After my first journal submission to my husband earlier this week (see my post history for previous/future entries), he loved it so much he asked for more journaling from me after every intense play session. Here is my first draft entry, to him for our experiences together for Saturday.
**6.16.18**
So today was an easy day at work for me, my first Saturday on the new schedule. Earlier in the week you had already agreed to my suggestions of a fun Saturday night, and about 20 minutes after getting home, I was already under your desk. You made it so easy, having already set up the bedroom and gotten all the things; you even had dabs under your desk with a towel waiting for me, ready to go. It’s like you know me or something.
So with headphones in and dabs freshly consumed, I got to the task at hand. Only this time, I was able to restrain myself and slowly lick and tease at the beginning. I knew I had asked for you to allow me to be under there for an hour or more, so I attempted to make good use of my time. I focused on the head at first, slowly licking around and teasing with a flick (or two!) of the tongue. I slowly started to fondle your balls as well. The combined pleasures slowly made you harder in my mouth, and I couldn’t restrain myself any longer. After some more licking and teasing, I finally took you fully into my throat, and held you there for just a moment before beginning the continuous back and forth I’d be at for the next long while. I hope you were enjoying some more anal porn at the time to get you in the mood for the pounding you were about to give my ass. The headphones prevented me from communicating much during this time (intentional? muwahaha), but they allowed me to focus almost exclusively on your cock in such a different way.
I tried getting you further down my throat tonight again a few times, with general succes. I did learn to not stick my tongue out while going all the way down on you- that certainly caused a few hiccups. Ha, I’m too punny. I was able to zone out to the feeling of you on my tongue, you sliding down my throat, and my doing my best to keep you from focusing on the game above. I do enjoy taking you in my mouth, and after literally an hour+ of my licking and sucking, I did also enjoy you reaching down and roughly playing with my nipples. I do enjoy when you take what you want in the moment, and I almost always react well. And I did react well to you shoving my mouth even further down your cock a few different times tonight. You let up when I gagged, and did a good job reading my body language at such things. After you’d tired of me under your desk, you slid your keyboard away for another 5 minutes or so of me slowly working your cock. You again tried shoving my face further down you, and I especially enjoyed at the very end when I was finishing and you tried the same. You were able to get my mouth all the way to the base of your shaft, even if only briefly. You had the best drowsy smile on your face when I finally came up for air at the end of everything.
Immediately after the realization of that great look on your face, I also had the one that you’d only had me stop for one reason. I was about to go play with my ass and get it ready for you to fuck, just as I’d requested. I liked that you told me specifically what you wanted me to do once I’d finished sucking you off, and I got up and went to task immediately. I wasn’t quite sure of the time, and you’d only given me 30m, so I rushed through a still enjoyable smoke and dab in order to ensure I had a full 15-20 minutes to get my ass ready. I got myself situated on the towel with the blindfold, earbuds, wedge, toy, and lube again and was ready to relax. That’s the first step in all of this, and I took it slow from the beginning, knowing I had way more time than last week to work myself open. I teased my asshole in the beginning, slowly getting in just the tip before removing it, only to do the same again. And again. And again. Until I realized that I had been slowly working in more than just the tip each time, and it was starting to feel a little more natural and easy, just like last time. I added a bit more lube, and started a slow, drawn out gentle push to get as much of the toy inside me as I could. I succeeded in working to the base of the bead on the first proper effort, and rewarded myself with some more gentle back and forth to both enjoy myself for a moment and work on slowly starting to stretch my ass out for you, even if only with the medium parts of of the dildo so far. After a bit of gentle self inflicted ass fuckery, I committed to getting that bead inside me. I could really feel the bulge of it entering me, especially the first time I slid it in. It took a bit more effort than expected to fit, and I adjusted my angle accordingly, but in it was. I was able to comfortably lay on my side, again with the entire half of the anal toy inside me. I laid there for a moment to let my body slowly adjust to the new sensations, and imagined how you were going to feel pushing yourself around back there. With that thought, I began to remove the bead for the first time, causing myself to gasp and only able to ‘comfortably’ do so on the third try. Boy does my ass still have some growing to do! With a bit of stubborn effort, I started to slowly insert the widest part of the toy back into me, again able to notice every bit of it entering me. I don’t wait around this time, and quickly remove it. I just as quickly push it back inside me, forcing my body to accept it this time. After a small moment, I began to move the entire dildo around inside me, and playing with a very gentle thrusting motion, with so much of it up my ass already. I was able to then begin to pull the bead out, but let it spend quite a bit of time expanding the tightest part of me. This felt so amazingly good to do as I was pulling it out, and nice-but-not-as-good stretching myself on the way in, so I continued to insert-pull-hold-thrust-continue-to-the-fat-part for the last bit of alone time I had in the bedroom.I wanted to ensure when you were ready to come and take me my asshole would be able to easily accept all of you. I feel I was successful in that goal tonight!
