I love being vocal… I want to close my eyes and remember all the noises we made. The small gasps that left my lips when you finally touched me. Your shaky breath against my neck drove me closer to the edge. Your words surround me and make my body react in a way, not even a toy could. The only thing I can do is follow your instructions and beg for more. My mind records those moments for later when I’m somewhere quiet and I can let my hands wander.