Loving Couple tries out an open relationship.

My heart felt like it was pounding out of my chest. It’s a feeling that really can’t be matched by anything else. I was being led by the hand to her bedroom.

For sex. Why beat around the bush? It’s that gut feeling when you know it’s about to be that time. You feel the blood rushing down. You feel your mind going carnal, and thinking about whatever you can do to ensure your dick ends up balls deep in some pussy soon. I ate up her silhouette with my eyes while she opened the door to her bedroom. She was slim.

Slimmer than my girlfriend. She had a little bit of curve to her body, but I was so used to my girlfriend’s hourglass physique that this seemed like a drastic change for me. The carnal feeling felt even more enhanced due to the fact that this wasn’t my partner. It was like that pit of guilt in your stomach sat and bubbled up until it mixed with the excitement and lust, and turned into a cocktail of intoxicating emotions.

I felt as though i was out of my body, and my body took over for the instinctual motions. We undressed and kissed. I ran my hands over her body in the same way i did to my girlfriend.. and the pit in my stomach grew. As my pants fell to the floor, my phone buzzed. I chose to ignore it. The pit grew more. She lay her body down onto the bed in the dark, and spread her legs for me. Her wetness was shown by how her pussy lips gently pulled themselves apart, and glistened in the slight moonlight creeping in from the window. I pulled her to the edge of the bed. I stood over her, analyzing instead of devouring.

I had gotten this far. What’s stopping me?

It’s her. My girlfriend. We agreed to this. An open relationship. I have had my share of sexual experiences before her, and she did not. I wanted more, and i fed the idea into her mind that she should want more as well. All because i was greedy for some pussy. This girl sprawled out in front of me had been slutty for me since the beginning. The day she started at work she was all over me, talking about my curly hair and my voice. Stupid things to notice but it was enough to smite her with the lust that caught my eye.

Suddenly, i felt myself tripping into the pit. My girlfriend’s date cancelled. I continued and met with this one. It wasn’t even a fair night. I never leave her home alone, and the one time she’s alone i’m gone to fuck some coworker. I felt the boner dropping. I started stammering.

“I.. I-I just can’t. Sorry. Don’t take it the wrong way. I want to. I-I-I… no. Sorry.”

And I put on my clothes and left her confused and naked on her own bed. I drove home, angry as fuck and driving well above the speed limit. I felt like every extra second I was gone, I was doing more and more wrong. And it was my fucking idea. After turning a 15 minute drive into a 9 minute drive, I pulled up to my usual parking spot across the street to my our house. No cars in the driveway, or against the sidewalk in front. I felt at ease again. I shamefully walked to my front door, thinking about how I could explain to her that I took back what I said, and wanted to stay exclusive. No messing around.

I opened the door quietly so I wouldn’t wake her up. I made it to the bedroom door, and went to our bed to kiss her on the cheek before changing to go to sleep. As my eyes adjusted, I leaned down and realized.. our bed was empty.

Then the panic gripped my heart again. The one time i leave her alone, someone kidnaps her. Immediately I went for the worst case scenario, because after the tumultuous night I just had, I wasn’t thinking logically. How could I, when I was inches away from fucking that intern raw in her bed? I ran out to our kitchen to reach for my keys as I started dialing 911. And a light caught my eye.

The light from the gazebo in the backyard that covered our hot tub. I wasn’t sure what to think at this point. I quietly slid open the back door that opened to the backyard. I crept over, and got down to a crouch so i could see through the opening in the curtains that hung more loosely than normal. And i saw..

My girlfriend’s back. She was on the edge of the jacuzzi, facing towards the water. She usually sits here at night to collect her thoughts and meditate. I sighed with relief. I broke into a smile, and as I started pushing myself off of the floor, I heard it. It was slight, and if i hadn’t been so quiet i would have missed it.

She moaned.

She dropped her head back. I saw her arms tense up and grip the edge of the jacuzzi. And then i saw, the worst case scenario. Her date that i thought cancelled on her, slowly started climbing up from the water, wiping his lips off with the back of his hand. He looked at her like she was a piece of meat, and he was a lion ready to pounce. He stepped out of the water, and i saw that his skin was glistening from the neck down. He was in the water, eating her out. My heart plummeted, and I felt broken. Why the fuck did i do this to us. It was my idea. My mind started racing and when i finally snapped out of my daze, My girlfriend was now facing towards me, eyes locked on the guy. He stood slightly to her right, so i could see all of her tan curvy body, with her legs spread across the edge of the hot tub. She looked timid. But I saw excitement in her eyes. That cocktail that gripped me a half hour ago. I watched as she propped her legs up, and he jerked his dick while eyeing her up and down. He put one hand on her bikini top, and yanked it so hard it snapped at the side and slightly tugged on her. She winced and looked back up at him.

Still timid. Still excited.

I felt nauseous. But for some reason my mental torment could not bring me to stop anything because I felt guilty at what I had done. Somehow among the chaos, I convinced myself that I deserved to watch this happen. He put a hand on her waist the way I do before I slide it in. He propped up her thigh the way i do.

She reached down, and guided his dick into her pussy. She moaned, and I felt the pang of pain again. He took one deep stroke, and held it deep inside of her to enjoy his first stroke in her pussy. He picked up the pace. I got up quietly. I opened the back door as quietly as I had opened it before.

The last thing I heard as the door shut behind me, was their skin slapping on each other, and her moaning as her date fucked her in our backyard.

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/jfwq1q/loving_couple_tries_out_an_open_relationship