Nimya stared out of the car window as the sun set in the New Delhi’s skyline. Nimya had dreamt big when he came to the city for college. Just another 21 year old who wants to get it all, Nimya thought to himself.
“Make it to a university in Delhi and your life is set”. A line he had heard so many times that this moment felt like an extension of the dreams he used to have as a kid.
“Truly a weird moment when you feel like you’re living in a dream your younger self is having”. Nimya thought to himself as he eased into the seat and checked his phone. *Time – 6:15 P.M*
But even in his dreams he couldn’t imagine finding himself in the moment he was in. Being escorted to an unknown location in Delhi in a Black SUV. A situation so bizzare that if stated out of context, no positive end could be seen in sight.
“A positive end? ” Nimya asked himself, “Is that what you expect from this?“
It was unknown to him what he expected from this. All he knew was that he felt powerless when invited. Yet he wanted nothing more than to answer this invitation.
“A weird feeling”. Nimya thought to himself again, “first of many for today hmm?”
It had been an hour long drive since he was picked up from the park nearby his apartment. Nimya had been shocked to see a Mercedes SUV pull up in front of him. Even more when the window rolled down and driver asked “Mr. Nimya Reddy?”
Nimya nodded and only blurted a little “mhmm I’m -”
“yeah i know, just get in the car..”. Said the driver as he rolled up his tinted window back up.
Nimya fumbled with his backpack as he got in the backseat of the most luxurious car he had ever seen. “Holy shit..!“ He whispered to himself as he looked across the interior of this handsome vehicle.
His awe was interrupted by the driver “…of course I knew it was you. I was provided with your pictures before hand. And the fact that you were exactly where told. Good job kid…and the fact that I saw you just a week ago”
Nimya was just about to say an awkward ‘thanks’ when he was interrupted again.
“… And look beta. I’m just a pick up and drop off guy for Mr.Agarwall. Don’t ask me anything or try to confirm what you already know. My job is to make sure you reach the penthouse by 8. And if the traffic isn’t bad we’ll be there well before that. That’ll be good for you wouldn’t it eh..?”. The driver seemed to realize what he just said and awkwardly tried to change the subject.
“.. So um.. I’m Jimmy. Atleast that’s what sir calls me. It’s become somewhat of a ‘work-name’. Thought you should know that at the least.”
“Namaste jimmy gee..” Nimya almost whispered. Can’t just stay silent to that introduction Nimya felt.
“hmm okay.. Just sit back and relax, use your phone or whatever. Like i said. What you need to know will be made known to you. Make it easier for me. Eh kid? A smooth drive. Let the traffic of this god awful city talk..”
And ‘talk’ it did. The honks, the shouts, the waves of pedestrians. Delhi’s traffic had been Nimya’s major gripe with the city. His anxiety used to peak whenever he made his way back home from a 4 pm class. He stopped using his bike whenever he had a late class. Nimya hated getting confrontational with the fellow hot headed drivers stuck in traffic. He opted for a rickshaw. “Let him do the shouting”, he thought of the rickshaw driver. But the loudness still worked up his anxiety.
Not today though. He barely heard what was happening outside.
“Perks of being in a luxury car”. He thought to himself.
What was the most stressful part of his day didn’t bother him today. He felt anxious, but also at peace. He felt nervous, and yet excited?
Always the introvert, Nimya was thankful he didn’t have to make conversation in this awfully long drive. Though Mr. Jimmy did have a friendly presence and seemed the type to know how to navigate or carry a conversation. Something Nimya never truly got the hang of. Always keeping his circle small, confiding with only the closest of friends and letting them take the wheel in social situations. Mr.Agarwall’s invitation would have been a perfect recipe to push an introverts buttons. But it didn’t. Nothing about it did. Nimya felt almost betrayed by the calm he felt. Jittering would’ve been normal, tapping fingers where they rested would’ve been normal, nausea would’ve been more like him. But today he felt confident, “free of the usual.. ”
He thought of the day he was invited by ‘always the assertive’ Mr.Agarwall.
[One week ago]
“Look, I’m not ‘demanding’ anything of you. I’ve been known to detect what people want.” said Mr. Agarwall in the most demanding tone nimya had heard.
“Don’t see this as me putting you in a spot. Walk away if you feel like. No But’s either..”
