How I start being “addicted” in cumming on girls

Hello, I’m [M35] addicted on sexting, BJ, and stories/memories that end up with a lot of my cum around my girls over the past and now.
All started with my very first GF [FM22] back then, she was obsessed with blowjobs, with her very “attacking” method no wonder why I was able to fill her throat really quick. After a lot of swallows over the first month, she understood that my fat cock got used to her throat and her method and every time she needed a bit more time to make me cum. After that month with lot of sex she became obsessed with my cum also. Her favourite was to bang everything I had directly into her mouth, feeling my pulses and swallowing every drip of cum. Although she was casually get it down immediately, she didn’t like to shallow it if not directly from me cock. So whenever I cum to her big tits, or her belly or her clit or to her open butthole, she didn’t like to lick them and clean the mess. But I was ok, it was her choice and her feelings.

My next GF [FM23] didn’t know a lot about sucking not to mention that she has never swallow anything. This is where I understood my passion of seeing my cum all over the body or to know that the girl is about to get it all down to her throat. So, I was about to break up to her as it wasn’t even pleased having sex and cumming into condom. And although she liked putting my dick deep into her ass, she never tried to make me cum during the BJ. At that time we were in a toilet party room, fucking hard and my condom broke and teared apart so she was looking me at me understanding that the only place I could let my load out was her throat. And I did it with plenty of pleasure, and surprisingly to me she indeed swallow anything that came out of my cock. We didn’t speak about it all night and the next morning, she laid me down on the couch and giving head in a very different way than usual. It was like she was wanting me to finish up as soon as possible. After a while I told her that if she continues with that rhythm I would cum. She smiled a bit as she tried to get my whole dick into her mouth. I blasted a huge load down to her throat and she didn’t let even a tiny drop to get wasted. This was the start of a whole new level of our relationship. I forgot about breaking up with her and she started to taste my cum from everywhere. This one had no problem swallowing my cum not only directly from my dick but generally she got obsessed with my cum too. I was throwing my cum literally everywhere and she was there cleaning my mess. In her string, in her bra, in butthole (outside), in bed sheets, in the mirror, in a shot, from my balls, from her tits directly with her tongue. 3 years with a lot of cum and gapping her ass.
So my first 2 GFs were very good at BJ and swallowing, but they couldn’t deep throat my dick, they were putting half of it and lick it. Until me third GF.

My third [FM22] had no experience at all. In sex generally. She had a bf but mostly having bad sex in the car for a long time. So in my body and my cock she saw an opportunity to experiment a lot. But at the start was very difficult. After the first month and again I had in my mind ready to break up as , I couldn’t get it. When she was trying to lick I was in pain, a lot. Not to mention anything beyond that like swallowing or even cum outside of condom. I don’t what happened on her mind, maybe she watched some videos of how to blow dicks, or maybe she asked any friend, I don’t know but the next time the BJ was way better so I gave her more time because for me it was the most important thing. Not only the BJ but the swallowing and generally I wanted her to be comfortable with my cum as at this time I was already addicted with my cum as the ultimate pleasure for me. Everything except fucking her oussy was her very first time. The second month the pain during the BJ was a memory and this was a good start. So after a while she got used of my fat cock and how to suck it. Me first “✔️” was there. I didn’t want to push her into the next step so I let her be more comfortable with my dick, my balls and my cum. She liked it on her tits or her belly when she was on her period but that’s it for the next couple of months. And she moved on to the next step by her choice. Firstly she let me explode my load into her mouth but she didn’t swallow it, and I was totally ok. She started like the feeling of my cum in her tongue or in her hands so for the next months we had a progression, I could cum in her mouth and she spitting them to her tits, she liked playing with them while I was watching. Or her favourite, cum over her clit and then play with her self until she cum too. And when I thought that it was about days until she decide to get them all down to her throat and swallow everything, she told me that I could cum wherever I want to. Of course I told her that I want to blast my cum onto her face and the moment after she was already on her knees, eyes closed, mouth open widely and her tongue outside waiting for my blasts. She didn’t know that I wasn’t aiming for her mouth but all over her face and believe me I covered her eyes, both, with my first two blasts, then I aimed for noise, her tongue a bit and the leftovers onto her edge of her lips. It was a complete mess of a face. Something totally new for her and I wasn’t sure if she liked it or not. Next moment she grabbed my dick and lick the last tiny drop from my head. She continued the mini BJ and tried to deep throat it a bit. After a while she cleaned up her face, she was very excited and wanted more of that from now on. What a surprise and what a relief for me. 2-3 days later and afte a hard fuck to her pussy she cummed at my uncodom cock three times in a row, she couldn’t stand more as her pussy went really sensitive. She unmounted me and started lick everything that her pussy dropped and she jerking off my dick while holding it closed to her mouth. I was about to cum once again into her warm mouth but she stopped, she asked me to stand up and she standed on her knees continued the wet BJ and I couldn’t resist throwing a huge load on her face but all of a sudden she locked my dick in her mouth and got all the blasts inside. She opened her mouth widely showing off my cum, she had it all over her mouth, and gulped it at once. She smiled like the best whore and liked a lot, telling me that she want to taste more of my cum. 7 months had past and from a non experienced girl she became a “cum whore” swallowing 2 times per day my cum. She also wanted me to fuck her ass for the first time and she liked a lot too. One of her favourite was fucking her ass in doggy style right after I cummed all over her face, so she was tasting my cum while I was gapping her butthole. She was like a mutated girl of the girl I first used to fuck. After about a year she did pass the last step. She was trying it for months but she couldn’t place my whole dick to her mouth and that made her angrier. Again after some research I suppose, she started inch by inch to fit my 17 cm cock into her mouth. And after the first time it was like her mouth opened for good and she could spend some time with filled with my dick.

I can’t write for every girl I fucked or cum all this years but these three made me addicted and unfortunately I can’t stand with anything less.
I really want to know what you feel about messing your face with cum or what do you feel while swallowing a big load. What you do right after that and how do you like it? Have you notice any difference regarding the drinks or the food your man had? Do you like it heavy and creamy or more liquid? Tell me everything, I love reading about girls and cums and how the manage it.

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/12qk2pp/how_i_start_being_addicted_in_cumming_on_girls