I had an experience with my mother that was interesting and has brought up unexpected feelings for me. I wanted to share in case anyone else has had this experience or has advice for me.
Some background: I’m a 23 yr old male, and my mom is only 40. She obviously had me very young, and I’ve never known my dad. I guess he didn’t want anything to do with a child at that age, and they just went their own ways. My mom actually admitted to me once that she probably would have gotten an abortion, but her ironically much older conservative parents wouldn’t have it. She was too young to go about it without their permission at the time. Both my grandparents died a while back, so my only family is my mom and her younger sister (my aunt) who moved far away and we rarely see.
My mom’s done really well for herself given the events of her life. Her parents were well enough off and supported her as a young single mother. I could go on and on, but to get to the point, she’s really great, and I’m really proud of her. She’s dated off and on and was even in a serious relationship for a few years when I was in college, but nothing stuck.
We live in an area where there are a lot of outdoor activities. The main one that we share is skiing. We’ve been skiing together since I was a kid. At this point I definitely ski more with my friends, but I do still go with her sometimes. Now that I’m out of college, I decided to move home with her to take it easy for a while before taking the next step whether that’s more school or career or whatever. She doesn’t live far from where I went to school so it’s not a big deal really but saves me a ton of money.
Which brings us to my story. We decided to go skiing somewhere that’s new to us that’s farther away than we usually go and make a whole weekend of it. We got a room with two beds and went skiing. It was all good and normal. The second day, we were both physically exhausted from skiing so hard the first day and trying to get our money and time’s worth out of the trip, but we’re just really fuckin beat. She suggested we go to a hot spring that’s nearby that she had heard about. I told her fuck yeah that sounds amazing, but I didn’t have swim trunks and where can you find those in the winter. She told me it’s actually a nude hot spring so you don’t need any.
My heart stopped. I wouldn’t say I’m shy, but being naked in front of people is still a really crazy concept to me. And being naked in front of my mom? And my mom being naked in front of me???
I must have looked shocked because she laughed and tried to reassure me saying, “it’s ok! We don’t have to go if it’ll make you uncomfortable! I just thought it sounded nice and interesting and our muscles could use it. We could also try to buy some shorts somewhere if you really want?”
I didn’t want to look like a wimp and didn’t want be an inconvenience especially since she went out of her way to plan and pay for this awesome trip. She also seemed excited about the nude hot spring, so I told her it’s fine and I don’t mind. I expressed I wasn’t really sure about it, but I’d try it out.
So we went, checked in, and went to our separate changing rooms. I got naked, wrapped a towel around myself, and stashed my stuff in a little cubby. I waited for her by the entrance to the actual hot springs. She came out in a towel as well, and we gave each other awkward excited nervous looks before going out.
The hot spring is outside and it’s January so the air was fairly cold, but the sun was bright which helped a lot. We took a walk around the place first to check it out. There are different pools, some hotter, some cooler, some deeper, some more shallow, some large, some small, and a sauna. We decided on the larger one where most the other people were as it was pretty hot, and it wouldn’t feel so much like it was just us two. The whole area was really beautiful actually.
There were like 10 people in there. I’d say about half had swimsuits and half were naked or I couldn’t tell under the water. My mom said, “Alright let’s do it!” She turned away and tossed her towel on a nearby rack and walked in. I only saw her from the back but that’s the first time I’ve seen my mom naked. From behind, she looked like she could be much younger and looked really good actually. I don’t know what I was expecting, but I was surprised. I guess I’ve just never thought of her like that before. She was always just “mom.” I took my towel off and followed her covering myself with my hands.
I’m ashamed that I was embarrassed. It’s just a body, and everyone here is probably ok with it (they kind of have to be). Still, with the exception of my mom’s butt, I haven’t actually seen any nudity here yet since everyone’s in the water. So I still felt really strange about it. I tried to not be too obvious, but I watched her ass move the whole time as I followed her in. As soon as I got deep enough, I dropped down to hide most of my body, which is good because she turned and look at me with a smile. We were both mostly in the water so I couldn’t see anything and I don’t think she could see me under there either.