He paused as if expecting Nimya to say something. But Nimya hadn’t figured what to say yet. His mind still raced by thoughts of how this conversation came to be.
Mr.Agarwall continued. “Look Nim. You haven’t given me a reason to stop myself from convincing you. And you should know, I’m never the one to convince. Getting what I want is something that I live by. But not with you. Never with you.”
“Nim”. Nimya thought to himself, he had never been called that. He felt his blood rush.
Mr. Agarwall seemed to notice Nim’s face feel red. “.. That might have come out wrong… Uh. Nim you’re an intelligent.. Uh smart guy. I don’t want to imply anything with the ‘i get what i want’ talk. Nothing goes without you being in a 100%..”
Now Mr.Agarwall seemed at a loss of words..
Nim chimed in, “.. Sir you need to understand that it’s a bit too fast. What you suggest…the position I’m being put in, i need time to get back…um to think…before I give in..i mean, before I accept what you suggest.”
Mr.Agarwall smiled,”walk me to my car”
The two walked out of the Agarwall industries HQ. Mr. Agarwall signaled a man talking to the guards stationed by the entrance. The man – Mr. Jimmy – saw the signal and jogged towards the two men.
“Get the car ready..” Mr.Agarwall said as Jimmy came close.
“yes sir.” Jimmy made his way towards the parking lot.
Mr.Agarwall turned to Nim. “Hey.. Don’t feel like i don’t understand what I’m asking of you. I do..I hope for you to know its okay what you feel. Everything. All of it.. Its okay”
Jimmy rolled down the window as he stopped the car near them. “Sir”
“Nim a second in the car please?” Mr.Agarwall asked.
Nim nodded and took the backseat.
Nim felt Jimmy watch him through the rear-view mirror. It must have been a second of eye contact before Mr. Agarwall lowered himself in the driver window.
“Jimmy step out a moment will you? Annie should be by the reception. Tell her we are leaving.”
“Oh I’ll call her-” Jimmy was saying. When Mr.Agarwall interrupted.
“Go to her. I need a moment with him”.
Jimmy nodded in compliance as he stepped out and made his way back into the building.
It made Nim’s heart race. Thought of a moment alone with ‘him’.
Mr. Agarwall rolled up the driver seat window and joined Nim in the backseat.
Nim started. “Sir… I’m still not entirely sure how you know of..me. My preference. I hope you understand how.. What it is for me…coming to this city, college.. It’s all new. Everything. Everything here pushes me to come out and be who I am. What i feel inside. Unlike home. But so far I’ve kept all that away…I’m not ready to deal with what comes after I let it all out…”
Mr.Agarwall gestured as if to reply..but Nim continued.
“It’s been rough growing like this…You confronting me with however you know about me…it’s not what a guy like me expects when I put soo much work hiding it…” Nim’s voice broke..
Mr. Agarwall saw this and replied “I’m sorry Nim”
Nim replied “It’s okay -” quickly wiping his eye clearing the tears.
Mr.Agarwall continued “.. I got way in over my head. I shouldn’t have confronted you that way. If I’m being honest.. This life i live. The control i have over things..I tend to make jumps without ever thinking of the people involved. I’m sorry I did that with you..”
Mr.Agarwall came closer to Nim and placed a hand over his.
“It’s okay. I’d be lying if i said i knew what its like growing up closeted. I never cared. Those who I should’ve been afraid of to come out to. They didn’t care either. But let me help you navigate through this.. I care about you Nim. Ever since I saw you.”
Nim’s heart was now racing like it never had. He felt Agarwall’s hand glide over to his thigh.
“Please. Let me be your guide. Allow me to help explore yourself. Your body..”
Nim suddenly felt it. He felt a tightness in his briefs.
“…It can be as much as spending an evening with you. We can talk all about how you feel. Have felt since ever since you became aware of your preference. Anything..”
Nim replied “Fine..Sir. But you’ve given me enough to think about. I’ll let you know.”
“Works for me”, smiled Agarwall.
Nim felt a hand on his cheek. “Since when has this been there?!?” Nim thought to himself.
As he figured that. Agarwall closed in on Nim’s lips with his.
Nim felt his heart drop. He felt the time stop. Nim involuntarily leaned closer to the man kissing him. He felt Agarwall’s hand caress his thigh as he kissed him. Nim felt an out of body experience like nothing he’d felt before.
