My .. ex? My only man. The man who helped me discover myself. Everything about me… he validated. Call me silly.. but I still feel him to this day. He is like 6’2” and i am 5’8”. Whenever we were together i felt like i was his possession. This boy held me like he loved me or some shit. I actually think he may of had some deep feelings there. I hope. .
This story about our very “first time”. It was so unexpected for me and still makes me get uncontrollably turned on. It was 2008. I was his best friend. We had been friends since elementary school. I was barely in high school when we first started this. He is my age. Both 29 now. Anyways, i was typing on the computer and he cuts the lights out and walks up behind me and says in my ear “its just us here. I have held this back for as long as possible. You can leave if you want, but you know i love you. I dont wanna see you hurt. But im begging… can I please just kiss you? I wanna kiss you. Thats all i can think about”. His breath was warm on my ear. He smelled like everything i wanted. And I turned around in the dim computer lighting and said “when we kiss, im probably gonna get hard. Because i like kissing.” And he said “well i can take care of that also babe”. (Very bold). And i kissed him so hard right then and there. I was in heaven. I felt everything- like heroin pulsing through me. I wanted every piece of him. I was encapsulated by his grip and gentle lips. He nibbled on my neck and pulled my hair back to control me. He wanted to control me. I wanted him to control me. I wanted- him.
We collapsed on the couch…. Hormones raging. I mean… hot hot. And I didn’t realize but damn… his dick was like… awkwardly big- i felt it. The way he pinned me down and picked me up and his arms just… omg.. he was stronger. He was bigger. In all categories. And for once in my life, my size was truly appreciated. I was his girl. The way he moved his hands up and down my chest and ass when we were kissing .. made me feel like a woman. He made me feel special and pretty for the first time in my life. I started to tear up a little. I felt so loved. So I whispered in his ear “I think i want you to fuck me”. I was trembling so much. And he was also nervous and uttered …”are you sure? Are you ready?” And i said “I always prepare … ya know… because i do my own self so much. *blushes* so its all good. Lol. All the way. I need you” He laughed his ass off and said “i cant believe we are about to have sex. You’re so absolutely beautiful. So damn cute. “. (I was melting inside) Between a few more kisses i mumbled back faintly..“well youre hot as fuck dude. Im losing .” And i proceeded to take his sweatpants off. I complimented his giant cock lol. I did the whole .*put it next to my face and giggle* bit. He said “fuck dude … you’re teasing it. Haha”. I kissed his thighs and went all the way around. Biting and nibbling everything but what he wanted… haha. I could see and feel how hard he was. I wasn’t used to dicks yet … much less a 9 inch fucking monster. So i just started to give him a double hand job. It was a good handjob. He was leaking and saying “damn youre good. Your hands are soft too” and i said “oh you like that?… then started sucking his left ball while i was jacking him off .. simultaneously. Then i did the other ball. (Side note: loose hanging balls turn me on so so much. I couldn’t keep them out of my mouth. He was so turned on by that. They are like… so damn hot to me.) Then I started licking from the bottom up… i was looking him dead in his dark brown eyes. We connected. He felt my tongue gliding up and down in his most intimate areas. I will never forget his eyes. Taking it all in. Disbelief. His best friend… with his cock in his mouth making him feel heaven in his own bed. His own everything. He made love out of what we had. Shock. Adoration. He was enjoying me. And then i just went for it. I started sucking like i was a pornstar or something. I lost control and he was holding my hair. He didn’t need to visualize a girl. I was his girl. Me. Everything i was his girlfriend…. The woman I am… he felt and understood. And i was getting emotional. Then and there. With him in my throat, i felt so much joy and euphoria. I absolutely understood sex in that moment.
By this time he was moaning and he said “whao babe. Okay okay (I could taste his cum starting to leak out more and more). He again said “whoa babe. I still wanna fuck you. Get the hell up here.” And he physically (ugh😩) laid me down and started licking and sucking my nipples. He was fingering me and saying sweet stuff to me. I was in heaven. Then he asked me if he should wear a condom. I looked at him and said “this is me and you. If you are in me, you cum in me. You give me all of it. I want you. I trust you. I’ve always known you. I know that you love me” and we were kissing in between words. Then he started trying to enter (not easy) I had to really really relax. He is so fucking big. Like damn. When it was time i told him to go slow. I still felt him in my stomach. When he would flex a little, i could feel the pulse through my back and into my neck. He was big. He went so deep my voice let out moans I didn’t even know i was capable of making. I was wide open. Laying there with my legs on his shoulders and moaning like a the girliest of girls- he made me his that night. I was no boy. I was no virgin. I was his girl. He was fucking me. For the first time in my life i had no pressure. No stress. No “be the man”. I was his little lady and he was taking care of me. Making sure I came first and kissing my neck when he lowered. He even kissed my forehead in between few select thrusts. He stopped a few times. And just kissed me because I knew he wanted to cum. So badly. But He was relentless. He didn’t stop. He fucked my ass like he owned me. After way longer than I anticipated… i started spazzimg out… my eyes kinda just rolled back and i just absolutely released all of my anxiety and worries and fears. And I was literally cumming my brains out from anal penetration alone. I just couldn’t believe how good this sex was. Like… he blew my mind. I never (still haven’t) came that hard since that night. He ruined my ass. He knew it too. I gripped his forearms and (I didn’t even feel like a man in any way shape or form. I was completely a woman.) i said… “you can cum whenever you want babe. I just came so hard. Omg thank you. Fuck it feels good” and he said “yeah i can see your cum.” And i was like “oh shit yeah. Oh I forgot” (he legit made me forget i even had a dick)
So even though i came.… i said “fuck me baby. Cum in me. Your my man. Give me that cum. Oh fuck i can feel your cock throbbing… “ his balls were still hanging loose and slapping my butt repeatedly- in other words he was absolutely balls deep inside of me. Then i felt him breathing really really heavy. And then i felt it all. He was crushing me. I couldn’t even breathe. He came so much. He laid on me. And We laid there… covered in cum. No longer best friends. We were lovers.
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