I had never cum without any help from anyone/toys…I could only use my fingers…
I was given a task to do the night before. A task I wasn’t sure I could complete…
The task was to lay flat on my back in my bed in total silence and think, play and enjoy…with no toys. I needed to explore myself with no help.
When I went to bed And closed my eyes all could think of is how? How could I possibly do that with out any help??? But I was determined, I was determined to let my self go. So I started thinking about you, thinking about the way you look at me, your smile and your southern charm and I finally fell asleep…
I woke up around 3:45 in a sweat but I also noticed I was wet. Wet enough that I could feel it actually dripping. This has never happened to me before when waking up…so what better time to start enjoying myself. It was quiet, i silenced my phone…it was game on.
I started out slowly, just laying there thinking about what our first time was going to be like…sweet, soft, sensual, passionate. Lots of touching and kissing. Exploring each other’s likes and dislikes and limits. As I began I just imagined your lips on mine and your hands slowly wondering up and down my thighs… so I did the same, licking my own lips and dragging my hands up and down my own thighs…it gave me chills. I lightly touched my thighs inside and out for quite some time just using my imagination that they were your hands and The anticipation of where they were gonna go next was unthinkable.
Next I drug my left hand up to my chest and started playing with my nipples only to find that the polka dot panties were still in my tank top. I took them out and decided to use them in the other hand to rub across my body. As I lay there pulling on my nipples and teasing the inside of my thighs with the ever so hated polka dot panties all I can think about is you being inside me. Inside me so deep that I can feel your heart beating from inside me. This keeps me going, I feel myself pulsating, pulling and tugging on my hard ass Nipples. I take my fingers and put them in my mouth rubbing my lips back and forth and then back to my nipples to get them all wet. Mean time I find my other hand starting to wonder and I was ok with that. It wondered to my clit as I could feel it throbbing harder and harder. I started out very slow, teasing her, dragging my fingers up and down and up and down. Finally the teasing has to stop I couldn’t take it any more, I need to start rubbing my clit. I used the tip of my finger nail to start which gave me complete chills that ran down my spine. Flicking at it. From time to time I took that same finger and put it inside me and got it all wet just to drag it back up to touch my clit. I rubbed and rubbed for a quite awhile and it felt amazing. I relaxed and just let loose. Thinking and letting my mind wonder. I had no worries, no doubts, just self control. Control over myself. I explored my self inside and out with my fingers, teasing and then fuxking myself with just a finger or 2. It felt amazing.
I could feel it getting closer and closer I was ready. Ready to explode. Tugging on my nipples and running my hand across my stomach back to my nipples and sometimes into my mouth. The other hand stimulating my clit over and over. I was definitely ready. I let go of everything in my head and focused on my enjoyment. I could feel all my juices poring out of me and down my ass as my knees starting to shake. I was so proud, I was about to cum. I new I was gonna be loud so I quickly grab the polka dot panties and put them in my mouth to muffle my sound. Hand back down to finish its job. My whole body began to shake and was over come by a warm sensation. It felt amazing. I felt the control, I was coming. No toys just my mind, body and imagination. I pulled a little harder at my nipples and just let the orgasim take full control. It was absolutely beautiful, the way it made me feel.
This will be a morning I will never forget…
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/ws1kt3/in_long_distance_relationship_with_my_first_dom
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