Exploit the rape

So hi guys !! I am a 18 years from India who has experimented online alot and trust me when I say alot , so what I gathered from my experience is I am a brat who likes it when Dom’s breaks and disciplines the brat and humiliate them and further I have gone through pretty sexual stuff like sexual assault for 2 years then rape and I want you to exploit it , I know know this seems crazy but only those guys message me who can make me feel the rape was my fault who can make me feel guilty about it who wish i should undergo more of the tortures like assault and rape
I want you to message me what my life would have been like if I would have gotten pregnant with this rape.

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/lsmjnz/exploit_the_rape