come down as he went faint. It freaked me out a little, one of my fears is passing out and we’ve played before and he’s got me close to it, so here we were watching someone else get to that point when he suggested we find a room to play.

Off we went upstairs, and I sat on the edge of the bed, a little unsure of what to do. He stood over me and took off his shirt and then told me that I was over dressed. As soon as he reached down to undress me I was under his spell. He stripped me naked and told me to lie on my front before getting some rope out and binding my ankles together. Then he moved round and put my arms around my back tying them too. Checking along the way that they weren’t too tight or uncomfortable. Finally, he pulled out a blindfold and put it over my head, putting me in total darkness.

He started off gently, rubbing my bum nicely with his hands before trailing a paddle over my legs and thighs. He began with gentle spanks with it, gradually building them up and spanking me with it before rubbing over the places he’d been. I was excited but nervous. He wasn’t hurting me, it didn’t even sting actually which surprised me but I was enjoying the unknown anticipation of where he was going to go next before I felt his hand at my clit, gently rubbing me before inserting a finger inside of me.

He alternated between spanking me and playing with me, making me twitch as he went up and down my entire body. The next time he was playing with me, I felt him rubbing my juices up and down, and clenched a little as I knew he was heading for my ass. I felt cold metal against my lips as he rubbed a butt plug against me, warming it up and making it nice and wet. I heard the lube bottle click and felt his fingers at my tight hole. He leaned down and told me to relax as he worked a finger in and out of me. I took some deep breaths and tried to relax and enjoy the feeling. Eventually he slowly inserted the butt plug in me, stretching me out. Then he stood up and held my cheeks open before telling me ‘You look good in a plug’.

The next thing I felt was a flogger, gently being dragged across my body. Now I’ve never had one of these used on me before, so I wasn’t sure how it would feel. I felt him move a little and tensed for the impact. He hit me with it a few times, before rubbing me again.I felt him moving around the bed, he was in front of me now and suddenly he hit the bed right next to my head with the flogger making me jump. I laid there wondering what he was going to do next. He moved back behind me and was running the flogger over my legs, feet and back up again before he started rapidly bringing it down on my bum. I knew he was doing a figure of eight kind of movement with it.

He moved away for a minute and I could hear him moving around. There is a mirror next to us, I’m laying length ways across the bed, but I can’t see anything because of this bloody blindfold. My shoulders are aching from being tied up behind me, but not enough for me to give in and tell him that yet. I’m silently resilient today. Usually, I’d tease him; roll my eyes at him…the other day I got a spanking and particularly rough finger fuck for flicking his cock when he was stood next to me while I was in the bath. But today, I’m quiet except for my moans and groans of pleasure. I teased him a little earlier and didn’t take it too seriously when he told me to wait until later…but now I’m aware that he’s just in his jeans. Something about the way he took off his shirt and left his jeans on made me think he means business today. I’m not sure I can tease even if I wasn’t tied and blind folded today. Today I’m totally submissive to him.

I hear the wand go on, which fills me with dread and thrills at the same time as I know he’s going to tease me, get me back for every time I bite his beard or pinch the inside of his leg when we’re play fighting. I feel the wand against my clit and groan at the feeling of it. It feels so good. The plug is filling my ass and he puts a (two?) finger inside me and tells me how tight I am today. He leans down and kisses my ass, lightly biting me while he’s rubbing the wand on my clit. I start to get close to cumming, I know my breathing and panting changes, and he realises and takes it away at the last second. I huff and puff, and he moves back to my clit again with his fingers this time, slowly rubbing. He’s the only person to have ever made me cum from rubbing me that slowly and last time that was after bringing me to the edge lots of times, so I’m not expecting the rush to come over me again so soon, the feeling that I’m going to cum and then the disappointment as he pulls away again. He continues to tease me with the wand before I feel something else, something big.

On a side note, he recently bought a HUGE double ended dildo which I’m not entirely sure I’m going to be able to take at all. Bear in mind that at this point, I’ve got no idea what he brought with him (I had a strop when he said no to the strapless dildo and said what’s the point in me choosing then!) I can feel something pretty big pushing into me. The butt plug making it feel even tighter. I have a little panic as I think it’s the purple one. I cry out ‘what’s that’, ‘A dildo’ he answers me. I say ‘Yes which one’ he says ‘The big one’ he knows what I’m asking; he knows that I’ve got a bit worried. I start panting and he tells me to relax before pushing it in. I feel so full it’s ridiculous. I don’t quite remember at this point whether he still had the wand on my clit or his fingers, but he works me back up again before stopping just before I cum. He takes the dildo out and uses a slightly smaller one on me, this feels so much better. It’s similar to his cock, maybe a little smaller but it feels good. I can feel his cock by the way, straining against his jeans with my feet. I try to rub it with them, encouraging him to use it because I think that when he starts fucking me, he won’t be able to hone in on when I’m about to cum so will let me go. But he’s not done with his teasing yet. He brings me to the edge another couple of times before leaning over and asking which I prefer, the tease and denial or forced orgasms. At this point, I’m desperate to cum. I try and use my brain; I’m thinking my choice through. He asks me again, impatient now. I tell him forced orgasms. My logic is that although last time he did forced orgasms I thought I was going to pass out, I figured that at least I’d be able to cum, right? Oh the mind games. So he gets on the bed next to me and leans over me. He holds me down and tells me that I’m allowed to cum but that he’s not getting off and he’s going to keep going. Thank GOD I think. I’ll take the pain afterwards when he’s holding me down as long as I can cum!

