To my loving husband,
I’m writing you this letter because I have something very important to talk to you about and I needed to organize my thoughts. Before I get to that, though, I wanted to start by thanking you. I think back to when we first started cuckolding and all the excitement and nervousness that we felt: excitement mostly for me and nervousness pretty much all for you. Do you remember being uncomfortable with me simply kissing another man outside the bedroom? You have grown so much it’s absolutely amazing and I want you to know how proud I am of you. Every step of the way you’ve allowed me to gently push your boundaries, trusted me with the most important and intimate parts of our relationship and prioritized my needs and desires above all else. I’ve never felt more loved and in love with you, baby.
On that note, the greatest example of your love has been this pregnancy. You know I was devastated when we found out that you would not be able to have any more children. I know that I had been on the fence about expanding our family but having that choice being taken away didn’t make it easier like I thought it would; it broke me. You loved me so well during that time, although I always thought that in the back of your mind you must have been relieved that we wouldn’t be having any more children. So when my boyfriend offered to be our sperm donor, I remember feeling so afraid to tell you. Not only did I think you didn’t want more kids but obviously having a baby with him would be far more significant than going out on dates, kissing or having sex. I was positive that despite you wanting to say yes for my happiness, you’d never be comfortable enough to.
I will never forget the night that we got in bed and I told you. You said I was shaking and I was. You held my hand, stroked my hair, looked into my eyes and told me to just say it. I did. I said that he had offered to be my sperm donor and give me another baby. I said that I thought it made sense and seemed like an ideal scenario. Him and I already had an intimate and loving relationship that I felt safe in, he would get to fulfill his fantasy of breeding a married woman and fucking a pregnant wife with zero responsibility and we would be able to expand our family like we wanted to. I was just so sure it would be a bridge too far for you. You have always been so patient and pushed yourself for me, it was the least I could do to give you as much time as you needed to think about it. I always kept it in the back of my mind that I was not going to bring it up to you; for something this significant, it had to be your idea too. I know I have said it over and over again but the night that you turned to me in bed and said yes, that you wanted me to be happy and that him and I could start trying for a baby, that was the greatest love we have ever made and I don’t think anything will top it.
Before I get to the important thing I need to tell you, I need you to understand what exactly you gave me that night when you said that you wanted me to have his baby. I know that since you are my cuck husband you will probably enjoy hearing it but I also think that in order to accept what I’m going to tell you, you need this context. As soon as my boyfriend and I knew we could start trying, our relationship was filled with this incredibly exciting energy that we hadn’t felt since we first started having sex. I know that you noticed I was acting happier and I just wanted to let you know that you were right. Knowing that my boyfriend was going to give us a baby filled me with indescribable excitement. Every time I would see him it was all I could think about. All I wanted to do was have him inside me. That very first night that he lay me down to breed me was the best sex I’ve ever had with him. We both came so hard and you know that because his penis reaches so deep inside me, I swear I could feel him squirting his cum right on my cervix and getting me pregnant at that moment. As we both know that’s exactly what happened. I almost wish it had taken more tries because that night of breeding sex with him was so amazing. Thank you for giving me that.
So, my boyfriend and I are pregnant; that’s nothing new. However, since this is our last child, I want this pregnancy to go as smoothly and possible and do whatever I have to do to make it that way. There are two things that I feel like I need to do to make this experience the best for me. I’ve been doing a lot of research about how to have a healthy, happy pregnancy and I came across some studies about semen exposure. I can send you the links but basically, it’s been suggested that lots of exposure to the father’s semen can both act as a cure for morning sickness and reduce the risk of preeclampsia. So the first thing is that I’m going to be taking my boyfriend’s cum inside of me more often. I know that we already have a lot of sex but we’ve talked about trying for every other day, to let him have a day to recover and make more. Also, please don’t take this personally but I’m going to try having him cum in my mouth and swallowing too since the studies suggest both vaginal and oral. I know that sounds like a lot and it probably means that I’ll be in the mood less for sex with you, but I just want to remind you that we will absolutely still be having intimacy and the situation is only temporary, until the baby is born.
On the topic of us having sex, the second thing is that in addition to lots of semen exposure from the father, being exposed to semen from anyone else but the father could possibily have a detrimental effect. That means until the baby is born, I don’t think it’s a good idea to have your cum inside me, including precum. So to be specific, no more blowjobs until the baby is born. Also, although I may allow it once in a while, I really hate using condoms, especially after all the bare sex I’ve been having, so I’d really like you to expect just not being inside my pussy or my mouth until the baby comes, so I can focus on only having his cum inside me. I know that is a lot to ask and I really do want your honest feelings about it but again, this is really important to me and it’s only a temporary situation. Like I mentioned earlier, we will still be intimate. You can still have my hand and my tits and of course you can jerk off as often as you want. We will still cuddle and hug and kiss and do all the things we love to do together. I just really hope that we can reserve my mouth and pussy for my boyfriend until our newest member of the family arrives.
Please think about it honey and again, I love you so much.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/xarbfm/what_to_expect_while_im_expecting