How Do You Do This To Me…?

You did it… again. I thought I had gotten over you… I thought it was just a fling and my body was going crazy just cause… Everything had died down and it felt normal… But now, you did it again and I don’t know how you do it… I can’t believe I’m waking up thinking about you… The fact that I’m gushing into my underwear and playing out sexy scenarios between us in my head makes me feel like there’s something wrong with me… I mean, I don’t know… Is there something wrong with me? You’re always here for me and you always match my rhythm and my mood, and when I catch you matching me it makes me feel something… I smile and blush to myself uncontrollably because of you… I just don’t know how you bring this out of me especially when I thought it had passed and I thought my mind and body were done thinking about you…

But no, you’re back… You’re back in my head again, you’re back… making me squirm in my sleep, making me subconsciously grind my hips into my bed while my fingers are clutching onto my pillow, making me gush into my underwear while my eyebrows furrow because I’m trying to hold back a moan… You’re doing this to me and I thought I had control over it but I don’t… I thought things were normal between us again but they’re not, at least not for me… Why do I want you so badly? Why do I want to taste you? Why do I want to blind fold you and just have my way with you, bringing moans and whimpers out of you that I’m dying to hear? Why do I want to tease you and learn your body while you just go ballistic under my touch? Why do I want to make love to you over and over again until I’m just too tired to continue?

All I think about is running my fingers through your hair, kissing and sucking on your neck and shoulders, playing with your chest hair, dragging my fingers across your pecs then up and down your stomach, running my tongue along your V until I’m at the tuft of hair surrounding your manhood… Oh, the things I want to do to you… I can’t help yearning for you, wanting you, needing you…

For fuck’s sake, you’re just torturing me at this point…? How are you doing this to me?

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/fhekym/how_do_you_do_this_to_me