The five years leading up to becoming myself were lasckLUSTer due to depression and self repression. Egg cracked in January of ’22. They say hrt nukes your libido until your body adjusts to the meds. Not for me.. my first week had me getting off the old fashioned way no less than twice a day. Wanted to use my original hardware for the first time in a long time which was off-putting at first because I’m a subby bottom at heart. The next three months or so go by and I have little motivation to use my Aneros progasm I bought when I was 18 even though when I have lewd thoughts I can feel butterflies in my prostate.
Fast forward a few more months I download grindr. Change my cringy profile from years prior to a discreet boymodingtrans girl with a couple body shots showing off my toned body in a couple different cute outfits from the years testosterone. Mostly just dick pics and chasers looking for a quick hookup. Chat with a few trans girls, but nothing comes of it. End up going to the opening Michigan night game in A2. Had a blast. In my down time I’m constantly checking grindr. Brother drives home so I have a chance to see if any local girls hmu.
Start talking to this cute bigger trans girl from the area, exchange snapchat fairly quickly after she knew exactly what to say to me-expressing that she’s a domme. Continue chatting for a couple of weeks before we plan a date, she takes me birding in a park she works at. I find her and she’s taller and bigger than me which I perfect because if my broad, muscular shoulders. She makes me feel small for once in my life and I am loving it. I’m usually socially awkward to begin with, but she makes my brain shut off in her presence even worse. Trying to not say anything stupid I let her show me around the trails holding hands and lead the conversation, perfect dynamic. She jokingly suggests we sneak off into the bushes so I can give her head. Laugh it off bc the park is waaay to busy for that. We get lunch and I have to cut the date short for its a work night and I’m a cranky bitch when I don’t get at least 7 hours of beauty rest. We hug and kiss and continue to chat only a couple days a week keeping in touch, live over an hour apart.
Now she’s confident she likes me, starts sending nudes of her beautiful soft body. More brain stutters, I tell her I’m self conscious of my body. Send her a pic of one of my small hrtitties. She likes but tells me she hopes I become more comfortable showing her my full body with time. Move on with the conversation and sparsely think of it.
One morning I have the house to myself and she knows this. She tells me she wants some nudes from around the house. I’m feeling it so I do my first solo shoot. Try out a couple different locations, one on the couch for the front and one perousing the fridge from behind. God damn am I hot. Thoughts of being Ace race through my head. I send them to her and she is loving it, sexting ensues.
Two months go by of mostly normal conversation with a mix of random nudes an freshly showed pics. She asks me if I want to go to a state park three amd a half hours away to go birding and hiking. I love nature so we plan it out a week in advance. We were gonna carpool from a place closer to me but I somehow convince her we should just have a sleepover and leave together. When I get to her place she greets me blocking the doorway almost demanding a kiss to let me in without saying anything, I feel small againš„° I brought some pizza so we just watch the golden girls while I show her how to do pedicures.
When we decide we are already up too late we decide to go to bed, I feel comfortable enough to show her my body bc she’s seem it all before. She starts to kiss me once she sees me, knowing exactly where to touch. Move to the bed where she admits she’s sexed out from the night prior hooking up with one of her fwbs. I conquer because the night prior I also went on a date with a gay femboy, big mistake(story coming soon). We spoon and both don’t get enough sleep for the long day ahead of us.
I’ll spare you the details of our day getting stoned listening to her favorite female folk-country artist and don’t find the bird she’s looking for. I drive home wanting desperately to take control of the radio, but I’m too submissive to say anything. Say our farewells and continue our sparse conversations over the next few weeks.
Here’s where it gets spicy..
We plan to hang out one Saturday, don’t really talk about doing anything explicit, we are both enjoying each other presence at this point. We talk about how cold it’s getting and how cuddles are the best course of action to combat the freezing temperatures, basically go straight to her room and strip to our underwear. I beat her to it, as I’m sprawled across the bed in my new knee high socks, panties, and cute bra my sister gave me she starts complimenting my progress making me blush.
She climbs on top of me and we start kissing. Modest and intimate at first, quickly accelerating with hands and tongue. Again, she knows exactly where to touch. The way she plays with my nipples makes my prostate quiver with ecstasy. Noises escape my mouth I’ve never made before. She starts to suck on my tender, developing breast. My back arches and start uncontrollably start giggly between my moans. She covers my mouth so we don’t disturb her roommates. I instantly become silent, she has full control over me.
She stands up to take off her night gown, exposing her rock hard girldick. As she’s doing so I reposition myself backwards to get face fucked while she’s standing, but she had a better idea. As I’m giving her head she climbs over me again to give me head too, I’ve lost function of ny original hardware but it’s still sensitive and I enjoy the sensations of what I’m feeling so much I can’t control my spasms. Every time my body jolts I only have one direction to go, up. I don’t have enough space to take her out of me even for a break so every spasm she gives me forces her down my throat every time.
This goes on for what feels like eternity, before she asks me if I want her to fuck me. It’s a no-brainer, not like I have a functioning brain at this point anyway. She tells me to turn around. I point my smooth round bosom her way while she prepares the condom and lube. Fingers me to make sure I’m ready too, In doing so she loses just enough hardness to not be able to penetrate me. Nbd it’s not the first time so she breaks out the strap.
She has me turn around, puts my legs over her shoulders before slowly working her modest silicone dildo into me. With ease she works herself deeper inside of me. The toy is the perfect size, not going too deep, massaging my prostate for the first time in years by another person. I’m in total bliss, my uncontrollable moans continue. As she’s fucking me she pokes one of my nipples with her long, sharp nails which causes my leg to kick the shelf over her bed it feels so good. I’ve never felt so feminine in my life.
Eventually she slips out of me from exhaustion and back pain. Panting in bliss we decide to call it. We clean up and I’m a puddle on her bed with the most beautiful afterglow I’ve ever had without coming. She lays next to me so I squeeze her tightly in her arms. Starts playing with my hair and Calls me a good girl.
After a while of this she breaks out her paddle and tells me to bend over her lap. She starts with gentle squeezes and slaps. Slowly intensifying pace and force with her hand. My ass is tender by the time she starts with the paddle which forces more squeals and moans from my mouth. I only last maybe five paddles before it’s too much.
We eventually get dressed and go smoke some weed watching the golden girls before I have to leave still horny, yet more satisfied than ever.
This was my first time writing, I hope you enjoyed it. I’m sure I left out a lot of juicy details. Stories to cum are ‘My First Multiple Orgasm’ and ‘Fun in the Sauna with a Femboy.’