“What the fuck am I doing?” The post orgasm clarity has started to clear the fog in my brain. Like, what was I thinking?
The truth…. I wasn’t
Everything was soo vivid. I felt so much, but at the same time it’s like I was on autopilot. Like I wasn’t me. Just this panting, sweaty, cumming thing. I wasn’t in control.
Was I?
I’m a fucking mess. Literally and figuratively.
Soaked and still dripping, I grab a towel from my hamper and place it on the puddle covering it. I’ll just leave it there to soak it up. Glad I don’t have to look at it anymore. Can’t hide from fact it happened though. The taste in my mouth constantly reminds me.
I take my shower. Thinking about Max as my mess washes off me, mixing with the water. Why did she make me do those things? I can’t stop thinking about her face. The look of disgust as she watched me. Was it disgust, or was there more too it? There seemed to be something else behind her eyes……
“Knock Knock. Hurry up Kate’s waiting!” Sam yells from the other side of the door.
“Ok I’ll be right down.”
“You’ll only need your bra and panties. Oh, and try not to ruin this pair, ok?”
“Ok” I say as I hear Sam’s steps get quieter as she walks back down stairs.
I finish washing and get “dressed”. Throwing on my black laced bra and a pair of black matching panties. Did they tell Kate and Sarah what happened? My heart starts to race. Oh god. This is the first week of college, I live here, what if they tell everyone? I can’t just drop out, my parents would kill me! What would I tell them the reason was? I couldn’t tell them the truth. If word got out about this….
“Hurry up!”
I inhale a deep and shaky breath. Take a moment to gather myself and head down stairs.
As I come down the stairs I see all the girls sitting and waiting for me. Sarah whistles as Sam and Kate clap. Max just watches me, arms crossed.
“Glad you could join Jess. You almost missed your first lesson. Having fun in the shower.” Sarah asks teasingly as the girls laugh.
“..probably..” I hear Max say under her breath. I look down to my feet.
“Now, as a college student you will sometimes have to grade your peers. Kate has volunteered to give you a lesson on how it’s done.” Sarah says as gives the floor open to Kate who takes a little bow.
“Jessica. The best way to explain how to properly do this is by example. Seeing as we haven’t done any work yet this semester… I’m going to have to grade you.”
Kate explains as she circles me. Pulling a sharpie from her pocket.
“Where to begin….. oh i know! Let’s start here.” She points to my stomach. “Not bad, maybe a little pouch but I’ve seen worse…. B.”
Not bad I guess. I feel the cold tip of the marker touch my skin. She draws a capital B on my stomach.
“Next let’s move up a little bit.” She says as she drags the back of the marker up my stomach until they reach my chest.
“Small. And padded? Are they the same size?”
I nod. Knowing full well I’m lying.
“Hmmm. I don’t know if I believe you. Show me. Take it off.”
Reluctantly I reach behind me unhooking the band and slip the straps down from around my shoulders. Letting it fall to the floor.
Kate grins. “Tisk Tisk. Looks like someone wasn’t telling the truth. Looks like ones a grapefruit and the others an apple. How do you keep balance?”
I feel my ears start to burn as the lump forms in my throat.
“C- I guess. hard to tell when one’s a C and the others a B.” The other girls giggle.
“Ok I get it. Can we please move on.”
“Sure.” She draws a “C” on one and a “-“ on the other before leaning down and picking up my bra. I reach out to grab….
“No. See you lied to me. So now you get a punishment.” Kate says as she pulls my bra out of reach.
“I’m sorry. Please Kate can I have it back?”
“Oh you can have it back. Now stay still.” Kate reaches up placing the bra on top of my head. The cups on each side of my e head like ear muffs. She takes the straps and ties them under my chin. The room erupts into laughter.
“Perfect! You look great Jess. Now let’s look at your behind.” Kate walks behind me. Giving my ass a little smack.
No.
She grabs the left cheek first giving it a firm squeeze before moving on to the other one.
“I mean not as good as mine but still a handful.”
She reaches down grabbing both cheeks and giving them a shake. I feel as they spread, lightly pulling my lower lips apart.
I try to ignore it.
“Have you ever taken anything back here?” Kate asks.
“N-no” I lie.
“Liar”
I look up as I hear Max say this. Kate stops and looks at her.
“You think she’s lying?” Kate asks
“I know she is.” Max says with a malicious grin.
“How exactly, do you know this Max?” Sam asks with a look of curiosity.
I swallow hard as my mouth becomes dry. Sweat starting to leave my pores. I look at Max trying to beg her with my eyes.
Please don’t.
Max matches my gaze. Time seems to stand still. She’s going to fucking tell them I know it….
“I heard her.” Max says turning her gaze to Kate. “One of our first nights here I had to use the bathroom in the middle of the night and I heard her. She was alone in her room. As I walked by I heard her moan…… “
“Yes please fuck my ass.“
Wait? What? She lied but why?
Silence.
“Is this true?” Kate asks
I look over to Max. She gives me a little grin. She knows I’m stuck. If I deny it she could just say the truth. I bet Sam would chime in too. So I’m forced to humiliate myself but not involve her. I can’t tell them what really happened.
“Yes” I answer
“Who where you talking to?”
“My… myself”
Silence.
Sarah shifts uncomfortably in her chair. Sam is quiet, still looking at Max. Kate coughs. I could scream.
“Oh….. um….ok. let me change my grade then.” Kate
I feel as Kate writes something. From one ass cheek to another. The room giggles. I turn and lean back to read it.
“B+”
“Sl…..ut”
“Class dismissed. You should probably get to bed. You have a long day tomorrow.” Kate says as she sits back down.
I scurry to my room and close the door. Take the bra off my head and crawl into bed. Marker still on my body. Jo rating for today to be over. I will just wake up in my bed and none of this really happened. Just some slutty nightmare.
I fall asleep.
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