There I am..
Spread.
Wide.
EXTRA wide.
These little black cuffs are around my legs, just underneath the knee. Laid out on my back with them resting down on the bed. The metal bar in between them was really cold and it was the only thing keeping me from closing my legs. No point in even trying to close them. Every attempt just pulled at the cuffs which just made them hurt. I’m spread to the max setting. You wanted me helpless and open for you. Which is exactly what you got.
You start out slow with, being gentle and so attentive. Thank god because being this exposed yet restrained at the same time has made me very sensitive. Not sure if it was from excitement or nerves. I honestly had never done this before…surrendering so much to someone.
You patiently licked and kissed my clit. My legs automatically try to close and they didn’t budge, immediately remembered that they aren’t going anywhere. You’re putting slight pressure going up and flicking past my little sweet spot. Doing it again..and again…and again. Making my hips rock back and forth trying to meet you there, holding my breath the few moments before you hit it again.
You are so soft with me, I appreciate it so much. I feel like others would take advantage of the situation, make me overstimulated and feel uncomfortable. Yet, you’re putting my mental care first and not rushing to warm me up.
Pulling me to the edge of the bed made my heart flutter. Especially, when we placed a pillow under my ass…I knew you meant business. You wanted to be able to have me the best way you can offer. Giving you the perfect angle, at the perfect level, with my legs perfectly propped open. Laying on the bar made it impossible for me to move my legs up. I loved that I truly couldn’t move for you.
My mind is going blank, almost in a euphoric bliss. I’m not able to moan out because I’m so melted into you. The only thing coming out is rugged breathing with the occasional whimper. You feel so divine.
My poor little legs are quivering. You’re going for so long that I’m at the point of exhaustion. My mind is numb and I feel like I’m not even here anymore. It’s almost like your mouth is an extension of me, like we are bound as one. I can’t tell the difference between you or me. All I know is that I’m almost going to astral project without even trying.
We both know that I struggle to completely let it go. I get way into my own head and feel as though I lost it and have to start over. I want to let go for you, I want this for you. Every time I tell you to adjust, you did exactly that. Every time I say to keep going, you did exactly that. You give me everything that I need and I want this so much for you.
Digging my nails deep into your arms I say quietly, “I think I’m going to break this bar.” I’m trying to squeeze my legs out of habit from getting close. Im afraid to make your arms bleed but I also don’t care, I have to grab onto something. I need to cum into your mouth so badly. I need you to feel how good I’ve been for you. Please.
I’m actually not sure what is happening to me. One second I’m here with you, and the next second I’m bucking wildly. I’m trapped with your mouth still digging away. The bar not giving in to allow me to shut you out. I’m listening to myself scream out so desperately. I feel like I should shut up and not alarm the neighbors but I just couldn’t stop. My body is completely out of control. It isn’t mine anymore, it’s yours. You took it from me.
Now I do need you to stop before I truly pass out. It feels so fucking good but It’s too much. Finally I yell out, “Pineapple! Pineapple!” Which made you stop. All I wanted was for you to be far away from my clit as humanly possible. Don’t touch it, breathe on it, or look at it. My clit is incredibly sensitive. Almost feels like it’s going to fall off.
Standing over me, proud almost, made me laugh internally. I’m your prized possession bounded up like this. Surprised that you still wanted more of me. Not more of your mouth buried into me but breeding me instead.
Struggling, I flip over. Impressively with the bar still in place. I put a pillow under my stomach to prop my pretty pussy up. So now I’m laying here again…spread on my tummy for you. You push into me and that’s all it took to already start the build up. I’m so sensitive from cumming just moments ago. All it took was a few thrusts to make me cum again, pushing you out in the process. Certain that I had slightly squirted because going back in was extremely slippery. I honestly couldn’t last a few thrust without cumming again. I feel so bad because I constantly kept pushing you out but I can’t help it..
I’m trying to hold it in enough to allow you to cum. I’m trying so hard that it hurts but I need to be filled. I want to be rewarded with you dumping yourself into me.
Using my feet as leverage, you’re tearing me up. Gripping into the sheets and gripping your hand is not enough. I’m going to break in half and pass out before you can even finish.
Out of breath, you asked me, “Are you ready?”
Holding myself back so I don’t push you out, you cum so deep into me. I’m loving how your body reacts to cumming for me. Almost animalistic. Watching you made me not able to hold it. You turn me on so much so I had to let it go. Upset that I pushed you out, but happy that you fully filled me. Filled me to the point that it was spilling out without even trying.
I love the “good job” kisses and forehead kiss that you give me. Making me feel like your special princess. I’m always glad to be a hostage for you and then to have your cum ooze out of me throughout the day.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/119mlfc/quick_read_female_perspective_memoir_im_always
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