I was 18 years old and had just started using Ritalin for ADD. One of the side effects was a pronounced increase in my adolescent lust, which was already quite pronounced. On the Ritalin I began feeling attracted to girls I’d never looked twice at before. Now not only would I look, I’d get rock hard erections and often need to jack off.
At the same time, I noticed that I was even getting hard around certain males. My social sciences teacher was tall with long white hair but he walked with an assurance in himself that made me feel.. excited. He was also tall, broad shouldered, and very strong. He had pronounced veins when he crossed his arms. Sometimes I found myself imagining how big his cock was and how strong he could hold me or toss me around in those arms.
I started having more regular sexual experiences. Always with girls initially. There was a class where Monica and Haley would notice my erection while day dreaming and they started rubbing it under my desk. I got head on the bus from a blonde girl named Dottie who had a great body but sort of a puckered face. The head was amazing.
Finally I got a long term girlfriend who let me go all the way. I remember how bad it was the first few times, it hurt her too much and I was scared. After the third time I was more focused on her pale skin and dark hair. After that when we fucked it was always good for me, and she was cordial if not pleased.
That summer, I was broke. I had a shitty job at McDonalds where a manager kept hitting on me. I wasn’t even 19 and he would constantly find reasons to get me alone and touch me. Sometimes it was my uniform or to brush my hair off my forehead. I remember feeling kind of defensive but also flattered. He must have been early 30s and I liked the attention, especially when he complimented my new muscles.
Nothing ever happened with him. I lost my girlfriend and fucked a few new girls. One was somebody I found on Facebook and we fucked outside in the park. She was my first bigger girl and she was soaking wet. I loved how enthusiastic she was, how she moaned and pulled me in every thrust. She was way better than my ex.
After that, I face fucked a woman in her forties who worked with me at McDonalds. She was the easiest blow I’ve ever gotten. I literally just asked. She was so turned on She offered to do it every shift but I only did it once.
Later there was Rachel, a girl who had no idea how sexy she was to me. I’ve always liked girls with too much makeup, tight jeans, low shirts, and bad reputation. She was absolutely fire in bed. I picked her up and we drank some fireball then she gave me head on the ride home. We fucked hard and loud, smoked cigarettes, drank, and then fucked again.
But that’s not the reason I’m telling you this story. This is about how I found my ultimate kink. I like to be used like a whore by older men and those in power.
We really wanted an Xbox 360. I posted an ad on Craigslist under personal services saying I would do anything for an Xbox 360. I got a response almost immediately from an older, maybe late 50s man. He asked if I would give him a backrub in his hotel room.
Honestly I felt a little grossed out.. but more than that, I felt excited. I had sexual power. I could get things just by using my looks and body.. Plus I was pretty good at backrubs. My ex always said that.
The time came and I went to the hotel, knocked on the door. He opened it and instantly reminded me of a principle or n
maybe a boss at a car dealership. He was wearing nice expensive clothes; button down shirt tucked in, slacks, leather shoes, nice belt and watch. I realized I was wearing basketball shorts, filthy sneakers, and a t shirt.
We introduced ourselves and I told him I was kind of nervous. I could see his cock pressing against his pants as he tried to reassure me, we were only doing a backrub. He put $100 on the dresser for me and made a big deal of showing he had dozens more.
Then he got fully nude in front of me and laid down face down on the bed. He had me use oil on his back, thighs, shoulders, buttocks, and kept repositioning so I’d come closer and closer to his saggy balls. Eventually I had to admit that I was enjoying this a lot. He told me he was more used to massages where both people are nude.
I stripped down to my underwear and couldn’t conceal my hard on. Neither could he. I kept rubbing him and he moaned, telling me to go harder. Then he turned over, fully erect and pulled another $100 out of his wallet. He took my hand and put it on his balls and cock, firmly. I could feel the springiness and veins and heat. I started stroking him with the oil.
He started groaning and calling me boy. He told me I was a good boy but if I wanted to really make some money, daddy needed some more help. I looked him in the eye and then back at his cock, then I lowered my lips and opened my mouth. He let me take the head for a few moments then pushed my head down further and came just barely as I had time to get my face off.
I tool the money and his number and left very conflicted in some ways but more excited and feeling powerful In a way too..
Since then, I have serviced two separate older professional couples, giving them both head back and forth. I love being a sex object and even like to cam whore. My dream is to end up working for a strong, tall, professional man who uses his position of power to make me his play thing.
DM me if you’re him..
Source: reddit.com/r/sexystories/comments/tu9g8x/my_m_foray_into_bisexuality_with_women_and_older