Nonfiction: My Gangbang
On Wednesday, January 17, 2018, I was the center of a gangbang that I organized. I was 23 years old. I sought out and found four men online between the ages of 20 and 40. The gangbang lasted an hour and a half in a hotel room. This is the story of that gangbang, at least as I remember it.
I am 5’6, 125 lbs, with 34b breasts. I am white with brown hair and brown eyes. I will NOT share the picture that is mentioned at the end with anyone.
I’m not much of a “writer” so there’s no flowery prose here, just the facts.
I guess I just wrote this because it’s all I can think about. Maybe “getting it out there” will help me move on a bit.
EDIT: Sorry to repost. I included a link to my AMA which is against the rules. Sorry about that.
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I prepared a bowl of condoms for them. I brought KY Jelly just in case. I brought my own blanket to go over the bed. I cut up a big plastic bag and put it between my blanket and the hotel’s just in case. I had asked for extra towels. I brought beer and wine.
As the men arrived, I asked them to take a quick shower. They each walked out of the shower naked and sat down, waiting for everyone to get cleaned up. They didn’t really say anything. They just sat in a chair or on the other bed, stroking and looking at me. I still had my clothes on. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to go through with it; I was starting to have second thoughts.
We had a quick discussion. I think I stuttered 20 times. I reminded them that they need to use condoms, that the safe word was “stop”, and that if I needed a break I would say “break”. They agreed while stroking their cocks.
After the discussion I took off my clothes and got on my knees on the floor. The men positioned themselves around me without having to say anything. I was so nervous when I put the first man’s cock in my mouth that I could only go as far down as the head of his cock. My hands, which were on his legs, were picked up by the men to his right and left. They put my hands on their cocks. The man whose cock I was sucking put his hand on the back of my head and moved me forward. He was nice enough to also move my head back, so I just let him move me back and forth. Without realizing it, my hands were on the man in front of me again instead of the cocks of the men to his sides. The men to his sides took my hands again and put them on their cocks. Eventually I was able to stroke them and suck them. This went on until I had sucked each man’s cock. I enjoyed tasting their precum and their undivided attention, but felt guilty throughout this session.
After I “warmed up” each of them, I got onto the bed. I was so nervous, I just spread my legs and looked around, but mostly at the ceiling. The fucking started as a train. Each man had a “solo” session with me, lasting about 5 minutes each, not because I said 5 minutes, but because that’s about how long they lasted until they came. By the time I got to the third guy, I realized I was hugging myself and that I just wanted to get it over with. I thought about saying stop and ending it there, but I’m glad I didn’t; the next “session” was worth it. The only part of this that I really enjoyed was looking over and seeing the other guys stroking while I was getting fucked; it was a new sensation, having other people around, watching me get fucked and enjoying it.
After this first session of orgasms, things got more interesting and I started to enjoy myself. Up until this point, I was very quiet and hadn’t really said anything. I don’t think I even moaned. This part is kind of a mess in my head. I started off on my hands and knees, getting spitroasted. The guy with his cock in my mouth just told me to keep my mouth as wide open as possible, and don’t worry about saliva/drool. Sure enough, there was drool coming out of my mouth. I felt really embarrassed but the guy seemed to like the mess I was making, based on his comments.
After hands and knees, I was on my back, with a guy fucking my pussy as another knelt down in front of my face. For the first time in the night, I laughed; it just seemed funny that a guy was over my chest, looking down at me with his cock in my face, bobbing up and down. After I was able to laugh, I really started to enjoy myself. While I sucked the guy who inadvertently made me laugh, the guy at the edge of the bed continued to fuck me, which made me laugh even more. Then they started laughing. It was weird and fun.
Then the guy who I was sucking started to fuck me after the guy behind him finished, and I blew the next guy in the same position, on my back. Then the guy who I was blowing had his turn to fuck me; the sucking stopped and I stroked two men who were on my left and right. When the guy who was fucking me came, the next guy moved between my legs and picked up where the guy before had left off, and I just kept stroking the guys to my left and right.
At this point I was really into it: it felt great to be used so quickly, to have so many hard cocks, to know they were having a good time each time they groaned while ejaculating, all because of me. I orgasmed and wet the blanket I had prepared. At first I was embarrassed but the guys cheered and I just laughed it off. I’m not into BDSM, but I was happy that they were happy, that I was able to “serve” them so well.
After my orgasm, I told them I was ready to stop and that if they wanted to, they could cum on my face. Strangely, none of them turned down my offer. It felt nice to just kneel there and do nothing with my eyes closed and hear them sigh as I felt drops of their cum fall on my face. By just doing nothing I could make men cum for me … I felt powerful. There wasn’t that much cum, but it was probably because they each came twice (at least) already.
After they came on my face, they got dressed and left. While they were getting dressed, I went to the bathroom and saw their cum on my face and hair. I was kind of proud of what I had done, so I took a picture with my cell phone. I see the picture now with cum on my face and hair and I have mixed feelings. I feel ashamed for doing something so slutty, but also proud that I was brave enough to go through with it. I feel a mixture of guilt and relief. And horniness. Each time I see the picture, I am just amazed.
When I got out of the bathroom, there was just one guy and he said bye and left. I took a shower and then fell asleep on the other bed. When I woke up, I took another shower and went back to my apartment. I called in sick for work the next morning and relived what had just happened a hundred times in my mind.
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If you have questions, you can ask at my AMA in my post history.
Source: reddit.com/r/sexystories/comments/7rnlol/23_f_nonfiction_my_gangbang_str8_mmmmf_buk
Thanks for posting. Like I said in my comment to your AMA, I wish I could have been there.