My oral fixation and how I decided to satisfy it 20f

It’s a bit embarrassing to admit here, but I’ve always had a strong oral fixation, almost to the point that I preferred it to normal sex…

To help satiate my desires, my friends and I devised a plan, hoping to get it out of my system, or at least keep my quiet about it for a while. We were going to call up our previous hook-ups, as well as any guys we could vet as trustworthy, and invite them to, essentially, fuck my throat with no strings attached. It sounds bad, but believe me, it was incredible!

Before we knew it, the group-chat was flooded with men that were eager to take part, and with the date set, it was only a matter of me waiting until I could finally fall to my knees and indulge in my desires. When it finally did come, I was almost hesitant to believe anyone would actually show up, but my friends held the door, allowing the first of, what would turn out to be, many men inside of my room. Instantly, I felt my sense of pride shattered, his hands roughly grabbing the sides of my head, forcing my face into his crotch and his cock down my throat. His uncaring and brutal treatment was lighting a fire inside of me, every pent-up desperate craving to be treated like this came to the surface, my fingers drifting between my legs to finally cum the way I had been imagining for weeks now!

It was like a marathon of masturbating, a constant flow of the most intense orgasms imaginable, all given to me without any effort, my wet, waiting hole offering pleasure to any who came, the only cost being that I’m left with a sticky treat to swallow once they were finished with me… It was degrading to see them come and go, even more-so with how roughly they treated my poor through, but every second that my fingers fucked my tight pussy made it worth it. The pleasure I felt from sucking their cocks was so intense that I had to stop touching myself at times, not wanting to end up a broken mess with an open door like that.

By the end of the night, I had a dumb smile on my face, laying down on my bed, legs parted, my face smeared obscenely with the loads of countless men, my tongue absent-mindedly trying to lick up what remained across my cheeks. My mind couldn’t help from wandering back to thoughts of what had happened only moments ago, my fingers tracing across my tight hole, I began fingering myself to the thought, the last thoughts I can remember before I passed out, cumming my brains out all over again.

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/xsvbcd/my_oral_fixation_and_how_i_decided_to_satisfy_it