My partner and I like to play with the power dynamic between us. Unlike with the men in my past I have ceded a good amount of power to J. I’ve practiced being the more effusive one with compliments and not hiding my desire or absolute lust for his body and touch. We’ve even dabbled with me as a full submissive (still working on that). I’ve not been coy once and it’s been equal parts liberating, nerve wracking and titillating. It also turns me on to give him this gift – my unadulterated wanting.
Recently we had the opportunity for an overnight play date and we both came up with a wish list of things to do and try with all that time and freedom. I have to laugh at this – J and I always come up with something akin to a kid’s Christmas list. Far too long and involved to hit all the marks in one date or even a full night as it turns out. “High class problems” we both acknowledge.
One thing we talked about for the overnight was dabbling in some cnc play and/or sleep sex. We discussed how J might rouse me from my sleep with his cock already stroking me – this excited me immensely. I confess I have enjoyed giving more control to him in other play so I thought this would be like that only better.
I also offhandedly joked that it might be me that does the sleep raping as I don’t really sleep. At all. 4 hours a night on average leaves a lot of time to molest my bedmate.
After going four very satisfying rounds I finally decided to let J try and get some sleep. I promised myself to let him sleep a bit before I tried anything. I held out 42 minutes.
J was already tucked into my neck and sleeping; my arm was draped across his waist so it was hardly any effort to slide my hand down past the waistline of his briefs. To my surprise his cock instantly gave a twitch and he groaned still asleep. I wrapped my hand around his cock and leaned down so I could take him in my mouth. I began to suck and lick and kiss his cock as if it were a long lost lover. He was fully hard for me in less than 30 seconds. At this point he was stirring a bit. So I took the opportunity to push his briefs down to his thighs. He even assisted in his sleep a little as one does out of habit.
Preface all this this with the fact that I’m a sucker for his cock. Almost inexplicably so because to me really cocks have always just been cocks for the most part. But his just sends me. Maybe it’s as simple as how J’s cock reacts to me and how that makes me feel. Maybe.
At this point J mutters something about “Hey hey what are you doing? …. I’m hard … What happened?”
Honest to God I don’t know or care how much was role play on his part or not at that point. What I can tell you is that it was real enough to instantly soak my pussy. Was he sleeping just a moment ago? Yes. Was he tired? After blowing 4 loads in me, I’d say yes. Did he have a full day of work the next day? Yes. Was he playing along? Maybe. Probably. But he also could have happily slept the night away having had those four orgasms. It was my turn to just take. Treat him like he’s mine to be used at my whim.
This fucking got me so turned on. In life and in sex I’m usually a top for lack of a better word. Alpha. Dom. “Apex Predator” – I heard than one once. Call it what you will I enjoy being in charge sexually. It’s been my baseline for my whole sex life.
I swear the clicking of tumblers was audible as my lizard sex brain kicked in. I naturally fell into the role of predaceous creature as I threw a leg over J and placed his cock head at my pussy.
I actually waited for him to rouse once more and his eyes to open a bit – only then did I slide down taking him all the way in me.
“What are you doing?”
“Shhh. Shhh. It’s okay. You’re hard for me, just shhh. Let me use your cock to feel good. Just lay there.”
“But it feels good. You’re going to make me cum.”
“Shhh. I won’t let you cum. I want to do this to you over and over. Shhh baby. Let me just feel good.”
I then writhed and ground his cock into me. My words and touches not matching what my hungry pussy was doing to his dick. I whispered and soothed him with reassuring words. Stroked his hair and gave him light kisses on his cheek. Encouraged him to try and sleep because I’d be done soon. Whispering my thanks to him for being so good and letting me have fun with his body.
When I came it was different from
the many orgasms I’d had with J earlier that evening. It was this quiet, tight and dirty orgasm. Just in my pussy. It felt completely disconnected from the kind of sex we usually have. It was a revelation. I already knew I wanted more. Just like that.
I went on to wake him three more times that night.
That is so fucking Hott! I’m presenting this to my wife tonight, I think she would be down. God Dam I could bust just reading it🥜.
That’s so hot
I love this, the connection between you to and what you want and like are so hot, it’s a huge turn on!