My best friend and I risked it all and fucked [fiction] [cheating]

My (21F) best friend (22M), Aidan, has been my closest friend in the past 4 years. Life recently has getting pretty rough for me and he was always there for me no matter what. We see each other often just one on one and in our main group weekly for drinks. We all get along with each other well and I feel like I’ve been in such a good place. He’s had a girlfriend for the past 3 years and we get along well. She doesn’t mind our relationship at all. I’ve been dating this guy who has somewhat of a problem with it but we’ve only been seeing each other for about 2 months.

Recently, however, something’s changed. Whether it’s within me or he’s got a new cologne, changed his diet, soap, gym routine…. I don’t know. He does things that turn me right on and I want nothing more than for him to pound the absolute shit out of me.
The other night we met with our regular group at the bar we frequent. It was louder than usual and a quiz night was on that distracted the group. Neon signs over our heads lit the small cushioned booth we were cramped in. The smell of fresh beer and sticky tables filled the bar. I was sitting next to Aidan in the booth and he had his arm over me. Not unusual at all. His girlfriend was on the other side of him. He was wearing his usual trash attire; old red pull over college sweatshirt, workout shorts and slides. He’s about two feet taller than me so he towers over me when he leans into talk to me.
A question pops up on the projector, he leans in and whispers in my ear. His tone is deep and quiet. His warm, rich cologne fills my lungs and I have no idea what he’s saying but I can’t help but make eye contact with him. The way he looks at me makes me feel like he’s thinking the same thing. Only, we realise at the same time and immediately break it with a joke. He takes his arm down from the back of my chair to break the awkwardness further. I’m filled with what feels like electricity pulsing through me. I want him inside me so fucking badly but I don’t want to ruin his relationship and mine. He finishes his beer and immediately puts his arm back behind me. I feel a sense of relief.
An hour goes by and I’ve finished my third drink. I need him. I put my hand on his thigh and surprisingly he doesn’t flinch or ask me to move it. I’d planned to use alcohol as an excuse and pretend it was an accident but I notice he starts moving closer to me and our hips touch. After a minute of this I look down to see where I’ve left my bag and notice his cock is rock hard. I can see the full shape through his shorts and his head is tenting them a little. I want to grab it so badly but his girlfriend is sitting on the other side of him. I can feel him trying to move my hand with his hips so I do, straight onto the head of his penis.
No reaction.
Again I’m relived.
He turns and looks at me while his girlfriend is distracted by our friends. His drunken crystal blue eyes lock with mine. We’re thinking the same thing. He wants to move his arm and shove put it under the table to touch my dripping wet pussy.
The music turns off and the lighting changes. The bar is closing. We all go home and I don’t hear from him for about 2 days.
He asks me out for McDonald’s at 12am on a Thursday. Not unusual as we both work weird hours and tend to hang out after. I decide to make more of an effort for this very casual outing and put on my lacy black bra and thong under my clothes, as well as, a bit of makeup and my sexiest perfume. I put on a pair of converses, hoodie and denim shorts. He picks me up from my house and we drive down to the beach and watch the ships float by as we eat. Neither of us say anything about what happened at the bar. It’s just a usual night. we’re listening to the radio, talking and laughing.
The moon and lonely streetlight are illuminating the inside of car just well enough for us to see each other. He’s wearing that same cologne that he did at the bar and I slowly stop listening to whatever tv show he’s talking about. I just want his cock so badly.
I lean into him over the centre console and press my forearm into my breast to make it pop out a little more. I lower my eye lids to give a more dreamy look and stare at him. I can’t stop thinking about his cock. He slowly stops taking and looks at me.
“What are you trying to do? huh?” He says with a flirty but also joking tone. I shrug and smile but I keep staring at him. He looks directly at my (E cup) chest and I can see his mood shift in his eyes like how a predator sees prey. He leans in and runs his fingers through my hair. He smells so good. I’m totally drunk in the feeling of this moment.
He pulls away.
“I can’t do this, I can’t ruin our friendship and my relationship with Cas.”
He starts the car.
I sigh and explain myself,
“I’m sorry Aidan, I don’t know why I’m acting like this I’m just so unhappy with James… I feel like you understand me like no one else and I’m taking advantage of it. I love you but not in that way and I’m just being stupid with my feelings”
He sighs as we pull out of the car park and head home.
“It’s okay… I love you too. No homo”
We laugh and I queue up some of our favourite songs.
As we drive I notice he misses the turn for my house. I say something but he doesn’t react. We pull into his driveway and he gets out.
“So am I supposed to just walk home?”
I whinge but jokingly.
“Come with me”
He says as he grabs my hand and leads me to his house.
“My parents aren’t home and Cas is at her parents’ house tonight.”
When he says this my heart starts pounding harder. He grabs my hand again and leads me to his room.
“But I thought you sai-“
He interrupts me, grabs my waist and pulls me in.
“Just shut the fuck up.”
He kisses me and I feel so alive. His mouth is warm and wet and I feel his tongue exploring mine. His hands lead to the end of my hoodie and I feel him throw it off me.
“Fuck”, he through his breath as he stares at my tits through my lacy bra. I throw his T shirt off and he starts to take my shorts off. He throws me onto the bed and pulls his throbbing cock out. My immediate reaction is to sit up and shove it into my mouth while he’s standing on the side of the bed. He moans as I look up at him while I lick his head. He reaches behind my back and unclips my bra. He tries to get my head off his cock but I resist as I shove it further down my throat. He throws me onto my back and rips my panties off and shoves his saliva dripping cock straight into my wet pussy. We both moan. He starts fucking me so aggressively and it’s euphoric. I’ve waited for this my whole life. He leans forward and presses his head against mine. We’re both moaning together and he starts sucking my tits.
“They’re so big”, he moans as he fucks me at the same time. I can barely get a word out because he’s fucking me so well. I just continue to moan. He flips me over and shoves my head down and lifts my hips up and starts doggy style fucking me. I can sense he’s staring at my butthole and I feel him spit on it and use his thumb to tease the entrance. I’m on the verge of screaming at this point. I can tell he wants to fuck my ass but is too afraid to ask. He pounds me so hard I can barely keep myself up. He edges himself and pulls out. He jumps on the bed, lays down and demands me to ride him. I climb onto him and he pulls me forward instead and starts licking my pussy. I try not to grind on his face too hard. He grabs my hips and throws me back down to his cock and I start riding it. He demands me to aggressively jump up and down on it so he can watch my tits bounce. I comply and I watch him stare in awe at them. I feel like a queen. He caresses them as they bounce and plays with my pussy with his other hand. He pulls me in and starts sucking my tits as I keep riding his cock. I feel like I’m going to cum.
“You’re gonna make me cum”, I moan.
He moves his hands to my ass and spanks me and starts teasing my butthole again.
“Good”, he says with a mouthful of my tit and I keep going. I can feel it coming and I scream. I cum and he keeps forcing my ass up and down on his cock. He throws me off and turns me around to fuck me. My clit is still throbbing as he thrusts and fucks me rough again.
“I’m gonna cum”, he moans.
I press my ass back into his cock and he moans harder. I’m so fucking wet still.
“You’re so fucking wet”, he moans as he spanks me hard.
“Cum inside me”, I beg.
He fucks me faster and moans louder. I feel him getting close.
“I’m cumming” he says as I feel him squirt his warm cum inside me.
We clean up and fall into each others arms. I literally don’t care about anything but this moment.
“I love you.”,
I say and I mean it.
“I love you too. Yes homo”
We laugh and it sets him that he means it too. We fall asleep in each others arms.

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/tam89a/my_best_friend_and_i_risked_it_all_and_fucked