If I had to really think back to the first time I got turned on by the idea of a woman being embarrassed that I saw her nude it would be a She-Hulk comic. On the front she tried to cover her naked body with a newspaper as a hand from out of frame handed her a skipping rope. She-Hulk looked nervous and was saying “hey, no… you’re kidding right?” As exciting letters below read “This is it! Because you demanded it”. Just the idea that readers like me who had dreamed of being able to see her naked were the reason this was happening was the first turn on. The second came from the fact that she really didn’t want to, but it was her job to please the readers so she had to. Unfortunately there was no actual nudity, all the goods were hidden by conveniently places swooshes of the skipping rope. It didn’t stop my teenage brain from filling in the gaps though. In my head her tits were bouncing all over the place, and it was just for me. For the first few pages She-Hulk’s jumps rope while making commentary as always. She winces in embarrassment as she talks about how all the dignity and respect she’s earned has been wiped clean and laments that it’s all just for sales. Eventually she is told to stop and it’s revealed that she was wearing a bikini the whole time. My young chose to forget about that part though.
After that moment my brain was never the same again, I couldn’t stop my cock from getting hard just at the thought of a woman being humiliated and degraded just to please perverts like me. Seeing a mix of shame and embarrassment on a girl’s face after her body was exposed was what made me cum better than anything else. Throughout my teenage years I took every opportunity I could to possibly get a peek down a girl’s shirt or watch carefully when a girl went down a water slide just incase her top slipped down.
For obvious reasons I’m not going to stay very long with my adolescent years, and to be honest there wasn’t much there. When I went to college everything changed, suddenly everyone was much more willing to be open about sex. I was still pretty introverted and would be the last person to ever be invited to any of the frat parties or anything cool. I was a band nerd, but lucky for me band nerd parties often get pretty horny. One night after hanging out with a few of the other nerds we decided that we should all play spin the bottle because we’d never done it before. Everyone seemed into it except for my friend Ryan and his girlfriend Shannon, which made sense. They were pretty recently in a relationship and it must have been pretty weird to suddenly kiss randoms at a party in front of each other. They ended up both reluctantly agreeing.
Now before I get into the rest of this story I need to give you a mental image of Shannon. She a jewish girl, probably only 5 feet tall, a little chubby but at that height was probably only 120lbs. Big blue eyes and curly brown hair and big fat tits. Anyways, back to the story.
We all took turns kissing, I kissed probably about 4 guys too just to not quit and miss out on not kissing the girls or seeing the girls kiss. No matter how good it was to make out with cute girls, watching the cute girls share their first lesbian kisses was even better. My friend Levi noticed that the novelty was starting to wear off after we all had pretty much kissed and did something I’d never have the guts to do. He suggested “how about we turn it into strip spin the bottle”. The second he said it I almost exploded in my pants as I saw Shannon’s face show worry.
Everyone agreed including Ryan, Shannon turned to him and started talking quietly on the edge of the circle. I could tell she was trying to convince him to stop playing but he just wasn’t the type that would want to be seen as the most prudish. As the bottle spun around everyone slowly started to lose their clothes. Eventually each girl took of their bras and no matter how good they looked it was no match for how shamefully Shannon removed hers. At first she tried to cover up too but Levi told her it was the rules that she had to show them to everyone. My dick was half hard just from her reaction of having to show her big juicy tits. Every time I’d see her catch one of us staring and she’d realize we were going to be jerking to her later my cock would pulse with excitement.
After a while all everyone was just down to their underwear and all the girls were topless. It was getting clear that the girls were not looking forward to showing their pussies so Levi stepped up again and said “how about we go back to kissing but we also get to squeeze your tits?” The first spin was mine, and I got Shannon. I kissed her deep and squeezed her big tit hard the whole time. When I pulled away Ryan was glaring at me with jealousy. It was now Shannon’s turn, and it went back to me. This time I used both hands and rubbed and massaged her big tits. This time when I pulled away I saw the shame on her face, it was clear she wasn’t into me at all. It was my spin again, and almost like it was meant to be it went back to Shannon. This time I spent less time kissing her and more time bouncing and jiggling her tits just like I imaged She-Hulk doing all those years back.
Right after I finished Ryan grabbed Shannon’s clothes and quickly went off to argue with her in another room. That was the last time I saw Shannon and one of the last times I saw Ryan. I feel bad about what happened but it also provided me with so much jack off material for the future. It would also be only the beginning in the realization of my fetish.
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Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/z1mybn/how_to_make_a_voyeurism_fetish_part_1