Once you arrived, you quickly cleaned up and prepped yourself while continuing to watch me move the bead around the tighter parts of myself. I was eager to feel you inside me, and again still nervous at the thought of all of you back there. I knew I could do it, but I still get last minute butterflies at the idea of it potentially being too painful or not enjoyable. That’s never the case, but you understand the feeling. It’s not an unpleasant feeling :)
Once you took the toy from me you surprised me by restraining my wrists. I also enjoy this for a myriad of reasons, but especially for you just doing it out of the blue, without telling me in advance or with prompting, and bonus that it gives me something to pull against during anal. Because oh boy, after that did you cum to give me some anal. You slowly entered me with just the tip, and tried to play just the tip for a moment. I now understand why you did not do much in and out teasing, and got straight to fully shoving your way in me in the most personal way possible. The rush I get from you just taking what you want from me and doing what you need to feel good, but still in a manner that is satisfying to me, is more than great. And take what you want you did, because once you were pushing your way in you decided you needed to be balls deep in again, and adjusted me so you could be completely inside that ass. You held me there for a moment to let my body adjust, and thrusted a few times for good measure. After backing off for a moment, you decided that was enough teasing and gave me a good hard pounding in my tight little ass. So fucking good and hard I was afraid you were going to cum, while I still need your cock inside me for longer than that! But no, you were just edging yourself and teasing me, exactly as I had asked you to do. You backed off again, and let both of us calm down for a moment before diving right into pound-town again and making my ass yours. You really went at it, burying yourself as far into my ass as my body would allow, and not holding back. You were fucking away and pounding at me, driving into me in a way I did not expect. It felt amazingly good, and it felt amazingly good for you to use my ass like that in a way that was so obviously pleasurable to you. And then I could feel you getting kinda close to cumming, and I could feel my body being kinda close to being spent, so I urged you to cum in my ass, pleading for you to cum right now, and like the gracious husband you are, you soon obliged. As your semen gushed out of you I could feel you pull yourself deeper into me, and I felt your cock quivering as the cum flooded out of you in waves.
You cautiously remained in me for a moment, until you were able to gather your thoughts. You inched your way out, and I let you go clean up first, for the better I was later to find out. Oh well, that lining on the wedge needed to be washed anyway!
I did ask you if you had written your Adventure for tomorrow, when you let me know you liked to do those the day of. So I made sure to ask if you could be so willing and kind as to give my ass the same kind of treatment tomorrow. I’d like more of you in my ass tomorrow a whole bunch, just maybe so much all at once may be a bit much? Also, and I may kick myself for suggesting this even, but do you think after you’ve got done fucking my asshole and stretching it out it may accept the larger plug for the first time? Until ready to play again or you’re done teasing me with it in. That aside, it coming out may be a whole ‘nother level of things as well! Thoughts to ponder. I really do think my brain goes to places for sexy things you’d be surprised to learn :)
But back to the Adventure. I know you’ll come up with something. And I’ll enjoy it. I wrote the darn things. So do what you like to me that you’ll enjoy. I’ll enjoy it too. Would you like to perhaps create something so you can cum early in the day somehow, and then again later as well after other play and things? Again, something to ponder.
Au revoir, auf wiedersehen, adieu, farewell. Until you fuck the living shit out of my ass again tomorrow.
**Stealth edit after reading this over with you the first time:**
I completely skipped over the whole idea of not having PIV for this experience. The was pretty new for us, as I’m not sure we’ve ever truly played, ie more than a hand job/blow job for you, where you didn’t stick your dick in my vagina at the end. It was certainly a tease sucking you off for so long, only to not get that release at the end. Especially after opening up and letting you truly fuck my ass. You went to town hard on me, in exactly the way I asked for and wanted. And you left me satisfied. But once my body was over the initial shock of your intense fucking, I was left craving more. The quick little orgasms I gave myself with the Hitachi after you pulled out of my ass did nothing to quench that feeling. I am still horny as fuck for more of your cock, while still having been taken care of to literally the point of almost begging you to cum. I guess we shall see what tomorrow brings. I need to cry as much as I need your cock in my ass tomorrow. And I think that was the intent I intentionally created by not asking for you to give me PIV tonight. I did this to myself.
**Reflections:**
I thoroughly enjoyed myself tonight, and I’m pretty darn sure you did as well ;) I do enjoy being under your desk, and expect you’ll have me under there tomorrow again as well. I like that I’m down there so long you can forget about me and you can do other things you enjoy at the same time. And sorry about the mess tonight. Tomorrow will certainly be better with the cleaning things I’ve now acquired. I’d like to use a Foria insertable as well to hopefully relax in a way that allows me to relax to enjoy the hard and multiples fuckings your going to give all of my holes tomorrow. I’m am sincerely looking forward to being used for your enjoyment.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/8s0218/journal_entry_616_mtof_bj_anal_true_events_light