My First Time Having Sex. [18F] [28M]

My name is Molly and this is how I lost my virginity to an older guy.

My days ran together since my sexual experience with Joseph.
I was haunted by the images of what we did in his car that night. His eyes on me as he stroked, The way my whole body felt on fire, Watching him cum all over himself… I loved imagining how far it could have gone.

We had sent sexy messages to each other here and there. I didn’t want to come off as too needy. But I needed him and was aching to see him again. He planned to pick me up tonight and I told my parents I was going to hang out with Alice.

“Are you spending the night?” Mom always sounded like she was accusing me of something when she asked me questions.
“Probably not. But, I’ll let you know if we drink too much…” I laughed and gave her a snarky smile.
“That’s not funny, Molly Ann.” My mom was not much of a joker. One night when my dad was out in the garage working on his bike he had been drinking and let slip that in their teens she had been quite a wild child. Apparently she used to mix her antidepressants with tequila and they’d have sex…

What a hypocrite… Claiming she was a virgin. What does she think… that I want to end up like her?.. Sounded like misery. One day I’ll bring that one up when she’s getting on to me about something she thinks I shouldn’t be doing. But until then I’ll just reveille in the fact that I know something juicy my siblings don’t.

I went to my room and locked my door. So excited for tonight. I stripped down to nothing and stared in the mirror for awhile. I never had a ton of insecurities about my body like most girls I knew. But I loved my breasts. I wasn’t allowed to highlight them. My mom would freak if she saw me trying to leave the house in a low cut top which is why I would throw on a sweater or jacket over it most days.

I went into my dresser and pulled out some sexy navy blue lingerie I had shoplifted from the store last time Alice and I went to the mall. We would steal lingerie for the thrill of it. We got off on being sinners, I guess. I slipped the panties over my freshly shaven legs and clasped the bra to my breasts. The tops never quite fit right because my waist is so much smaller than my chest. But I liked the way they filled the cups like they were simply dying to be released from the tight hold.

I love the way that the lace felt against my skin and how hard my nipples got looking at my reflection. I pulled my hair clip out and my golden locks fell down my shoulders, softly tickling my back. I watched myself in the mirror, the movements that made my breasts shake, the way the panties hugged my hips, and the feeling against my clit as I pulled the fabric between my lips.

I was starting to get too aroused so, I got ready for the night. I sprayed on the sexiest smelling perfume I had. This one had notes of cherry which I found humorous since I was going to do everything in my power to pop my cherry tonight. I slipped on a tight spaghetti strap red dress and threw an oversized hoody on over that. Joseph sent me a text that he was outside and I could feel my heart sink in my chest. I felt so nervous but even more excited. I ran down the stairs of my house and out the door before my parents could say a word.

I ran to the car and got in the passenger side. Joseph smiled at me as I leaned in and kissed his cheek. He was wearing nice black jeans and a button up shirt. He looked devilishly handsome. I immediately pulled off my hoody and threw it in the back seat.

“Wow, you look gorgeous!”
He said looking honestly taken aback.
“Thank you.” I smiled, tucking my hair behind my ear.
“I was thinking we could go to my house… My uncle has the late shift at the hospital so, we’ll be alone.” He said avoiding eye contact
I didn’t want to sound too eager but inside I was jumping at the idea of being all alone together, all night.
I placed my hand on his arm.
“I’d love to.” I said, looking deep into his eyes.
“Well, okay!” He sounded like he was getting excited too.

It was a short drive to his house. It was a little smaller than ours. They took much better care of the lawn than we did. I thought as we walked to the front door together silently.
As soon as we were inside I wanted him to take me but he probably wasn’t as aggressively eager as I was. “Nice place. Do you bring all your dates here? I asked taking a seat on the couch. I noticed the lighting was pretty dim.
“Hah!” He laughed. “What dates?”
Crazy, I thought. That he would even joke about having girl troubles when he looks like that. “He twisted the dimmer switch up just a bit making it a little brighter in the living room.

“Can I see your room?” I asked playing with the tassel hanging down from the arm of the couch.
He walked over to me and held out his hand to help me up. We walked hand in hand to the back of the house and he opened the door.
His room was as clean as his car though, full. It was a small room but mostly because of his large bed. He had old western movie posters on his walls and cowboy hats hanging from a stand.

I walked over and pointed at one.
“Why haven’t I seen you in one of these yet?” I grabbed one off the rack and placed it on my head.
“I don’t know…” He slipped his hands in his pockets. “I usually wear them more in the summer.”
I smiled, playfully grabbing him by the collar and pulling his body along, walking to the bed. My head was spinning. We stood there face to face. He pulled the hat off my head and placed it back on the rack behind me without breaking eye contact.

“That’s better.” He said sweetly, caressing my cheek. His chest was so close to me now and my face was getting warmer. I couldn’t wait.
I leaned in and kissed him. Running my tongue along his bottom lip. He seemed surprised at first but quickly leaned into me, curling his tongue in my mouth and pulling me into his body. I kissed him aggressively, pushing him down on to the bed. I climbed in his lap and kissed him again grinding against him slowly.

He broke our kiss.
“Woah, hold on… Maybe we shouldn’t…” He said, out of breath, looking away from me.
“I know you want me… I can feel it!”
I pushed my hand into his erection.
He gasped and his eyes rolled back just a little bit. Maybe he needs a little more convincing… I thought.
I stood to my feet and pulled my dress down revealing my sexy lace lingerie.

