I was a good Arab Muslim girl, then I got into a relationship with my white EX BF

I can’t help but write about it somewhere. A few years ago when I was 19 my crush since middle school had hit me up flirtatiously. Now I was always a good girl and had a few guys hit on me prior. I’m about 5’3 with a brown tint to my skin. I do lack size up too (32B) but my bottom more than makes up for it I believe. My crush though was a massive 6’4 white male with a relatively athletic body. He was the only boy I daydreamed about ever in high school .

Honestly, when he hit me up I thought I’d have a little fun with convos. But one thing led to another and we ended up hanging out (something I had never done) until he seduced me and fucked me in his bedroom. I did feel guilty. 19 years clean until my one slip up.

However though, it did not stop there . I couldn’t stay away and for 3 years he practically had me wrapped around his finger. I did things I never thought I’d do and tried things I never though I would. Stuff I thought was previously nasty were done because I wanted to please him.

Now here I am a little over 4 months since our breakup. I ended things out of guilt. But it doesn’t mean I don’t slightly miss those times here and there

Source: reddit.com/r/sexystories/comments/td0k1k/i_was_a_good_arab_muslim_girl_then_i_got_into_a