41 married male, addicted to trailer trash

I’m what most people would consider successful in life… 41, in excellent shape, great job, beautiful wife, house in the burbs, kids in private school. Despite all that, I can’t stop myself from seeking out slutty, white trash girls to cheat with. I’m chronically attracted to these types of women, but I only act on the attraction occasionally. I’m sure there’s some deep-seeded reason for why I’m like this- my parents divorced when I was about 9 and my parents were somewhat promiscuous after that. I know I saw and heard things I shouldn’t have at a young age. Now my mom wasn’t like a crackwhore or anything, just the small, blue-collar town single mom that would occasionally have some fun after her waitressing shifts and dated a few local barstools.

My everyday life is beyond stable. Marriage and sex life are great, but I’m naturally high-libido and need to cum multiple times a day. Usually between sex with my wife and jerking off, I’m reasonably satiated, but every now and then I just get an overwhelming urge to stick my dick in trailer trash. I’ll get on tinder or go to the dive-iest bar I can find and end up with some damaged slut with daddy issues and zero self esteem. (I just discovered the NSFW meth/drug subs and holy shit…)

The last time I did this was about a month ago. Fired up tinder at work on a Sunday and had a 49 year old married sloot lined up for the next morning. I picked her up after her husband went to work. She didn’t live in a trailer park, but one of those neighborhoods that are basically one step up from that. She came out and got into my truck and I immediately could smell the mixture of cigarettes and weed. I honestly can’t remember her name, so we’ll go with Melissa. She was petite, nice body, but still looked like the dictionary definition of trashy… her face was pretty but showed plenty of stress wrinkles and her hair was straight out of 1989.

We drove to a nearby dive motel that sold us a room for 4 hours for $40. Made some pointless small talk along the way. After I got checked in, I pulled out a bowl and we smoked some Sour Diesel in the parking lot before heading to the room. We didn’t waste much time once we got in there, we were making out, had our hands all over each other and our clothes were soon on the floor. She didn’t have much in the tit department, but her eraser nipples were hard and sensitive. Her shaved pussy was soaked and made all the squishing noises as I rubbed and fingered her. She jerked my cock with a firm grip until I maneuvered her to sit down on the bed and lined it up with her mouth. She sucked me like you’d expect some cheating, trashy slut to suck- sloppy and enthusiastically. After a few minutes of that, I let my first load go all over her face, which she took without even flinching.

She laid back on the bed and started rubbing her pussy. I stuck a couple fingers inside her while she rubbed her clit. I had popped a viagra prior to this, so I was hard again in no time. I retrieved a condom while she continued playing with her cunt. I climbed onto the bed and slid inside her missionary and just started pounding. She definitely wanted it hard and rough. We fucked for about a half hour, switching up positions. She came twice before I finally did, taking the condom off in time to cum on her ass from the prone bone position. We chilled for a bit, then repeated the process once more before I decided I had gotten what I needed from her.

We dressed, checked out, then drove off towards her house. She was under the impression that we were going to become regular fwb’s and I told her that sounded like a great idea. Dropped her off and within 5 minutes of that, I had her blocked and deleted from my tinder. 30 minutes later, I was home, showered and doing household chores waiting for my wife and kids to get home.

I’ll probably get a ton of hate and it’s well deserved. In everyday life, I really am a good person… active with my kids school and sports, polite, friendly, get along with everyone. Can I blame my womanizing dad and/or my promiscuous mom? I could. But I’m the one that keeps making the decision to do this, it’s like a primal urge that I sometimes can’t ignore. Honestly, I’m feeling it right now and the only reason I took the time to write this is because I ran out of tinder swipes…

Source: reddit.com/r/sexystories/comments/r4j4ab/41_married_male_addicted_to_trailer_trash