I recently decided to start writing journal entries occasionally to my husband about some of the fun sessions we have together. He liked my first one so much, he asked me to write a journal after every intense session for now. Below is my first, unedited as a first draft from me to my husband. Future entries to come, as we’ve had a few more playdates since I wrote this earlier in the week.
I hope you enjoy the fun we had together. I know I did :)
**6.13.18**
So you just got done unexpectedly plowing my ass. Damn, that was fucking hot. But wait a minute, you may be asking, how did that come to pass? Remember yesterday, when you told me to find some porn to put on while I fingered myself gaming on cam for you for over an hour? Well, I don’t typically watch porn, so I went to Porn Hub on my own for the very first time, and had NO IDEA what to watch. So after clicking through a few of the suggested thumbnails, I ended up watching a few different clips of some random chicks getting their asses good and thoroughly fucked. I did quickly try find you one of those ones to link here that I particularly enjoyed, but alas, I could not.
So we continue on yesterday with me sucking you off under your desk, you restraining me on the bed, and ending with you giving me yet another one of the mind-blowing orgasms I’ve come to expect from you. But I wake up today with this wicked idea in the back of my head, saying I needed to feel your cock in my ass again, and soon. I have been wanting to learn how to take you more fully back there, and between some of the recent reading/suggestions I’d stumbled across and the ideas in my mind from the porn the day before, I came right into your room and asked you to fuck in me in the ass tonight before I’d thought any better of it! Of course you said yes. You always say yes to such things ;)
So all day after you’d said yes, I sat in here and quite contentedly played my games and organized my laundry in the bedroom. I was excitedly looking forward to you trying to shove as much of your cock inside me as you could, but I wasn’t exactly sure how much I’d be able to take. The idea of all of you inside me back there made me both super nervous and pretty turned on at the same time, but I knew it was something I still definitely wanted to try again. We talked just a bit today for the first time today about anal training, cleaning, and different ideas around that. I don’t want to push you towards things you aren’t interested in, but if you really want to properly abuse and cum in my tight little asshole regularly, that’s certainly a path I’m interested in exploring more, with your guidance and direction if willing.
(Interlude for a massage- thank you!)
But back to today. You’d had a hard day towards the end of your work shift, and weren’t seemingly too frisky feeling when you get off, but understood that I was. You asked for some on-your-own time, which was freely given from me. After allowing you to decompress, I started to move in there and relaxed on your floor for a bit in my striped thong and yellow tank top, sans bra, with the iPad. You eventually came around to the idea of me being under your desk, and that it might actually help get you in the mood. You settled on some Hearthstone dailies, and I settled in to work with your cock in my mouth. I know I’ve been a bit obsessed this week with having you inside me. Thanks for understanding and letting me play until I cry. It’s the fucking best.
So I knew having you inside my mouth was the perfect way to help you continue to decompress from a long day at work. I always want to start by gently licking just the tip, and this time was no different. And no different either in that I just couldn’t help myself; try as I might I had to give the length of your shaft a few quick cursory licks to cover you in my spit, and then I just took as much of you as I could into my mouth. I lost track of time under there, as I often do, but I’d guess you spent damn near an hour relaxing there doing your dailies with your submissive little wifey down there with your dick rammed so far down her throat she can still feel it at time of writing (10:44pm).
Once you’d had enough Hearthstone (because surely you couldn’t have really had enough of my mouth all over you and the tip of your dick playing with my tonsils yet, had you?), you sent me off to prepare both the bedroom and my asshole. You gave me explicit instructions to use the normal-for-anal end of the clear toy, and use it to try to stretch myself in preparation for you. I got out the blindfold you requested I wear, and had out a gag I later suggested you use on me to help with the noises I knew I was bound to make. After my smoke, I blindfolded myself and got to work with the Astroglide and the clear toy. I slowly started to work the tip of it inside me, marveling at how large it seemed. Already knowing exactly how big your cock is from gagging on it repeatedly earlier in the night, I knew I was going to be in for a shock when you arrived. I added a bit more lube and tried to relax as I slowly eased more of the larger part of the dildo inside me. I was able to start to enjoy the sensation of it ramming into me, slowly yet firmly. I pushed a bit harder with every thrust, ensuring I had worked my way up to the bulb before adding more lube again. At this point I stopped to enjoy myself for a moment, and fucked my own ass quite liberally, until I felt ready to slowly push the thicker bulb completely inside me. From here, it was important to me I sit and enjoy the feeling of the dildo fully halfway hidden inside my ass. I was quite proud of myself for working that much into me so quickly to be honest. That long while I’d spent slurping on your hard cock under your desk certainly didn’t hurt how I was feeling either! By this point I was ready to truly start on your task of streeeetching myself for you, even more so than I’d done with the gentle thrusting earlier, but here was where you walked in! Sure, I’d just gotten it all up in me, and was feeling good, but I still wasn’t sure about taking your huge cock fully inside my ass yet, let alone you ‘fucking my ass’, as that was directly what I’d been asking for all day. Oh well, you were here!
I let you know I’d only just managed to fully insert the toy, and while you got to getting cleaned up and ready, I continued to slowly and steadily fuck my own ass. I worked the widest part of the bulb in and out a few times, and held it right at the tightest part of my ass, all in more preparation to be able to fit you back there. It was a stretch, but I knew I had to .
