Needs advice from a man’s point of view!!**cheated on my husband!!

OK so I cheated on my husband with my friends little brother. He’s 28 and I am 36 he’s a bit of a recluse that I’m sure parties all night considering he’s single and 28… anyways I always found him attractive and adorable!!!
Whenever we were together he would flirt even in front of my husband and that super turned me on!!!! Anyways my husband has repeatedly done awful things throughout our marriage…and refuses to acknowledge or change…recently I slid in his instagram DM’s ..he was so freaked out and thought I was drunk all the time..I wasn’t …he was very skeptical and totally scared ..but I sent him so many hot pics and videos that he couldn’t resist!!! One morning after my husband left for work, I told him to
Come fuck me !! He was down but very nervous ..he came through the backyard and into the basement…he was shaking and scared of everything..I got on top and started kissing and he was soooo into it ❤️ he told me he had never had a girl with big boobs so I took my top off and rubbed my big tits all in his face while I rode his hard cock..we were both saying how much we loved this! After it ended he was so flushed and out of breath ..he kissed me and said to text him..when he left he thought there was a camera but it wasn’t it was a door handle…he texted next time we go to a hotel room cause he could perform
The way he wanted knowing my kids were upstairs…(yes terrible, but they were sleeping) they never knew nor would they ever…the next day his sister invited over to her moms house to swim where he lives , so I went hoping to see him and tease a little with my daisy dukes shorts. But it was a kid friendly night and his mom and sis were there I had no intention of fucking just innocent tease?!?! What makes it worse is I did have a few to many drinks cause I was so nervous to see him..he never even came home and my gf thought it was best to have my husband come get me so he did and had to leave his truck at the house all
Night…..that morning I was blocked by him …wtf?!?!?!!!??

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/w3ocvk/needs_advice_from_a_mans_point_of_viewcheated_on