I(26f) Found A Video of my Bf(25m) Fucking His Ex(25f) (ddlg, jealousy kink)

I have a lot of trust issues with cheating because of previous relationships. I know it’s bad but I went through my boyfriend’s phone without him knowing and went through his saved photos. I scrolled all the way to the bottom and that’s when I found a video of him fucking his ex from behind. Her juicy ass bouncing on his dick. Immediately my heart dropped seeing the man I love fuck another woman, I felt betrayed it was still on his phone even though they broke up years ago. I deleted it immediately out of anger. I ALMOST got caught, he came back in the room just seconds later… surprisingly the feeling of getting away with it made me horny. I jealousy fucked him, I thought to myself, “I have to remind myself I can fuck better than her.” I deep throated him until I was a wet slobbery mess with spit dripping down his balls and my tits. I love being a slutty mess for my daddy. I love being his fuckdoll whenever he needs and most certainly I love all my holes to be the ONLY ones he gets to degrade and use. Fuck all those bitches before me, he doesn’t need those sluts when he has me. I found myself getting extra turned on feeling I need to “prove myself” by being the biggest slut as possible for him. Putting on a show I know no girl has ever done for him. I want to be the most perfect and submissive little girl for him.

I haven’t told him I went through his phone, or that I found it. But… After stewing in my own anger and jealousy I feel turned on knowing he could be looking for it on his phone and not finding it but knowing he can’t bring it up to me because then it’ll be admitting he had it. I was jealous but now I feel so turned on by this bit of power I now have over the situation. Which has led me to thinking about that video from a different perspective.. I think it’s kinda hot. I wonder if I admitted to what I’ve done if I’d get a huge spanking as punishment.

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/11c6ihn/i26f_found_a_video_of_my_bf25m_fucking_his_ex25f