Apparently, it all worked! After you using my rainbow dildo in my pussy for a quick way to relax me, you sidled right up next to my propped up ass, lubed up with a condom on, ready to go. You did gag me, and almost immediately you had inserted the tip of your dick inside my ass. I gasped for breath, as you were certainly bigger than the toy I’d been using minutes before, just as I’d known you would be. After you gave me just a brief moment to almost catch my breath, you were adjusting and pushing into my hole with your smooth and giant dick. I was so relaxed from my own personal ass-play my body just accepted you, and your swollen cock slid almost fully into my ass before I’d had a chance to register what you were doing to me. I quietly grunted something to let you know you weren’t hurting me, and I wanted more. After a few exploratory thrusts, you realized anal play was on the table in a way it hadn’t been recently. You pounded my back door for as long as you thought you could get away with before coming up for air and checking on me, even though I was still gagged and blindfolded. When you seemed to realize how much I was enjoying myself, you went back at it, fucking my asshole until you wanted to cum. I could feel it, and knew you were starting to hold back, and I wasn’t ready for you to be holding anything back on me quite yet. My ass was open to you and wanted to feel more of your big dick sliding in and out, back and forth. Sure, it hurt a bit, but not nearly as much as I expected. I was fucking thrilled I was able to take such a hard ass-fucking from you, and wasn’t ready for it to be over.
Through the gag you were able to make out that I wanted you to keep going. To keep up that back and forth motion of you filling me, then empty, then filling me, then empty, for just a bit more. Your girth kept me stretched to my limits the whole time, though not in an unpleasant sort of way. You were just big enough in my tight little ass that I could feel every single movement you made. And I still wanted you in my ass a bit more. I’d been looking forward to this for hours! So you kept fucking me until, even through the condom, you exploded in my ass and I got to feel you cum hard. Your dick was balls deep inside my ass and you fucked me so hard and for so long you came inside the condom. I was so proud of my little bum for being able to take everything you wanted to give it tonight, and I want more again. Soon.
After you fucked my ass so hard I couldn’t let you not cum, I let you snuggle back on the bed and get comfy for another blowjob. Getting to feel how much of you I’d just had in my ass in my mouth right there was really sexy. I was wanting to take you in my ass again right there while giving you head to get you hard again to actually fuck me- PIV style. Whoops! After going down on you for long enough to reassure you it was ok for you to zone out to South Park while I was actively sucking your sock, you finally let me know you were ready for me to take you vaginally. All that work of getting you hard again so you could satisfy my hedonistic needs with the Hitachi and you fucking me hard missionary and you still weren’t able to come again :( I tried, and would like to try harder next time. We’ll work on something I can do to ensure you get to finish every time!
Now, on to the next part. I’m clearly a hedonistic ginger who can’t get enough of her husband’s cock right now, and wants it all sorts of ways. So here’s what I’m asking from you. Saturday, when I get home from work, let’s have some play time? Once I’m relaxed and comfy from my day, I’d like to get under your desk and help you relax from your day. I want to suck your dick while you game and watch porn for an hour or more Saturday night, if you’re up for that? After you can’t take my mouth all over you anymore, I want to go into the bedroom and prep my ass for you again. Once you’ve given me 10-20 minutes to get myself all stretched out for you, I really want you to come and tease my asshole with the tip of your penis until you can’t take it anymore and have to slide all of you inside of me. I want you to fuck me hard, then stop, pulling out if needed, to tease me, then put that giant thing back inside me when you’re ready, fucking my ass and back and forth until you can’t take it anymore, and then you REALLY have to fuck me hard to be able to cum in that condom again. That’s it for Saturday, just me sucking on you and licking you until you’re ready to tease my ass to completion with a good pounding. Think of it as a teaser for me for Sunday?
Cuz oh, butt Sunday. Oh do I want more ass play from you on Sunday. Pretty please with a cherry on top? Do you think you’re up for either an anal-focused Adventure, or for thinking through in advance some ways you can use my mouth and ass throughout the day to their fullest? I think you could make me very happy by giving all 3 of my holes a good and hard proper fucking Sunday, especially if you were in my ass more than once through the day. I really enjoyed the feeling tonight of feeling powerless under you as you slid further and further into me, and would like you to continue to use all of my holes as well again this weekend.
If you’re not up for that, no biggie. Another quick suck-you-off-fuck-my-ass session Sunday would also serve cravings of your dick inside me and filling my ass again, though not quite as well as something a bit more drawn out ;) Let me know what you’re up for, and don’t forget to run out Saturday to buy more condoms, and potentially an enema bulb from Wal Greens if you’re up for that. I want to you to continue to plow my tight little asshole more this weekend, and, if you’re up for it, continue training me so I can take you anally in more positions, be more of an active participant while you are balls deep in my backside, and generally let you be more able to fuck any hole you’re in the mood for that day.
Reflection:
So when I started writing (typing? Meh.) this, I wasn’t sure what I was planning on writing. Nor did I intend for it to be 5 pages long! But once I started writing, it was obvious to me what was coming out and where my words were going. I wanted to give you an account of my side of things today, and what I wanted from you this weekend. I hope you’re up for more ass play, I’m really excited to have you deep inside me, but if you aren’t just as excited no worries and I’ll just have you use toys back there more!
I don’t plan on writing something like this after every session, but I do plan on occasionally writing more things like this. To talk about what I liked, or wasn’t so fond of, so something of the like. If you’d like to have me write a journal (that’s what I’m calling this), just direct me to as a task one day when I’m in the mood to be looking for one (or you’re in the mood to be handing them out!), and give me a topic/some direction. And I do plan on sharing them with you. You can have me read them out loud to you if you like, or just keep as spank bank material when you need a reminder of that fucking hot sex you had with your wife on random day! What you do with them beyond that is up to you.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/8rvq2h/journal_entry_613_mtof_bj_anal_fsub