Agarwall stopped and looked at Nim’s eyes.
“was..um.. I hope that was okay, sorry if -”
Nim smiled “.. That was…”, “Thank-.. I mean it’s fine. Good i mean. -”
Agarwall felt relieved “i couldn’t help it”, “Hey Annie’s here. Please think over. I know we started off on the wrong foot. But-..”
Nim still feeling light headed with what had happened “.. I’ll let you know by tomorrow” as he leaned towards the door to step out.
“oh okay..”
Agarwall leaned away from Nim and adjusted his coat before rolling down the windows.
“Annie..” he called out.
Annie – Agarwall’s personal assistant, and Jimmy walked towards the car.
Nim stepped out and saw the two coming.
Jimmy took the driver’s seat.
Annie crossed over to where Nim stood.
“Mr. Nimya do you know where to contact Sir. Agarwall?”
Nim – not expecting the question replied “pardon..?”
Annie calmy asked again “Do you have the number to call Sir? ”
Nim nodded “yea.. We um.. exchanged upstairs”
Annie nodded.
She gave a smirk as she looked at Nim and then joined Agarwall in the backseat.
“didn’t know she was physically capable of smiling” Nim thought to himself.
“…AND WHO SAYS THANKS TO A KISS?!” Nim said under his breath, cringing at himself as he watched the car drive away.
“.. and why did she smile that way.. Did she.. ‘They’ see us?!” Nim’s eyes grew wide as he realized. But soon remembered the tinted windows.
As Nim made his way to his bike. He again felt his hard memeber in his briefs. He looked down to see the bulge his cock formed in his skin tight jeans.
Nim embarrassingly glided the bag hanging over his shoulder over to cover his bulge, realizing this might have been what made Annie ‘break character’.
He walked through the parking lot as he wondered how to answer what Mr.Agarwall proposed. Or more appropriately the ways he could say ‘yes’. So much yess.
[Present Day]
Nim found himself getting hard again thinking of his first kiss ever by a man. It had been all he could think of all week.
“We’re almost there” Jimmy’s voice broke the flashback Nim had going on. “5 mins to the penthouse. Show the card Sir gave you at thr reception.”
Nim felt pulled back to present day by Jimmy’s voice. He quickly checked the phone.. *Time- 7:03 P.M*
“We’re here early…way early.” Nim said.
“Yeah. We beat the traffic when l took the.. wait did you doze off back there”.
“No. I just…just got busy with the phone”. Nim lied.
“..So the card? You have it?”
“Yeah.. I’ll show it at the reception. Got it.. ”
“We’re here.” Jimmy said making a turn and entering the front parking of a massive high end apartment building
“Penthouse is the top most 2 floors”
The car stopped.
“Alright Sir. That’s your stop” Jimmy said.
“Is Mr. Agarwall already here?” asked Nim.
“No. But he’ll be here soon” Jimmy replied.
“Then.. What about the keys..?” Nim asked.
Jimmy looked back “hey kid, what’d i say about questions.. Didn’t Annie tell you?”
“umm.. No..?” nodded Nim.
“look kid, just make your way there I’m sure it’s all set up” Jimmy said trying best to stay polite.
Nim stepped out of the car and waved at Jimmy. Jimmy waved back and drove off.
Nim felt a shiver go down his spine and felt a tingle in his legs. “Here we are i guess” he thought to himself. “Fuckk how’d i end up here..?”. Nim asked himself.
Nim made his way towards the entrance. All sorts of thoughts crossed his mind as he got closer and closer to being in Agarwall’s penthouse.
The thought of being with a man for the first time as he made his way to the reception and showed the card Agarwall gave him. He thought of all the times he fantasized as a teen to be submitting to his then favorite bollywood actors. As the receptionist showed him to the elevator and pressed the button to the penthouse, Nim thought of the time he saved some money and bought himself women’s lingerie that he wore while fantasizing and masturbating.
“I feel like myself today..” Nim thought to himself as the elevator stopped. “No running away from these feelings.”, Nim felt a gush of excitement as the elevator opened. “Today I let a man make me feel the way i truly want to be felt”. The thought of Agarwall taking Nim’s virginity made his blood rush.
Nim made his way to the penthouse entrance.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/i85uqg/delhi_desires_mm_oldyoung