Losing my virginity and learning I was a sex addict

  This is the story of how I lost my virginity. I can be really wordy (I had 5 sentences about this and deleted them) and I’m sorry!! It’s not just losing my virginity but how I learned that fucking was my thing! Holy cow, I love sex and everything about it!!! Guys fucking make it weird though, just take the sex and be happy, don’t try and get all weird about it after!!

  So, when I was in school, I was a huge dork. I was always called a tomboy because I always wore shorts and ran around barefoot. I didn’t wear makeup and and always cut my hair short because it was easier. I didn’t worry about my looks because I never felt anyone would find me attractive so I just didn’t even try.

  I was called a a tom boy, and dyke and whatever else. There were always rumors but I just didn’t care. I liked girls ok, but noting special. I mean, a pretty girl is hot no matter how you look at it but I liked guys. I just figured that I was ugly and that was that. So, I just lived my life and hung out with my little group.

  I’m short, 5’1″ when I turned 18. I have large tits (full c but huge on my frame), but I always just wore denim shorts and oversized sweatshirts and no one noticed. I have a curvy body, but it’s because I’m carrying a lot on a small frame. Also, my thighs and ass were kinda thick, and as a result my shorts were always baggy so they they fit.

I was kind of embarased by my tits and everything because I was stupid and self conscious about people looking at me. Like I said, I felt ugly. I had mousy light brown hair, blue eyes, I’d tan ok because I was always outside but it didn’t feel like anything special. I just felt awkward all the time.

  So, we went on a huge family trip the summer when I was between high school and college. We went to Gulf Shores (the beach within reach, the redneck riviera, etc.) It’s a humid pile of sand, but it was fun floating around catching jellyfish with the my younger cousins and digging up muscles and just floating around. But, it can be boring as hell.

We had a huge cookout one night. We were all in some condos on the beach. There were about 30 of us all together. It was all family and we were piled into this place. There was beer and music and just so much food. My dad and uncles didn’t care who showed up either and were happy to feed anyone who wanted anything.

I was with my younger cousins, all between about 8 and 12. I was the oldest at 18. But I noticed this really cute guy looking at me and it was driving me crazy trying to figure out why. I figured I had mustard or something all over me. He kept looking and smiling and just kinda hanging around.

  I found out why. Like I said, I never thought I was cute. I just hid behind my clothes and I had a reputation for being a nerd at school. Well, after several days at the beach, my regular clothes and swimsuits were wet and sandy. I was wearing an older bikini I was borrowing from my aunt that was just slightly too small and my tits were hanging out of them. Because of that, I had a t-shirt on. It was a shirt I had forever and wore when I was a kid, so it was tight on me. I also had some old running shorts on that were just a bit too small and my ass was on full display. I didn’t realize it at the time but looking back, I was fucking stupid.

  As the night went on, I don’t even know how it happened but I was sitting at a picnic table talking to him. He was so cute and so easy to talk to. He was in college and was a junior the next year and he played soccer, not for the school, though. But, I didn’t care, he was fit as hell and had a nice body and he was talking to me! He was talking to me like no one else existed and he even laughed at my jokes at the right spots.

  As it got late, he asked me if I wanted to go for a walk and I said sure. It was late but the sky was clear and the moon was almost full and bright. We were down at the beach and just walking along and talking and he was holding my hand!

  Remember me saying I was dumb? Well, at one point he looked up and acted all surprised that we were by where he and some friends had a condo and asked if I wanted to get a drink or sit a little and maybe watch TV or something. Turned out it was the something he was banking on.

We go up to the condo and his friends are all hanging out and we chat but he said he was getting annoyed by their jokes and stuff so he wanted to go to a back room and watch on another TV. They were really annoying and acting all weird so I said sure.

  Well, when the TV came on, he just kissed me. It was so surreal. I was stunned. He backed off because I was just standing there and he apologized and stuff. The thing that threw me off was how he kept telling me I was hot. Like, I felt anything at all but hot. I was a mess. My hair was fried from the ocean, I felt just sticky and I had never been called pretty by anyone in my life. I was so confused and embarassed by him but it was turning me on because he seemed so sincere.

  I don’t know what came over me but I just grabbed him and kissed him back. We both moved forward so fast that our teeth crashed. We laughed but didn’t stop. His tongue felt so nice too, he really spoiled me with it. I had kisses after that that were like having a cold piece of taffy shoved in my mouth but this boy could work it. It felt like we’re fighting with our tongues. It was so hot.

  He started kissing my neck and licking and nibbling me. It was so perfect. It was just a hair away from painful and it made me so wet. I was ready for whatever he wanted. I had never felt that horny in my life. Just smelling him and feeling his stong hands wander my body and having his warm chest pressed against me and hearing him tell me I was pretty got he so wet and ready I wasn’t in control anymore. Not to mention that mouth. Was working my neck over and I was just melting in his arms.

  I had no idea what I was doing, but I felt a hard cock pressing against me through his shorts. It was such a whirlwind of things. I had never kissed a boy like this ever and suddenly a hard dick was being pressed into my stomach while I was on my tiptoes because he wasnt leaning down hardly at all. I just pretended like I couldn’t feel it and things like this happened all the time to me.

