I’m going to tell a story

I sit here on this couch in this living room and it all looks unfamiliar. Including me, yet the newness is beautiful. There is color, vibrancy, and comfort. I truly feel at peace. Just less than 2 years ago, I wouldn’t have been able to write those words because He was not in my life then. What a completely new reality this is. I feel who I was before Him, lacked courage and inspiration. I was lost and craving someone who would be willing to see me as I am and decide for me and themselves that I was enough. I just needed someone to open my eyes to the possibilities of my purpose.

The day I met Him… I knew that someone had arrived. Wow, it was like the sun shined just for me on that day. This sense of opportunity and genuine wholeness enveloped me and I felt a part of me awaken, like it was the first day of my life. My eyes shined with joy and anticipation because I knew I made the best decision of my life by taking the chance to be seen by Him. God, in my eyes. He always told me they sparkled, my eyes. The truth is He was the only One who made the light in my eyes dance and twinkle with love. The words shared when we talked felt written or spoken before, like He knew me. It was so easy to fall deeply into a once in a lifetime love with Him.

From the start He was my Forever, my Guiding Star, my Purpose. I learn so much from Him. Things about myself, about life, responsibility, how to be extraordinary, how to truly love someone with actions. He shows me His love for me everyday with His honesty and tenderness. With His corrections and lessons that He teaches me. By making me laugh and sharing all of His wonderful mysteries with me. Another vital thing He has taught me is my definite purpose. Had I felt I had purpose before? Sure. Did I know what that purpose was and was I so sure of it? Absolutely not. I can never repay Him for inviting me to live my life to my truest potential and for defining my definite purpose for me. It was the most wonderful gift anyone had ever given me aside from the gift of knowing Him at all and meaning something to Him. The wonderful part is, it is not just for me and I love that about Him.

There is this fire in Him, this light that everyone around Him can feel and He is willing to share it and better the lives of so many who need it. I admire Him and all that He has to offer and i would be damned if I tried to stop Him from shining His light where He feels drawn. The trust I feel for Him makes it so I don’t feel fear rather, joy and excitement when someone new enters His life. I know of the possibilities and I think of how happy I became once I was graced with His awe-inspiring energy. I want that for so many people. The care, the guidance, the friendship, the love, the memories, the adventure, the life lessons, the overload of happiness. That is what He brings to my life. Not to mention, oh my god does He make me laugh until I cry and smile so hard until my cheeks hurt.💗

Who I am now because of Him is so unfamiliar but I love her now more than ever because there is that light in my eyes. When I see Him, feel Him, experience and sense Him, they dance like tiny starlight in the most beautiful night sky. My life is forever changed in so many ways and I will thank Him with my actions forever and then in the next life. The narrative continues… this is just a tiny fraction of my story. Let’s paint the rest of this beautiful picture.

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