“Fuck!” He whispered. As he took in my form. His hand clasped his mouth as I spun around for him to see the back.
“We shouldn’t do this, right?”
I almost whispered, sliding my hand down my body and pushing one finger into my pussy that was beginning to drench my panties. I walked toward him. My fears all fading away now. His eyes got wider and I could see his breath quickening. “But…” I whispered, placing a finger on his lips and lifted a leg up on to the bed. “We both want to do this…” I slid it into his mouth to remind him of my taste.

He licked my juices off without breaking eye contact and I leaned in and licked his tongue. He pulled me in for a kiss as I got down on my knees.I began unbuttoning his pants and he exhaled loudly, laying down on the bed without another complaint. “God! You’re trouble!” He whispered as I pulled his pants to the floor so that I would have full access.

“I shouldn’t have to tell you that I’ve never done this before.” I said feeling nervous. Before he could speak, my mouth was on his cock. But my hands were tucked firmly between my legs. His head lifted quickly off the bed and I met his eyes. My tongue exploring the underside of his length as I began to move him in and out of my mouth. I could only fit about half of him in without touching my throat. “Ohhhh…” He moaned.

Hmm… Maybe I’m doing well. I thought, pulling back, letting my tongue linger and dance against his tip. My mouth started producing a lot of saliva and I just let it fall out forming a puddle in his lap as I pushed my head down again feeling his tip enter my throat. I smiled at the tickle it left.
He fell back against the bed again.
Groaning.

I had always been curious about the balls since guys always mention them being so sensitive… I pulled my mouth off of him, my lips making a *smack* sound as they left his tip. I slowly stroked him with one hand as I gently took one of his balls into my mouth. Running my tongue all over it and moaning against it. His moaning grew more desperate. He gripped the sheets next to him.

I felt Joseph grab my arm and I looked up taking my mouth off him.
“That feels fucking fantastic! But, if you don’t stop, I’m going to cum.”
I smiled. “No, no. Not yet. I’m just getting started with you.” I got off my knees and climbed on top of him, kissing him again. He kissed me more passionately now. I could feel his hard cock pulsing through the lace of my panties. I sat up and started unbuttoning his shirt, I was having trouble so, he just ripped it open. “You’re such a turn on!” I said, helping him pull it off.

Once we were both naked, I was ready! Soaking wet and full of lust. He flipped me over on my back and placed himself between my legs. Pushing his tip against my opening. “Are you sure you want to do this… With me?” He asked running his hand through my hair.
“I. Want. You. More than I’ve ever wanted anything in my life.” I said, placing my hands on his hips pulling him inside of me slowly. He watched my face as he slid his entire length in. He looked like he could cum upon entry.

Ow! I thought, but wouldn’t let a single word come out. I wrapped my arms around him and buried my face in his neck until I relaxed. The pain felt good and bad at the same time. He was so gentle but I could tell he was really holding back. I sighed when the pain subsided and was moving into his thrusts.

“Wait.” I said. He stopped.
“I’m sorry! Am I still hurting you?” He asked, looking worried.
“No. I just want to be on top”
I said, smiling. He flipped me back on top of him which seemed easy.
I placed my hands on his chest and his length slid inside me easily.
I started moaning uncontrollably, riding him faster. He was grabbing my breasts and rubbing his thumbs into my nipples. Biting into my lip I tried to stop the screams from escaping my mouth but I could feel my orgasm building as I was grinding my clit into his pelvis.

“I’m gonna cum! I’m gonna cum!”
He yelled out to warn me but I wasn’t ready yet. I put my hands on his shoulders and pulled him inside me deeper as I orgasmed. I threw my head back, shaking in ecstacy and instinctively digging my fingernails into his chest.
“Ahhh!” He groaned at the pain.
I slowed my thrusts and fell against him in exhaustion. We both remained silent as our breathing and hearts slowed to normal.

“JOEY? I’M HOME!”

We heard coming from the front of the house.
“Oh my God!” I whispered. I hurriedly jumped off of him stumbling a bit as my legs hadn’t completely stopped shaking. I giggled but tried to stay quiet.
“Shhh!” He laughed. I grabbed my dress and slipped it back on with little grace.

“Okay, I’m gonna go out there and get rid of my Uncle. You just stay in here and be quiet.” He said, smiling while poking my nose.
“Okay… Joeyyy.” I teased him.
He chuckled and out he went.
I tried to listen to their conversation through the door but I was only getting bits and pieces. Something about Pizza… and Town… I gave up.

A few minutes later I heard the front door close and Joseph walked back in the room smiling, he grabbed me and kissed me. When he pulled back he grabbed both my hands and said “We don’t have long. I asked my Uncle to grab a pizza to get him out of here.” He chuckled.
“I don’t want you to go… That was just amazing… Wow.” His hands shook. “God, for me too! Unbelievable!” I giggled. “But…I should probably walk home now. We wouldn’t want your Uncle to find me here. I said, a little disappointed.

I walked home, excited. My empty pussy still pulsing, his warm cum dripping down my thighs…
Joseph had fulfilled so many of my fantasies in just one night. It felt like something was starting…
I couldn’t wait to see him again…

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