I have nsfw tumbrl account where I try to write things, it helps me cope I’ve always been into doujinshis and fanfiction, I am quite worried since english isn’t my first language, and I get few to no hearts that I am a bad writer, can I find here someone who can read and tell me if its good

Some works get up to 4000 hearts and even on my old tumbrl form high school I barely get 30 hearts on a simple hetalia joke I have made years ago, and yet somehow sharing that I want 4some with two hot guys and one dilf somehow got me 30 hearts in a few days, way faster than my joke for hetalia. I was a reader for many years but now I try to write, it is something between headcanons and drabble fanfiction, some receive more attention than others, for example despite chainsaw man being really big right now, my two headcaons about two characters didn’t receive any attention whcih makes me think they arent good. I dont really have sexual experience which is probably why my writting sucks but I do have interest in it. I dont know if the term is – beta reader, but can i find someone who is willing to review things for me? It is not like a job since people on tumbrl seem to do it for free and I go to college and have a sick mother with cancer so paying some random person from america isnt really going to be possible right now. It is not professional and I am not hiring an editor but looking for someone who can correct me and tell me straight to my face if it is good or not, I apologize if my request is stupid and naive, thanks in advance to anyone who answers.

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/z9r5im/i_have_nsfw_tumbrl_account_where_i_try_to_write