**Hello everyone. This is my first post ever. While I know it may not be the most well written and may contain grammatical/syntax errors I just needed to tell my story. I know I’ll get better so just bear with me while I build my skills I up** if you want to read the “meat of the story, skip to the 4th paragraph
Recently I’ve been masturbating a lot more than normal. I’d usually do it once, maybe twice a week when my girlfriend isn’t around. It doesn’t hold the same value that it used to when I was a teenager. Why jerk off when I can have sex with my girlfriend? Mutual pleasure is better. In the past couple weeks it’s been picking up, to almost once a day maybe twice. The passion and lust of my 16 year old self somehow being reinvigorated.
I haven’t thought about why this is, but if I had to guess it would be this very website. I’ve found myself spending a couple hours a day browsing porn subreddits while I’m at work. Sneakily looking at pictures when work is slow, my coworkers only a few feet away from me. Do they see me or know what I’m doing? I’m not sure and I’m also not sure I care. It turns me in on the weirdest way. Scrolling through picture after picture and getting hard around everyone. I find myself having to adjust my stance to hide my raging boner pushing against my work pants.
I watch the hours go by at work, half focused on work and half focused on knowing I’m going to go home to stroke and release this sexual tension that has been consuming my day. But now that my girlfriend is working from home the dynamic has shifted. I can’t just go home and hide in the room and jerk off and to be honest I’d much rather have sex with her. While that isn’t a bad thing, it has started to increase the desire to masturbate. A lot.
I’ve resorted to doing it in the shower at home. It’s a rather bland and unsatisfactory way to masturbate and I don’t care for it much. I’ve done it a couple times in the work bathroom while my coworkers were just behind the shared wall. Every day it seems that it becomes more of an obsession than a regular practice. So to counteract this burning desire I’ve started doing something new. Masturbating in my car; this is the whole point to my story (maybe more like a rough monologue at this,point I apologize)
I recently bought a new car. Nice little thing with a spacious back seat. When my girlfriend and I went looking she even commented on it with a wink, hinting at the possibility of fucking her in the back seat. A favorite of mine. My mind went elsewhere.
Yesterday at work was too much. I had an hour or so of free time and fell upon some of the hottest pictures I’ve seen. Instantly the blood flowed to my penis. My balls were tingling and I couldn’t hide the erection forming. I knew what I had to do. So I made a plan, than night I was going to masturbate in my car.
As soon as I got off work I waited for the parking lot to clear out. I looked around for a minute hoping nobody was walking by. Then I put curtains over all my windows and blocked myself in. At the time I didn’t realize what I had created. A little paradise in which I could relieve my fantasies and masturbate furiously.
Once the coast was clear I hoped into the back seat. Still fully dressed from my work I sat in the back. The inside of my car becoming it’s own little world, knowing nobody knew what I was doing inside but hoping that somebody would still find out. I started by watching some random porn and looking at Gonewild. This lasted only a few minutes until I slowly started to undress. Kicking my shoes off into the front seat, tearing my shirt off and pulling my pants down. Leaving only me, my underwear and a glorious erection.
I fondled my dick and balls through my underwear, my boxers stretching to the limit. Then I slipped my hand underneath to play with my bare naked cock. The hardest it’s ever been. I tried to hold on longer but I couldn’t. I slid my boxers off my ass and sat in the seat. I was in a pure state of ecstasy. A pulse vibrates from my head to toe. I felt like there was no need to cum, I was already there. Being fueled by knowing cars were passing by and I was naked just a few feet away. I just sat there, soaking it in, my balls resting on the leather of the seat.
The time had come. I found a porn I knew I would cum to. I put it on and placed my phone on the headrest so I could watch it. I spit in my hand and lubed up my cock. Just touching it shot jolts down my spine, shaking my whole body. I lubed it up so much that my balls were dripping with spit. Then I started to stroke.
After this point I lost all sense of time and control. I pulled on my balls and stroked slow. Then fast. Slow then fast. Edging my cock to the point where I knew I was about to explode if I touched it at all anymore.
Then I spit on my finger and slowly slid it towards my quivering asshole. I slowly pushed it in and moaned. At this point I am breathing so heavily my chest is pushing in and out. Fingering myself in this car, coming close to the best orgasm of my 27 years of life.
After a few minutes I was in a rhythm. Sliding my middle finger in and out of my ass and stroking my cock. Thinking about people watching me but knowing I’m in the cover of my car. I couldn’t hold it anymore.
I shot a hot load of cum all over. Some of it hit the ceiling, the rest of it landed on my face and hair. I couldn’t move, couldn’t do anything. I just sat there. Slowly moaning and trying to breathe. I wiped the cum off my face and licked it off my hand.
I can’t wait to do it again tonight. My newest obsession.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/jcj35o/mpublic_masturbation_my_newest_obsession_and