Trying to be a good friend

My good friend … He has been thru a lot. Divorce kicked his ass. He has always been super genuine. When I was wishing I was dead.. he was like the only guy that was always trying to help without an agenda. Ladies you know what I mean.. most guys offer help for selfish reasons.. not him.. even tho I thought he was just another creep trying to fuck.
He’s even on Reddit and I’m sure he will see this..
well for a few years we been friends.. we not always in touch .. I’m a revolving door to an ex I can’t just let go of.
My friend hates him so I keep them separated so no violence happens.
Now my friend.. he’s older not in the best shape.. not a huge dick.. but he’s an amazing fuck and nobody has ever made me nut from eating my pussy like him. We have love for each other but not the kinda love to keep a happy relationship.

Well so this is what happened. I went by his house because I haven’t heard from him in awhile and I know when he ghosts everyone he’s going thru shit. So I just popped up unannounced and knocked on his apartment door until he answered.
He finally came to the door and it was clear I woke him up.
He shuffled back to the couch where he was sleeping and his house was a wreck. He didn’t say a word just laid back down. So I kinda started picking up the living room.. ended up cleaning his kitchen and room while he snored loudly on the couch. Thank God for AirPods and a good Rnb playlist! I shook him up and said get your ass in the shower.. he mumbled shut the fuck up and finally got him up and in the shower. I came in and sat on the toilet while he showered.
Asked him what’s been going on and asked what he needed.
He was silent for a minute just standing under the shower head …
Then he said your gonna hate this.. but I miss my ex wife.. I got drunk did drugs, a few strippers came over and im hungover as fuck..

I laughed at first cuz That’s how he is..I said well fam that sounds like it was fun did you at least get some pussy?
Naw I was too fucked up and kept thinking the strippers were gonna steal so I made Em leave.. not sure why I laughed so hard but he didn’t think it was as funny as I did. He stepped out of the shower grabbed a towel and started drying off.
Now he’s not the physical specimen that I love.. I love fit bodies.. big veiny cocks and Hispanic.. but me and my friend used to fuck in the past and sometimes a man is just good at using what he got.. rare.. but there’s a couple out there..
he was trying to be modest and keep his dick covered as we went back to the room as he dried off.. so I did what I felt he needed … I sucked his dick.. I loved how he tastes .. like I wish he trimmed the hedges some.. because I love trimmed pubes.. but it felt good catching him off guard and slurping him up.. he recorded me and was like let’s make a sex tape… well I think he nutted too hard and after that first nut.. he put the phone away… ate my pussy and gave me some backshots before I took him to get some Tacos dropped him off and went home to my unsuspecting boyfriend.. I did post the clip.. enjoy and don’t judge me. So my question is.. am I good friend?

Source: reddit.com/r/sexystories/comments/tgxm4q/trying_to_be_a_good_friend