My first sexual experience [Real] [Dub/Non-Con] [18F] [Non fiction]

********the true story of my first sexual experience, not for the faint of heart.

This is the true story of my first sexual experience as an eighteen year old girl, this experience would go on to affect my future relationships and kinks more then anyone could of ever known.

My parents were hard workers and had they’re own small company, they were often away when I was little and so I needed a babysitter, twelve year old me insisted I didn’t need a babysitter but my parents heavily disagreed and they opted to hire him, his name was Antonio and he lived down the street and had hung around with my brother.

From that day on he babysat me almost weekly, but now the real story starts.

At fourteen my parents sold the company and they were home so often that Antonio no longer needed to babysit me a bit after that he went to jail so naturally his babysitting duties had been diminished plus my parents were home constantly I was never alone or at least I hadn’t been till now,

*May 17th, 2018*

My eighteenth birthday was February of that year and so when I figured that my parents had to fly to Mexico for my grandmother’s funeral that I could stay home alone since my brother Was at college, unfortunately for me my parents had another idea they had always been overprotective and it seemed that Antonio was out early on good behaviour and so he would be watching me.

Out of spite I threw a party before he arrived but he didn’t seem to mind he had decided to invite some of his friends to the party and as retaliation for the party in the first place I had to stay by his side constantly, I wasn’t even allowed to drink so watching him and his friends getting wrecked while I had to sit bored out of my mind.

We had couches on the back deck that him and his friends were sitting on and I had been curled up in a blanket as they were smoking weed which I of course couldn’t have, but thankfully I brought a blanket so in my tired state I curled up beside him on the couch allowing myself to dose off a little.

In my half asleep state and with how I was practically on top of him his hand slipping under the blanket didn’t alarm me, it was just a slip of the hand wasn’t it? Him being twenty four going on twenty five and me having just turned eighteen a month ago surely this was innocent, he wasn’t some kind of pervert.

Then his hand was rubbing gentle circles on my thigh under the blanket which was covering most of his lap as well as I was practically sitting on it, the more his hand started to make its way higher and closer to my heat the more I was subtly trying to squirm away but of course I didn’t want to alarm anyway, he was wasted and a little high and surely I had read the situation wrong.

Then I felt his hand drip between my legs, I was wearing an above the knee dress, it was tight on my hips and upper body and then lose bellow the hips with the fabric stopping just above my knee, it was perfect but when I wore underwear with it there was pantie lines on my hips so I opted not to wear any.

My previously mentioned decision of not wearing my undies was about to become my best decision, his finger brushed against my folds and I was struggling to keep quiet I was biting my lip to the point where it was going to start bleeding.

Because of my extremely strict parents I had never been so much as kissed by a boy much less touched by one like this, and yet despite my protests I currently had a grown man toying with my most secret areas and touching me in ways I didn’t know were possible.

No words were exchanged as I tried to moved his hand away but i could see the ghost of a smirk on his face as he shook off my grasp and started slowly rubbing me in all the right ways as his thumb circled my clit.

The light for the back deck had been broken last week by a stray baseball from the kids in the yard next to ours so it was dark and the music from my own party which I was currently barred from participating in was blasting, I could barely hear the conversation him and his friends were drunkenly having and they likely couldn’t see the expression that crossed my face as he touched my clit.

As he continued his conversation and by extension touching me he was touching in all the right ways and places, then he slipped one finger inside of me, it was a tight fit and a quiet moan managed to get out as I bucked my hips in response luckily his friends hadn’t heard it over the music.

I couldn’t believe what was happening as I got closer and closer, I had never felt these sensations. I had never even taken the time or had the desire to touch myself before and now he had decided to make me feel this way without my permission? And worse then that I was enjoying him doing it.

I felt a knot in my stomach but before I could reach my climax his friend yelled over the music that he had to head home and Antonio pulled his finger out without warning walking him to the door, I still had to stay with him the rest of the night but much to my disappointment he didn’t try anything else, I was so sexually frustrated and even my thighs were damp from how wet i was and yet he did nothing, I could tell based on how he kept glancing at me that he enjoyed seeing me like this because of him.

Later that night while he was downstairs in the living room and the party was finished with I was upstairs spending some quality time with the handle of my hairbrush, imagining how it would feel if he had done more weather I wanted him to or not, that was the thought running thought my mind as I came for the first time ever, oh the joys of being horny and legal.

And so that marked the day I became a woman and had my first sexual experience, and by extension the start of a fling I would never forget as well as the development of a huge CNC kink and the series of unfortunate events known as my love life caused by it.

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/mcty4m/my_first_sexual_experience_real_dubnoncon_18f_non