Just a little story from tonight.
Typically he doesn’t touch me while I suck on him. I don’t mind really; it lets me focus on the themes in a gory movie while he tries his best not to throat-fuck me too roughly. Maybe it’s an unhealthy obsessions with sex and death, but it is what it is. Porn is fine, but if you want me wet and hot and horny, put on something gruesome.
Tonight I must have gotten him revved up with pointing out the cutest boys in the film. He likes playing the cuckold, but I haven’t found anyone else willing to watch a man get torn in two while I lick his shaft like an ice cream cone. Make me a little sad – I’ve got all these holes and no one to fill them!
Tonight BF had me do something a little different, and I couldn’t be more delighted. He asked me to sit on his dick while we watched for a while, and of course I had to be a tease about it. I found out if I leaned forward, I could rub my clit on the head of his cock. Once I finally let him inside (bareback, of course – the benefits of HRT!), he was gripping my hips to try and make me move. Or keep me still – it was hard to tell. He knows not to cum inside either way.
And then we had a commercial. If you saw the first couple of these, you might know that I stop whatever I’m doing during any commercial. This means, of course, that I start up again once the movie does. This time I licked my own pussy juice off his cock. I cleaned him off with my tongue and made him cum without even using my hands. Good boy that he is, he kept it below my shoulders.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/vfqam2/i_conditioned_my_boyfriend_to_get_hard_for_horror
Gory horror porn might drive you insane, OP.