NOT A SEXY STORY BUT A SAD STORY PLEASE HELP ME😔

I don’t really know how to word this but Im 20 having problems with squirting/cumming. Personally I think that touching myself isn’t something that I should do but everyone, strokes, fingers and fuck themselves but why am I like this? I love to fuck I just don’t do it myself. Well I’ve NEVER SQUIRTED and this upsets me, because Ive been dating my boyfriend over 3 years and I have not came. I always make him nut but I can never. I need help. I need serious help. I really want to squirt all over my boyfriends face but how can I accomplish this? Its so bad I cry myself to sleep sometimes and I feel useless.

Please dm me any advice helps

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