It had been a year since I saw him. He was the man I had loved for as long as I could remember, the man who showed me what bodily pleasures meant, the man that fingered me for the first time until I screamed; aroused by pleasure and pain.
We had hated each other for a year.
He stood there, nervously confident – his molten hazel eyes gleaming with lust and happiness. He looked good. He engulfed my small frame into a hug and firmly placed a kiss on my quivering lips. His soft eager tongue brushed against my hungry mouth and I felt him get hard.
We knew it had to happen. He had only ever been the one to see me naked for 6 years. We knew that the moment we were in, comprised a giant snowball of lust, hatred and love approaching us at mind numbing speed.
He drove me to his building, glancing at me occasionally as I stared at him with passion. He yanked me out of the car, escorted me to his lift and crushed his mouth onto mine as his watchman glanced at our lascivious act through a sliver of the closing lift door.
He led me by the hand to his terrace, ripped his shirt off, tore at my clothes, lifted me up against the wall and took me with the kind of longing and hatred only we both knew we possessed for the other. I clawed at his back while screaming in surprise and pleasure as he repeatedly thrust into me, going deeper with every thrust.
He set me down, while I breathlessly glanced at the sheen of sweat covering his chest. He turned me around, firmly placed my hand on a railing, trailed his fingertips around the concave of my buttocks and dug his fingers in prepping them for what he was about to do.
He fucked me hard like an animal as I stood on my toes and balanced my body with every pound. His rhythmic thrusts made me dizzy with pleasure as it crawled right to my toes. His hands slowly grabbed my neck as he choked me lightly while he continued to repeatedly thrust. We let ourselves down a spiral of emotion and lust and exploded together in unison as I loudly moaned his name.
Our first time was unconventional and ruthless.