Wanna know a secret? I didn’t always know what cumming was.
I grew up in a religious environment, therefore I had no idea what was “normal” sexual pleasure.
One day, I began touching myself and it felt amazing. But guess what? I did not bring myself to an orgasm. I didn’t know that existed. I just played till I fell asleep.
One night, I was playing so much that suddenly a wave after wave of an orgasm hit me. It was terrifying. I felt all the pleasure of my arousal completely fade away from me. And I was left feeling empty, guilty and unsatisfied. I didn’t know it all the time, but that was my first orgasm.
After that, I tried my best to not orgasm again. But each time, I went over the edge and tumbled into an unsatisfying orgasm.
But as time went by, I learned to extend the arousal period for as long as I could. During this arousal period, I would push myself to do erotic things to my body, like put binder clips on my nipples. I would have fantasies of public humiliation among a group of superior women, and fantasies of being controlled strictly by edging my pussy (even before I knew what edging was!) , unable to orgasm. Even in my fantasies, I learned that edging was the best way to control me. It made me moldable. I was willing to do more extreme sexual things when I was edged. I looked at more extreme porn. I wanted to be controlled and humiliated and under the ownership of a Master or Mistress. It was amazing.
Unfortunately, porn later indoctrinated me into believing that an orgasm is good. I still pushed out my arousal as far as I could, but I began to …. ENJOY cumming. What a shame! But I struggled with loving edging, and yet still wanting an orgasm.
It’s so terrible that to this day, when I edge my pussy to porn, I end up orgasming at the end, and I enjoy it. It’s a terrible fate. All of that work to be submissive- gone.
But men these days do not know how to edge a girl properly. They seem to thing that “denying a girl’s orgasm” means to completely ignore her pleasure entirely. Or, men “try” to make me orgasm, and when I do, it’s not satisfying.
It takes a skilled, patient man to edge a girl and control her orgasms. To mold her into what he wants her to be. That is difficult to find. I hope to one day find that. Someone who knows how to take advantage of my vulnerable horny state.
Thanks for reading!
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/11nehu7/edging_is_better_than_cumming
Edging is so much more fun I spend hours doing it
You definitely sound like a great time! I would love to play with you, pushing you to your limits while keeping you right on the edge to drive you crazy. We can tease each other until neither of us can stand it! Turning you into a trembling puddle would be my greatest pleasure. Wanna try?
Is it normal for my balls to hurt when edging? I tried not to orgasm for like a day and the other day i woke up and my balls hurt 😅
I love edging and the way it builds my erotic energy! I will go days of doing edging sessions in the morning and at night and the way I look at the world is always so different. Everything becomes sexier and I feel so much sexier when I do this practice
If I don’t have anything to do on a Saturday, I’ll lay in bed and touch myself for hours, I taught myself how to squirt doing that. Once I orgasm I don’t want to think about sex so I edge for hours.
I have over 20 years of experience in tastefully and gently dominating a lover. Teasing to the edge by numerous methods to ensure she has full pleasure is my goal..every time. I’d be honoured to assist.
I don’t orgasm with men . I like the turn on without it . Prefer to do myself and with edging . I don’t feel guilty cumming but I do sometimes think no I want more teasing and pleasure.
Great way to edge is with a drink . Makes it harder lol