I am writing this because it makes me feel right and under my own will that is the first thing I want to preface.. I have an unhealthy and downright disturbing obsession with a woman of smooth caramel skin and deep voluptuous curves. As a young white man of rural upBringing I was curious of women of other races and once I moved into the city it appeared to be the only women that would match with me on dating sites.. I had some fun dominating these women as I am very aggressive in bed but one day I came across a woman older than me that was built like an absolute cartoon character… I had to get a date with her… I begged for weeks and she finally allowed it. We ate sushi and I brought her back to my place and before I knew it I was doing something I had never imagined I’d do in my life… I was at this womens knees licking her soles. She didn’t ask me or anything I just did it idk what came over me but I was sucking her toes and kissing her feet while she sipped on a glass of water and giggled. Eventually she laid back on the bed and asked me to fuck her… I was embarrassingly only good for one or two pumps and I blew the biggest load of my life. Ever since this day I’ve known I could only be of use to this woman, this deity as a form of entertainment and hopefully one day economic welfare… I currently support her by paying to subscribe to her Snapchat and buying her dirty gym panties and socks. Sniffing her dirty undergarments is the only thing that gets me off anymore and I’m so thankful she allows me the opportunity to do so.
Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/uqv618/i_28m_white_male_have_become_financially_devoted