It’s getting really hard. Since everything that’s been happening, we haven’t been able to really hang out much… I’m already starting to miss you and what’s even worse is that, we’re not really texting either. So it overall just feels weird yet for some reason I’m having these urges to pounce on you whenever I see you next. To wrap my arms around you for a hug and take all of you in, feeling every muscle, being so close to your neck, resting my head gently on your chest. I want you… all the time. And I try and not think about you, I really do try. And then just like that, you’re back in my head anyway and at night it’s become a real battle to not masturbate to the thought of you, your voice, what you’ve texted me a few days ago. It’s all becoming so much, I physically crave to you inside me. It scares me though, because we’ll talk about some things and then the next day you’re close to me and making me laugh, talking to me slowly through our workouts while we’re both moaning slightly. This feeling of needing to have an orgasm only by you is pure torture and puts my stomach in knots. I wish there was something I could do, and even though you make obvious hints at certain things, you are oblivious overall like you say you are. So, I don’t what it is. Maybe you’re just a bit on edge because of everything going on, maybe you feel something too and feel the need to distance yourself, hence maybe why we haven’t been texting, or you’re just very nonchalant and think nothing of it. I couldn’t imagine the last part, we talk about deep intimate things too much for it to be that.
Regardless… I can’t get you out of my head and it’s driving me crazy. I don’t know why I want this bad and why you’re the only one my body will respond to now.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/fko7dt/i_cant_stop_thinking_about_you
Damn, very nice!