I love getting gangbanged [26F]

I figured I’ll share my thoughts on gangbangs as well. Reading all these stories on reddit over the years has absolutely made me realize that gangbangs probably do happen a bit more than I initially thought, and getting hundreds of messages over the years from other women who want to just talk about gangbangs and fantasize about doing them themselves made me realize how much more common the fetish is. However, what drew me to them in the first place was how taboo they are. I felt like, and still do to an extent, that a gangbang represented the absolute de facto sluttiest thing that a woman can do. Before my first gangbang, I would think about how only porn stars ever get to do gangbangs. If I do a gangbang, I join the ranks of professional sluts, the likes of Jenna Jameson, Briana Banks, Brie Olson, and all the other famous porn stars back in the early 2010s.

Most people might have less than 10 partners over the course of their lives. Maybe some of the more sex positive people might push that number higher, but the way I was before I was married and started swinging, I’d just go from one monogamous relationship to the next, so my count was low and not really any number that would make anybody think, “Wow what a slut she is!” So what could possibly be hotter than the idea of having more cocks in one night than the number that some of my friends have ever had? What could be hotter than the idea of doubling my body count in a single session, or cramming months or years worth of sexual experiences into a single hour?

I obsess over the idea of “no going back”. Maybe it’s some left over psychology from back when I read Catcher in the Rye in high school, but I find the concept of innocence fascinating. Whether it’s the first time you lose your virginity, the first time you post a nude on the internet, the first time you get a facial, or the first time you get gangbanged, I’m fascinated by the concept of before and after. How before something happens, you’d be able to truthfully tell someone that you’ve never done it before, but after it happens, you’d know that you’re lying if you said, “no I’ve never done that before.” When I posted my first pic on reddit 7 or so years ago (which mind you, I went all out: naked on the bed, post sex, holding my tits, with cum on my stomach), I was so turned on for weeks, thinking, “It’s been done. I’m the kind of girl that posts nudes on the internet for other people to see. I’m an internet slut. Thousands of guys are out there jerking it while looking at me.” I obsessed with how it made me feel, like I gave up a bit of control and let other’s objectify me as they pleased. It was like losing a kind of virginity, except of it was hot and scandalous rather than awkward and underwhelming.

Let’s fast forward to gangbangs. Gangbangs are like everything I just described but on steroids. How many friends do you know that have been gangbanged? How would it feel if you knew that you are absolutely the sluttiest of all of them or that you’ve had more cum in one hour than a bunch of them have had in the past few years combined? Now I know that in reality, there’d be no reason why I would ever have to answer a friend’s question of, “Hey, have you ever been gangbanged?” because what the fuck kind of question is that? However, I get turned on by imagining having to play a game of “Never Have I Ever” (which side note: why would I be playing that game at the age of 30?) and having to admit to all my friends that yes, indeed, I am a gangbang slut and have been gangbanged multiple times now. The idea that once you get gangbanged, you’re a gangbang slut forever turns me on. It’s like I’ve unlocked some super rare achievement or something and I get a distinguished award that I get to put on my resume: “acted as a gangbang cum dumpster occasionally since 20xx”. Even if I never got gangbanged ever again, I’ll forever be someone who knows what it’s like to be passed around and be letting guys casually put their cocks in my body and cum wherever they please.

Let’s not forget the feeling of relinquishing control, which is something that I know strikes a chord with so many people. Now for context, I’m usually someone who has a ton of control in my life. I’m a shot caller, a decision maker, and people look to me for guidance and advice. I’m like this at work and with friends and family. I do it for a living and it gets exhausting. So naturally, when I’m getting fucked, the last thing I want to do is have to dictate everything. I just want to let go and be a slut, a fuck toy, a cum dump, a sex object, etc. I want to be cummed on like I’m a human cum rag and I want to be tossed around like I’m a human fleshlight. This is what makes gangbangs so fucking hot. The height of being and doing all these things is doing them for multiple men, and sometimes women, simultaneously and at their will. If you know me and my stories, I fuck the same people over and over again because I trust that they know exactly what I like, what’s off limits, and what I’ll allow them to do. So I like just tossing myself on the bed and just being like, “Go ahead and use me any way you want,” and just basically letting it all happen. I go from being the boss lady in the office to the cum slut on her knees. It’s pretty great.

Now if you’ve made it this far and you’ve got your cock in your hand or your fingers on your clit, let me just say that I’m absolutely about to shittymorph you. As much as I love losing control when I’m getting fucked, you know the one thing I absolutely care about still being in control of? Being pregnant. Every time I post a story of a gangbang, there’s sure to be some comments or messages coming in about “what about getting pregnant? Aren’t you worried about that? Do you use condoms?”. So to answer those questions: No I don’t have the guys use condoms because I’m a cumslut and I need them to easily cum in my mouth, in my pussy, and on my face and condoms slow that process down. I do have an IUD to prevent pregnancy and regarding STIs, I trust the guys to be responsible and not assholes about it. However, IUDs are not bulletproof and there’s always a 0.01% chance that I end up on Maury wondering who the father is because I’m a gangbang slut and there’s a 20% chance that the kid is not my husband’s.

So therefore, yeah, it’s pretty fucking shitty that not even a week from my last post about being a free use slut, Roe v. Wade got overturned and I might have to reconsider how slutty I’m willing to be. Now I happen to live in an area/state where I doubt the decision will affect me, but after years of talking to other girls about wanting to get gangbanged and living out that fantasy, my heart hurts for the wannabe gangbang sluts out there or even the current gangbang sluts that are gonna have to deal with the reality of having to say no to a gangbang because if shit goes wrong, you now have to carry a fetus to full term and be a mom of an unplanned kid for the rest of your life. Best case scenario you love the kid of course, but worst case scenario all your hopes and dreams shatter because you’ve got new responsibilities. Even if you give the kid away, you’ve got to live with that on your conscience, all because you wanted to be a gangbang slut and suck and fuck a bunch of cocks on the same night.

Let’s not talk just about gangbang sluts for a second and broaden things a bit. This entire subreddit was founded for the purpose of sluts promoting other sluts to lean into their sluttiness and be proud of it all. Now, we’re all gonna have to second guess our decisions to fuck that rando we just met or let multiple guys fill our pussies with cum. I don’t think I need to explain to any of the sluts on this subreddit why this supreme court ruling is a fucking shitty thing, but to all the men who lurk this subreddit and enjoy reading about some of reddit’s filthiest, dirtiest, nastiest, and most cum hungry sluts: your chances of ever getting to meet and fuck sluts like us dwindle if your local area outright bans abortion. It would take away the safety net that a lot of sluts need in order to be okay with being a slut. We’ll still exist, but many of us won’t act on our desires as much anymore. If you want to gangbang a slut, it’s gonna be a lot harder to convince her if the entire time she’s thinking about what’s going to happen if she get’s pregnant and has no options in the worst case scenario. At the very least, her pussy isn’t going to be as wet as it needs to be for your maximum enjoyment.

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/zfws3i/i_love_getting_gangbanged_26f