A Prayer Journal Full of Sins [FF]

TLDR: My friend convinced me to masturbate with her while my husband was at work.

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Hey everyone! This is my first story on here so I hope you like it! It is based on a true experience in my own life. Names have been changed and some details have definitely been romanticized.

This is the first of many stories I plan to write from my experiences from the perspective of a girl who grew up in a very religious environment and starts making her prayer journal more of a written confessional for her sins.

I hope you all enjoy it!

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Dear God,

I know we haven’t talked as much recently but I think we both know why. If I’m honest I’ve been really tempted recently.

It’s been a rough week? month? Who honestly knows how long anymore? But the weekend was around the corner and my friend from college, Alyssa, was coming to visit me and Grayson. I was beyond excited! I hadn’t seen her since graduation and I was looking forward to catching up on the latest drama and her love life.

Grayson sadly had to cancel on having dinner with us due to work scheduling. So me and Alyssa decided to stay in, relax, chat, watch some tv and we’d go out to eat the next day.

So fast forward and we’re relaxing on the couch. We were about 1 cushion away from each other on the sectional. We decided to put on a movie for background noise. We just picked Friday the 13th (a newer one. I had never seen it).

As we talked I noticed that the movie was heading toward a sex scene. Growing up I always skipped these and felt they were inappropriate. I reach for the remote and start to fast forward.

Alyssa looks at me a bit confused “why are you fast forwarding?”

“I mean…we don’t have to. It’s just…”

“Oh don’t be such a prude! You’re married. You know what sex is. Besides I’m sure you play with yourself thinking of scenes like this anyway.”

“Well…”

“Well I mean before you got married of course.”

“Not really…”

“Not really?”

“I mean I haven’t really touched myself like that…ever.”

She looked at me like she had no idea who I was anymore.

“You’re kidding! I sometimes can’t quit!” She laughed

There was a pause and she said “why don’t you try it?”

“What?”

“Ya know, you can see what it’s like. I’ll show you.”

At this point I had no idea what to do but I just looked at her and said a bit softly “okay.”

She begins to pealing off her tank top, her petite breasts were straining against this little white polka dot bra.
She told me to join her and with that I nervously removed my t-shirt, exposing my bare breasts to her. “Lie down Katie.” She whispered as She lies down across from me. Our eyes locked as we look across our bodies directly at each other.

“Just follow my lead.” She says as her tongue extends and runs across her index finger, sucking it slightly before she pulls off her shorts and runs her finger down her stomach and it slips into her pink panties.

I do as she does, removing my shorts and as I spit on my finger and my saliva runs down it’s length I trace over my bare stomach the waist band of my panties. I feel me warmth before I even slide my finger under the fabric. I can see a circling motion in her panties as she starts softly moaning.

I do my best to match her action as I take my wet finger and gradually move in circles on my clit. I can see how wet her panties are getting and her breathing becomes a bit quicker.

I start moving faster than her as I watch her writhe from the pleasure as I feel my back instinctively arch and my hips slowly start to buck against my fingers. Alyssa reach’s up and starts massaging her left breast. Slow kneading motions as she moans softly. I follow her guide as I grab one of my breasts and massage it to match her motion.

Her bucking becomes faster against her hand as I look at her. As we make eye contact I watch her slide her panties off and she runs her finger across her wet folds before slowly plunging it inside her as her eyes don’t leave mine.

I keep massaging my throbbing clit as she adds another finger to her wetness.

She looks at me as my eyes can’t look away from her pussy. “I’m showing you mine. Why don’t you show me yours.

I’m so wet to the point that my panties were going to be unwearable after this. I look away as I slide off my panties and then return to rubbing my clit with my vigor than before.

I spread my legs wide and watch her between them as she throws her head back, bucking against her own hand like each thrust is a wave of pleasure.

She spreads her legs more to show off her shaved, dripping pussy.

Her moans echo in my ears as I feel myself reach that euphoric edge as I desperately rubbing. I writhe around in on my couch as I feel so close to cumming.

Then I hear her say “oh fuck! YES!” She cries out as she bucks rapidly. Her breathing so intense as she bites her lip and throws her head back. Her body tensing and relaxing quickly as she starts to shake a little bit.

Then it finally hit me. I let out a long deep moan as I cum. My whole body shaking, pussy clenching, a nice intense orgasmic wave washes over my as she watches, catching her breath.

When we came down from our euphoric state, we just laid there. When my husband was going to be home, we got dressed and pretended that everything was normal.

But since then nothing has been normal.

Please forgive me my sins and the many more I’ll commit.

– Katie

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I hope you guys enjoyed! I’m open to any and all feedback so feel free to let me know how I can improve my story telling if you have any tips.

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/11bp4t6/a_prayer_journal_full_of_sins_ff