Old sex tape with ex

My fiancé admitted to me that he thought it would be hot to see an old sex tape of me with an ex. I actually didn’t have any, at least not anymore. I told him I would look and maybe I would find something. I did look. I ended up digging old computers and phones out of the garage just to see if something was saved on one of those. Nothing. I had deleted them. The idea started to spread through my thoughts in a naughty way and I came up with an idea.

A few days later I contacted my ex. Maybe he had one? He is a jerk, which is why I left him. He bragged that he knew I would come crawling back. Ugh! I hung up without even asking him. I tried to forget about it, but I really wanted something to show my fiancé. I was really turned on by the idea. I called him a few days later and this time managed to suffer through his ego to ask him. He laughed. I could tell he was amused.

“Yeah, I have something for you, but you will have to stop by.”

I was so nervous to go back over to his place. I haven’t spoken to him since I met my fiancé. I went. He answered the door and looked me up and down;

“Look who has come crawling back!”

Ugh! I hated to hear him say that. It wasn’t like that at all. I was out of his league, he has a dead end job, no aspirations in life, other than to get drunk with his buddies, every weekend, play pool and video games. I was a successful business owner and engaged to be married. He had checked that “bad boy” box for me a few years back. It was nothing more than a fling that lasted far too long.

I ignored his sophomoric taunts and told him I only wanted the one thing. I came because he told me it was the only way he would send me the video.

He pulled it up on his Smart TV.

I was shocked to see the still of it. I protested;

“No need to play it! Just send it to me.”

“Oh, what fun is that? You obviously want to see it, that’s why you asked.”

I admitted to him why I actually wanted it. He laughed again. It was more sinister this time. He pressed play despite my discomfort with the whole situation.

Now there I was. Watching myself, on my knees, begging for my ex to let me take his cock in my mouth. I could feel my face getting bright red. It was overwhelmingly embarrassing to watch as I begged for his cock. In the video he teased me with it, holding it just out of my reach so I would crawl to him. I did. When I took him in my mouth I could hear myself in the video let out a mouth filled moan of satisfaction. I was younger in the video, but not noticeably, just a few years. I was like an animal. It was how wild I was, how enthusiastic and brazenly passionate that I did not really recognized.

That’s when I felt it. Oh no. It took over me, I had let down my defenses for a moment and watching myself in the video, seeing me devour his massive cock started to give me that tingle. I could feel myself getting really turned on. Dangerously aroused. I should look away, I had to say something;

“Enough! We don’t get to watch this together, just give it to me and delete it, you don’t get to watch this anymore!”

“Ok, relax, It’s just one more time, and if I didn’t still have it, you wouldn’t be able to use it to turn on your new man with a video of you so hungry for my cock.”

He didn’t turn it off, and I couldn’t look away. I needed to, but I just couldn’t. I needed him to turn it off, but he didn’t. So, I stared longer. I watched him strip off the long shirt of his that I was wearing, exposing that I am wearing nothing. In the video I took a short break from his cock to pose nude as he continued to record. I was so naughty, and playful. This is a side of me that I haven’t known for a while. I was in shock watching how sexually rambunctious I was.

It went on and he taunted me further as I was glued to the screen. He called me naughty; I should have walked out.

“Oh yeah baby, you loved my cock! That’s really why you are back, you want it in your mouth one last time.”

I think I was entranced by the video otherwise I would have smacked him, hard. That’s when I heard him say it;

“You are touching yourself you naughty little devil.”

I looked down. I am mortified! I was. I had gotten so horny and didn’t even realize what I had started. I was speechless. The video was ending. Of course, it was ending with him shooting his load all over my face. And with me loving it! I couldn’t believe I was watching myself; and touching myself! I tried to regain my composure, my knees were a bit week, and he was loving what it had done to me. I desperately wanted him to send it to me now so I could run out of there.

Then the words on the screen sent a shock through me. Deleted. How could he? This can’t be! I lunged at him in a rage, but he just grabbed my hands. I was so mad! Then he kissed me.

I was still so worked up, so confused. I pulled back, but he kissed me again. This time the emotional flashback from the video, from being here with him, and from feeling his lips, blurred everything. I kissed him back, not knowing why or even able to stop.

“We will just have to make a new one.” He said, so menacingly.

Of course, I knew it was wrong. Of course, I knew he was a total asshole. It’s hard to describe the effect watching me do that with him had on me. I am going to walk out right now and pretend this never happened. He left the room for a moment, now was my chance. I didn’t look like a woman about to flee, standing in the middle of her ex’s living room with her hand still between her legs.

I felt like I was just about to head to the door, but my legs didn’t move. He came back in, suddenly it felt too late, I had missed my chance. He tossed me one of his old shirts.

Instead of leaving. Instead of slapping him, instead of cursing him out, I slowly pulled down my shorts, pulled of my blouse, and stripped naked. Right in front of him. He walked over to me, I put on his T-shirt and lowered to my knees. I gave him my phone;

“Record this.”

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