I have recieved many questions about my post ,’My Secret” and what happened and if I seen Carlos again. I will share but once again I am not a writer so be kind :)
It was awkward at first when I went back to work and I tried to think of many reasons not to go back and face Carlos and the fear that he would talk or it would leak out what happened that night but to my surprise he never spoke a word about it and never tried to push me on it. It was about 10 days after it had happened that Carlos got fired from work, he went out his own way I guess you could say as he was caught having sex in the stairwell of the building with one of the girls who worked in HR. I always thought he got shafted though as he was fired but she was just reassigned to another office and kept her job. Anyway, so I have made several chat friends on another site and some i make it a point to talk to when ever I can and others we just chat as time permits but I have found them to be exciting, fun and sometimes hot, sexy and erotic. It is a way for me to express myself without fear of ridicule.
During one of these chats my chat partner of coursed asked about Carlos and why I never followed up. I said I never had the interest to follow up and wanted to move on past that as I felt guilty. Well my friend called BS and challenged me on it, after some slight prodding and some wine, I probably should lay off the wine lol, he challenged me to ignore my guilt I was feeling as a married woman and pursue my desire I had and the fantasy I was wanting to fullfill obviously. Well him being a married man and telling me he encourages his wife to live that way and she and he have a very healthy love and marriage I thought…WHY NOT? I mean I really did have his number even though I have denied it and kept it hidden under a fake name on my phone, obviously I didn’t erase it for a reason.
So there I was listening to my chat buddy telling me to just text him, he will text back immediately he said, don’t worry.
I did it..I sent a text, just saying hey and whats up. Time passed, 5 minutes 10 minutes 15 minutes passed. I was confessing to my buddy how stupid I felt. I shouldn’t have text him, 30 minutes had passed and we had both logged out for the night when my phone chirped. IT WAS CARLOS! We chatted back and forth a bit, actually quite longer. My hubby was well asleep and we chatted into the early morning, then it came up, he said,”I was waiting for you and to be honest I thought you would reach out sooner and I was giving up hope” I told him I didn’t know what to say and he said coffee tomorrow morning? Long hesitation and then i said YES but don’t expect anything and he just laughed and said, “Whatever, what time does he leave for work and he started to give me his address.” I said the time but told him I was serious and we agreed to meet at a Starbucks near my home.
It was awkward at first, I was there first and he was about 10 minutes late. I seen him walk in and he ordered then joined me. We talked for about 20 minutes and then he asked if I would mind swinging by his place as he was waiting on a delivery. I agreed and I followed him to his apartment. We were there chatting and it was still awkward and at times some weird and long silence and he obviously was trying to relax me but I was struggling. He then brought out some vodka and said I had to do shots each time I said UM. It was still before 10 am but i went with it and he was right, after a few shots i relaxed and we were sitting on the sofa together. Then he moved in and slowly caressed my hair and neck, he was being so not arrogant, this was not the guy from work I knew. He then started to kiss me and i kissed him back. When were making out and I felt myself really getting into it. Then he stood up and pulled his pants down and told me I needed to finish what we started, he said he never enjoyed getting his dick sucked as good as he did that night. I knew what he wanted and I honestly had been waiting for this day, I began to stroke his huge cock and staring at it. It was so thick and big, I just couldn’t believe the size and began to stroke him slowly and I pushed him down on the couch and kneeled in front of him and continued to stroke and for the second time in recent weeks I took this mans huge and massive cock into my mouth. I made love to the most beautiful cock I have ever seen or held with my mouth. Then I felt him twitching and he moaned, he unloaded in my mouth! I immediately spit it out and was overcome with disappointment as I knew what this meant, we were done for today. I was cleaning up and complaining to him about doing it in my mouth, I told him I don’t let my husband do that what made you think you could do that. He told me to calm down and that most woman really enjoy it and all the woman he has been with do it. I started to get up and he asked where I was going, I said leaving. It’s over, maybe some other time I told him. Then he just laughed and said,”No,you are not done yet and neither am I. Then he grabbed me by my hair and pulled me, not violently but with force. I was excited and didn’t know what to expect. Then he pulled my shirt over my head and tossed it off to the side and started to kiss and lick my breasts, his hands were already rubbing my pussy through my shorts and then I felt Carlos reach down into my shorts and slide his hand into my undies and rub my wet pussy. In a matter of 3 to 5 seconds he had me naked and wet, he buried his head in between my legs and licked and nibbled for 10 or 15 minutes and it was have been the excitement because I climaxed and that was unusual for me. I let out a long moan of satisfaction and looked down at Carlos as he continued to work his tongue in and on my pussy. Carlos then worked his way back to my breasts and was kissing my neck when he stopped and reached down and that is when I felt it. It was so hard and was guiding his huge cock towards my pussy. I let out a giggle and asked how he could be ready so fast and he just smiled at me and started to push it in. I immediately let out a loud moan/scream as I felt his attempt to push it into me and he whispered in my ear that no one going to interrupt us today.
He was big and thick. I felt him stretch me out and it never seemed to end as in length, It felt so F@#KING good. I had never felt a cock like this before and I was making noises I had never made before with each thrust and push he made with that massive cock . He was thrusting and pushing and I had never experienced this type of feeling/fucking before, my mind raced as I would have split moments of guilt about cheating on my hubby and then quickly feel pleasure or tense climaxes that brought me back to the moment. . He lasted awhile, longer than my husband and made me cum so many times, he now had me doggy and was pounding me from behind with no signs of slowing down when I finally asked him to stop as I was sore and needed a break. I had climaxed so many times and I could feel the stickiness and build up all over my legs and running down by my knees. I also had to get home to get ready to pick up my kids. He laughed and agreed, we both took a shower together and I lathered up that huge monster and just giggled like a silly high school girl and he said you are going to want more. I told him lets meet in two days at his place. He then said you have not earned another date/round yet. I asked him what he meant and he looked straight at me and told me to get on my knees and suck his dick, I laughed and said ,”No Problem” and started to get on my knees as the water from the shower ran down us and started to grab his dick and put it to my mouth and stroke, then he stopped me and told me no. You are going to do what every girl should do and swallow this time,I told him hell no and knew this was going south fast. Then he swung his dick and hit me across my cheek and told me to do it. I laugh and said , no. He did this three more times then after the last time instead of laughing and saying never, I found myself saying,”Fine, okay”
I wrapped my lips around that massive dick, this was a special moment. I knew and I didn’t want to ruin it and I wanted to feel him again in me and not just in my mouth. I stroked and made love to that dick and then I felt the first twitch and then the warm feeling, I gagged and tried to pull away and I could see as I looked up that he was disappointed in me. I fought the urge to gag and throw up and buried my face down, I felt it unload in the back on my throat, throbbing and continuing to pulse,twitch and ooze more. I swallowed it all, I continued to stroke him until I was sure he was done and then I stood up and smiled. He said I was a good little Milfy and told me he would allow me to come back.
I struggle with guilt at times, this is only the third man I have been with and I have cheated on my hubby which I never thought I would do but I also have experienced something and I want to feel it again. I never thought a man could be that big down there or it would really matter. Now I know and I am curious, I am curious to learn more about this new found experience and I am unsure if I can stop.
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