He works me up and up and I’m literally a millisecond from tipping over the edge when he again moves away. He laughs and tells me he was only joking. I’m lying their groaning, I just want to cum. The defiant streak in me won’t ask for it though, I’m determined that I won’t beg. He asks me if I want to cum and I tell him yes. So he says ‘Okay, I’ll make you a deal’. I’m thinking fuck what am I gonna have to do!?

He says, ‘If you can cum by the time I count to 10, then you can cum.’ I think wow, I’m so close to the edge that it’s not going to be a problem. Usually it would worry me because if I’m denied too much I then go the other way and can’t cum at all. He puts the vibrator against my clit, and leans over me. He starts to count, I start to pant. In my head I’m thinking fuck fuck just tip over, please just tip over. He gets to about 7 and I’m really panicking now because I’m on that verge still, and I can’t get over it. Then he’s at 10 and it still hasn’t happened. I’m devastated. He says ‘Okay, I’ll be nice. This time I’ll count to 15’. I think fuck yes, here we go, finally. I’m twitching all over the place, my leg shaking. He moves the wand back to my clit and starts to count, only this time he’s turned it down and he doesn’t put as much pressure on. Before I know it, he’s at 15 again and I’m still a good 5 seconds away from cumming. I collapsed onto the bed again, exhausted but wanting more and thinking ‘What the fuck are you doing to me?’

I ask him to move my hands because my shoulders can’t take it anymore. He unties my hands from each other but doesn’t tie them back up. I try so hard to keep them down but I pull the blindfold up just a little to have a peak at him. He’s at my clit again with his fingers, then he’s fucking me with them, hard and fast making me squirt everywhere but still not giving me that orgasm I desperately need. He leans down and bites my ass, kissing and licking where he’s been, slowly toying with my clit again. He works me up and up again, before eventually letting me cum. As I’m cumming he puts the wand back on my clit and holds it there. My feet are still bound but I’m wriggling all over the place trying to get it off of my sensitive clit. He knows what I’m doing and holds me down, making me cum again in the quickest time I’ve ever came one after the other. I’m panting hard, I can’t catch my breath and I start to go a little dizzy. He pulls it off me and lies beside me where he tells me its okay and to take some deep breaths. I’m hyperventilating a little and he unties my feet pulls me into his lap and tells me to breath. I think that we’re done.

I’m lying face down on the bed, exhausted and spent. He’s got other ideas. I hear his jeans hit the floor and he’s pulled me to the edge of the bed. He’s got the wand on my clit again and I’m thinking that it’s just not going to happen. I end up riding this endless wave of feeling like I’m going over the edge but not quite making it, I’ve got the butt plug in place and can feel his balls hitting it every time he thrusts forwards. I feel so very full; suddenly I’m cumming again, out of nowhere. I cum so hard that the butt plug pops out and hits the floor. He keeps going, pounding me hard, he pushes my legs up and back towards me and continues to fuck me. He plays with my nipples, gently at first and then he’s grabbing my whole boob in his hand and holding on while he’s fucking me. Then he takes my hand and makes me hold the wand. He puts my finger on the button and tells me to control the speed. He watching himself fuck me while I’m holding the wand. I didn’t think I’d be able to cum again, but I’m pushing down anyway, I’m making it go faster and I cum again, all over his cock. He’s speeding up and I know he’s close. He’s usually pretty vocal, but this time he’s silent. I begin to wonder if he’s struggling to cum when I feel it inside of me, and he collapses against my legs, looking as spent as I feel.

‘You were silent’ I say questioningly, ”Too intense to make any noise’ he answers and I find that so incredibly hot, I have no answer for it. We sit down and he cuddles me and asks me if I’m okay before getting me a drink and helping me stand to sort out. We’re clear the toys away and make the room ready for the next people, when he picks up a ball gag from the shelf. He holds it up with a glint in his eye and said ‘This was in case you gave me any lip’. Ordinarily, I would’ve, but today I was totally at his mercy.

He told me afterwards that he got carried away with the sexual stuff and he wanted to do more impact play beforehand. I knew this, because he didn’t get the pinwheel out and I know he’s been dying to use it on me, this just makes me look forward to next time even more. It also gives me some ammunition for when we will inevitably switch again and I will have gained more experience to having him at my mercy. I continue to love and learn on the journey we’re on together.

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