  Eventually we wound up on the bed and he fumbled my t-shirt off. It wasn’t long after that the the bikini top was also off. My boobs were out and I was so freaked out. They are pretty firm but laying down they kinda roll over and I felt so awkward, it felt embarrassing to have my boobs feeling like they were at my armpit, but he just kept saying how hot I was and he began using his mouth on my tits.

  He was nibbling and licking my nipples and his hand was on the inside of my thigh moving upward. His had was going slow like he was afraid I’d stop him, but I’d have pushed his hand up there faster if I was just a little more confident.

  He was sucking and biting my nipples and that was just a little painful but I just loved that he was kissing me. His hand was up between my legs and his finger slid in. My breath caught in my throat when he fingered me. It was so fast, nothing slow or anything, just a finger up my pussy. 

  It felt good but so strange. I just laid back and let him do whatever he wanted. He was moving his funeral fast in and out and then he added a finger and before I knew it it felt like he was trying to push his whole hand up my vagina.

  I loved it but it started to press kinda hard so I just kinda reached down and held his hand back. I told him to go slower. That worked and he moved in a sweet rhythm as he fingered me and kissed my tits..

  He eventually pulled my shorts and bikini bottoms off and pulled his pants off too. His cock was nice and looked big. I later realized that it was pretty much average but I’d never seen one in person before. He climbed up between my legs and worked his cock around and pushed until he found my pussy.

  I later realized he didn’t really know what hebwas doing, but he seemed so worldly to me that night. But one he slid his cock in, I was fucking hooked.

I had masterbated before. A lot really, but I just would rub my clit and cum. It was nice, but not earth shattering. I would just masterbate and then relax. It wasn’t overly aexual, just a relief when I did it back then. His cock changed everything. As I felt it pushing in, I started moaning. It was so intense. It was painful but not really hurting. It was a lot of pressure but it felt so good.

I just started rocking my hips back and forth and I know I looked like I was having a seizure or something. It is almost embarrassing to remember. I felt like a girl with a new toy.

  That dick was so good. The feel of my pussy wrapped around it as it slid in and out over and over. I was moaning Orland breaking and just saying God know what as he fucked me.

  I was just starting to get my eythn and felt like I was going to cum when he pulled out and came all over my stomach and chest. It was so strange to see his cock shooting that white cum out. It was shooting out in kisses and his gave distorted.

  Since then, watching a guy cum turns me on more than almost anything short of getting fucked myself. It’s my third favorite thing. love seeing the evidence of how much he liked fucking me.

  It was strange then, though. I grabbed my shirt because it was the first thing I saw and wiped it off of me.

  I asked him to keep going but he looked embarassed and said it was maybe going to be a minute or so. I was passed, I didn’t want it to end. He said I could maybe put it in my mouth or whatever to help get him ready again and I tried.

  I started by licking him a little a d the taste of his cup and my juices was on him. It was weird but exciting. He stayed soft and I eventually just put his limp dick all the way in my mouth and it felt like forever before he began to get hard again, but he finally did.

  I obviously had never had a cock in my mouth before! That was so bizarre. I enjoyed the feeling I got from making his dick so hard again. It was really exciting, feeling that kind of control. But, it was hard to figure out what to do. My mouth it tiny and my jaw began to ache and hurt very shortly. He started thrusting and holding my head and I felt like I was going to choke and throw up. I finally pulled my head back and told him to fuck me.

  ***I told him to fuck me***

  I didn’t recognize who I was. I could never in a million years imagine me saying that to a boy, much less one as beautiful as he was. If only I could see me in just afew months!

  He obligated me. He got on top of me between my legs again and started fucking me. He was slamming it in me too and I couldn’t get enough. My hands were pulling at his back and his ass trying to press him in more and more. It hurt but it hurt so good. I felt his dick filling me up and pulling back and as he repeated it I was in heaven.

I finally had an orgasm with a dick inside me as it stoked and leanred that was my 1st favorite thing in the world. It was better than anytime I had masterbated. I felt my pushy clentch and grab his cock. He was stoking but he slowed down I had his dick so tight. I was wet as he’ll, though. There was my wetness running out of me. So, I couldn’t stop the thrusting if I had wanted to.

  Anyway, he came inside me that time. I could feel his cock convulsing as he shot his load in me. Inswear I could feel his jizz as it went in me but I don’t know if it was just my imagination.

I layed there a while wondering what I had been thinking. I felt his cum run out of me onto the bed. 

  I was still horny though and his dick was limp and done. I annoyed him trying to get it back up and he eventually said he needed to sleep.

  I told him I wasnt done at all and he offered to get his friends. I told him to do it and he went to the door… just joking! I was still embarassed and didn’t do anything like that for a year, when I was away at college.

No, he turned into an ass. I learned if you want something from a man, get it before they cum! He told me I could spend the night and he would walk me to my condo in the morning but I had to get back.

  The asshole made me walk back by myself. I was in a cum covered tshirt on my first walk of shame down that sad and lonely beach. I wasn’t embarassed, though.

I learned that I wanted a dick inside me and there was no stopping that pursuit! I have more stories I can tell! When I got to the dorms, I had so may adventures at school!

 

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/wsov4n/losing_my_virginity_and_learning_i_was_a_sex