We found a spot and kicked back to relax in the nice hot water. I actually found it very relaxing, but my mind was still kinda freaking out. We talked about how nice it was and the skiing. We were silent for a while as well. During that time, I did see some other people get in or out and see their naked bodies. It was pretty overwhelming at first to see people just naked there: boobs, butts, dicks, and even vaginas (as much as you can see in a standing position). It seemed like a lot of women chose to wear bottoms even if their breasts were out. I was surprised that I actually got used to it fairly quickly and started to relax more.
But soon my mom said she wanted to try a different spot. I agreed (hesitantly) and followed her. Instead of going out to where our towels were, she climbed out a different way and abandoned our towels completely. I didn’t want to be outdone, sons aren’t supposed to be more timid than their moms, right? So I climbed out and followed her. She went to a very small one more like a hot tub and climbed in. Before I could hop in and hide, she had sat facing me and watched me climb in. I definitely saw her looking at my package as I did, and I swear she was holding back a small smile.
I tried to act nonchalant, but I’m sure I looked like an idiot. Seconds later a woman came by and hopped in with us. It’s still totally wild being naked with two naked, or mostly naked women (she had bottoms on). She struck up a conversation with my mom. Mostly small talk. This spring was much much hotter than the first, and my mom repositioned so she was sitting half in, half out of the water, her breasts on full display. I was already in this position as well to cool off a bit. I tried not to look at her, but anytime I knew she and the other woman were looking at each other and not me, I would steal a look to take in her body.
This is that weird moment where I really saw my mom not as my mom, but as a sexy woman. I’ve never been attracted to older women in the past, but since maybe the middle of my senior year of college I did start to see the appeal of older women. With her in front of me like this, I was really blown away at how attractive she is. Her breasts are actually really nice too.
With how I was sitting higher up and with her angle no longer low but up above the water, I’m sure she could see my penis in the water. It was all too much, and I got very aroused. This isn’t the type of place you flaunt your boner in front of people. I felt like a total creep or at least I didn’t want others to look at me as a creep, so I slunk back into the water and did what I could to hide it. I was able to get my erection under control but just barely.
We moved around to other springs, and I continued to get glimpses of her body and sometimes I was really able to just drink in the “scenery” when she was relaxing in front of me. She seemed totally calm about the whole thing while I was a anxious ball of fear and excitement.
We were probably there for around two hours total before leaving to go back to the hotel. When we were in our beds that night before going to sleep, we lay there talking about it. I told her I was surprised how she was so confident and comfortable and how I thought it was so cool. She teased me about how I was being shy and said it’s nothing she hasn’t seen. I reminded her how that was a long time ago, and she joked that it wasn’t that long ago anymore.
We ended the conversation with me saying that I actually really loved it and her telling me she loved it too. She seemed to stare into my eyes more intensely and differently than she ever has before. It felt like a noticeable vibe shift, but I was also afraid I was just projecting my own new feelings onto her.
I actually got really hard talking about it and revisiting my memories of the day. I was squeezing and stroking myself lightly under the covers while we had this conversation. The heater/air conditions unit was pretty loud, and after we turned the lights off, I was so turned on I couldn’t help but masturbate in the dark. I came right there one bed over from my mom which is so unlike me. I cleaned myself up with my underwear and slept naked the rest of that night.
In the morning she got up before me and went to the bathroom. I saw her before she disappeared around the corner and she was naked too! I couldn’t believe it. I pretended to be asleep but watched her get back into bed naked. After a bit I got up clothed, and she was clothed too. So we both were naked all night but pretending not to be.
I’ve thought about that trip a ton since then. We have expressed to each other was multiple times how much fun it, so we’re going back soon.
I’ve also masturbated many times thinking about her naked and can’t believe I’ve let myself think these things. But now that I’ve let myself cross that line, I see her totally differently. She’s really sexy and beautiful, and I really want to see her naked again soon. This time, I want to be fully confident like she was and not hide anything. I want to know what she would think seeing me like that too.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/ym4xt3/nude_hot_spring_with_my_mom_part_1_incestpublic
Such a hot story. I was turned on the entire time