M22/M23
(This is my first erotica, would appreciate constructive feedback please!)
Up until now I always thought of myself as asexual. It had been 5 years since my last attempt at anything sexual in nature. It had just never felt right. I’ve dated off and on, mostly with others like myself, but with my current boyfriend it feels.. different.
We have been dating for about 4 months now, and he’s been great. Caring, attentive, etc., all the things you look for. But there’s something else to him. Something that makes my heart (and other things) get excited.
He has never made a move to initiate sex, but I find myself sometimes hoping he would. There’s something about him that I think turns me on; the way his eyes are so transparent about what he really feels, how soft his hair is after he showers with 3-in-1, even his grouchy morning face intrigues my inner desires I didn’t know were there.
It was last night when something finally happened. We had been watching a movie on my bed, and I couldn’t help but stare. When he noticed and asked why, I couldn’t help myself and went in for a kiss. I knew I had startled him, but I could feel him melt as our lips met, boosting my ego and my now partial boner. While he was distracted by our kissing, I snuck a hand in his shirt and played with the edge of his jeans.
He tried to push me away, “we don’t have to do anything, I don’t expect you too”
“I know,” I said as I leaned back into his chest. “But I really, really want you”
I pushed him further down, climbing on top to straddle him as I did so. With my hand on his chest I felt his heart beat faster. I moved my lips away from his, down to his neck. A small gasp escaped his mouth, prompting me to move further down. I lifted up his shirt, making a trail of soft, warm kisses down his chest.
When I got to his belt, I paused and took a deep breath. I didn’t fully know why I wanted this so bad, but I did. And as I looked down I could tell he did too. That was all the reassurance I needed to continue. I played with it for a bit before taking it out, admiring how well his pants complimented his now full erection.
I glanced up to make eye contact as a undid his belt to finally admire him in his entirely, now fully naked and spread out on the bed. There was still a hint of confusion on his face, but I wanted to save the explaining for after. Right now, I had a job to do.
As I slid back up his chest I kept a hand on his hip, my thumb just grazing the base. I followed my trail of kisses back down to his waist, intentionally avoiding it while kissing his thighs and hips. He started to move underneath me with anticipation.
Slowly, I worked my way back up to where the tip lay, just below his belly button. I gingerly grasp at the base and lift it to my lips, taking my time to explore every surface of the tip. He shivers once again, and I restrain myself from swallowing it whole.
As I mouth his tip, I slowly massage the base with my thumb, providing just enough stimulation to want more. The movement of him squirming underneath me makes fully erect, and I use the friction of his desire to give myself a boost.
We went on like this until I felt like he couldn’t wait any longer. His breath was heavy, and his hips were thrusting underneath me, desperate for more, desperate for a release. I slowly went further and further down until it was all I could fit in my mouth, and he let out another sharp gasp. Now, I could feel his heartbeat throb against my tongue and cheeks.
I started off slow, trying to fit as much of of it in as possible with each downward stroke. His hips moved faster, and so did I. Matching his every move, we danced in unison to each other’s body. His breath was heavy, mixed in with faint moans. I felt him stiffen, and knew what was to come. 3 more strokes, and I felt a rush as he filled my mouth.
His thighs relaxed, and he let out a deep breath with a slight moan.
“Fuck me,” he gasped.
I smirked and replied, “did you like it?”
He reached down and pulled me up for a kiss, whispering “Very much so, and now I believe it’s your turn”
End of part 1
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/11kontc/an_new_arousal