[F4M [getting over you] [a new lover]

A New Lover

I don’t know if I would call this heart break… it feels more like my heart is bruised. You left a bruise on my heart. I liked it when you left bruises on my thighs; your teeth marks forming a faint trail upward. I liked the bruises of your handprints on my ass that first time you came over to my house and fucked me. I took pictures of those bruises… those bruises didn’t fade for weeks – and I loved it. I loved looking in the mirror and seeing the black and blue and purple marks on my ass. Reminding me of the intensity of the first time you fucked me… the perfect combination of pleasure and pain.

But this pain is different. This isn’t a bruise I can see in the mirror. It isn’t sexy; it’s elusive and emotional. I’ve done my best to try and soothe this bruise with a new lover… trying to fill the “you” shaped hole in my heart. And it’s working… slowly but surely. The memory of you is fading. The memory of how your cock fit so perfectly in my mouth has been replaced with a bigger, more beautiful cock. My new lover is teaching me new tricks… pushing me juuuust a little bit farther than you were ever able to. Encouraging me… coaxing me to open my throat even more… taking him alllll the way in till my eyes water as he taps the back of my throat. Keeping my lips tightly wrapped around him until finally he pulls back and I gag and spit on the beautiful head of his cock, just to have him do it again… and again. I stare up into his eyes the way I used to stare into yours… and my heart catches for a moment before I push you out of my mind again.

My new lover isn’t funny, like you were. He doesn’t make me laugh while he’s fucking me. Instead he’s intentional and sensual. He lifts my hair away from my neck, gently biting my ear before he whispers to me -with his slight accent- how he wants to worship my body. He tenderly kisses the scar on my back while moving his strong hands over my muscles, massaging me… making me forget all about you. His hands move down the length of my legs and he grabs my ankles, pulling me toward him. Quickly lifting my hips in the air, he brings his mouth on to my wet lips and kisses the juice from my pussy. Still rubbing massage oil over my ass… circling closer and closer to the little anal plug that he asked me to wear for him. His tongue begins to slide inside my lips, lapping me up, while he gently tugs on the plug… making me get even wetter. His fingers reach in and open me up, spreading my eager wetness all over my pussy and up to my plug. He gives it a little turn and I moan; wanting to feel his cock inside me while he slowly turns the plug in my ass. Reading my body and my mind, he begins to gently rub the head of his cock up the length of my lips, pressing gently in and back down again. I’m engorged, my pussy is pulsing, aching for him to enter me as he rubs me again, up and down.

I look back at him over my shoulder and he tucks a lock of hair behind my ear and tells me I’m beautiful. He slowly eases his cock alllll the way in, taking his hands onto my hips and pulls me closer. He’s so deep inside me, his cock so big that it completely fills my tight pussy and I moan into the pillows of the bed. He’s sliding in and out, slowly at first… building our rhythm. His hands grip my hips and he’s thrusting his cock deeper and deeper into me, making my pussy squirt and drip down my thighs. His one hand reaches around for my clit while the other starts to pull on my plug and I am flung into shower of ecstasy. My pussy is trembling… My entire body is trembling as I collapse into the bed, his cock still buried inside me. The weight of his body on top of mine, he leans down and whispers “Moja słodka księżniczka: my sweet princess… We’ve got all day”

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/u0jpva/f4m_getting_over_you_a_new_lover